uh-huh. So it's 3.41 now; gonna sleep soon.
hmm... tmr's the last day of the year.
I miss cat high. Probably the saddest stuff this year.
Though the happiest has got to be the fun times we had in 4-5/3-5.
Some fun moments:
Victor accidentally making a racist comment in front of Mr Krishnan.
The Victor/Gabriel word war
The 3 musketeers adding action to the class
hmm.. a lot more; but it's getting late.
So I shall talk about JC.
Scared of the next year.
Blardy phobia thingy.
It was damn difficult trying to last through the conversation when the aj girl called me cans.
ahhh...enough about that.
Yea, after a tip-off from tze heng, kinda realized my phobia isn't really parthenophobia. Though they did seem related.
Had been going out almost everyday these past few days.
Went to minghan's bday party stay-over.
Had fun there.Dota was really fun.
Then steven's BBQ tonight.
not bad either, talked and laughed a lot.haha.
tmr got daryl's bday party.
Wonder how it's gonna be like.
hmm, Tried out Jeffery archer's book(The Fourth Estate); not too bad. THough it is very businessy and political.
Still can't find the god-damn Geroge Orwell's 1984. damn sickening.
Wants to try The hunt for red october and some nice books by that author but can't find them in amk library. gahs.
Looks like I'm gonna be going there a lot more when school re-opens.
Listening to relient K's Must have done something right now. Nice song.
I'm starting to get random.
ok, that's all.
-One Year Has Passed. Are you regretting this year; or looking forward to the next?-
-Yeo WenBin's 7th Law of Optimism-
Monday, December 31, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
The zombie invasion
ahh... just woke up after a 10 hours' dream. damn screwed up.
Ok, so here's how the dream goes:
The whole class(4-5) was staying over at an empty hospital.[Don't ask, dunno how we got there in the first place.]
So it was 10pm, and nothing was happening and me, ariantio, steven and some one else(forgot who) was playing cards. yim and tang and josh huang was asleep at another room. Teh rest was just exploring the hospital and doing their own stuff. At around 12, a gory cat came in (undead cat) and soon, zombies started coming in. [I know; it's freaky] so; four of us ran to the sleeping room and called everyone up. I tried to use handphone but there was no signal. At the sleeping room, only josh manage to wake up as they were unable to call yim and tang up. Josh picked up a pistol at the corner of the room(dunno how it got there also) and started shooting at incoming zombies. I ran to inform the other's and for some reason one of them had a AK-46. so, we gathered at the sleeping room and started blasting them. When sun rose, we tried to get to the tv room to get a look at the situation outside; as we ran down the corridor to the room, i almost got bitten by a undead book; josh tried to pistol it but missed, he killed it on his second shot. So, when we switched on tv, it was on kids central and powerpuff girls was running with no news on the zombies. Ariantio was like" WTF? there's zombies attacking and they're showing PPG?". Then, we found a backdoor from the tv room and ran out onto the street. Woke up.
Hmm, creepy. But pretty cool.
Ok, so here's how the dream goes:
The whole class(4-5) was staying over at an empty hospital.[Don't ask, dunno how we got there in the first place.]
So it was 10pm, and nothing was happening and me, ariantio, steven and some one else(forgot who) was playing cards. yim and tang and josh huang was asleep at another room. Teh rest was just exploring the hospital and doing their own stuff. At around 12, a gory cat came in (undead cat) and soon, zombies started coming in. [I know; it's freaky] so; four of us ran to the sleeping room and called everyone up. I tried to use handphone but there was no signal. At the sleeping room, only josh manage to wake up as they were unable to call yim and tang up. Josh picked up a pistol at the corner of the room(dunno how it got there also) and started shooting at incoming zombies. I ran to inform the other's and for some reason one of them had a AK-46. so, we gathered at the sleeping room and started blasting them. When sun rose, we tried to get to the tv room to get a look at the situation outside; as we ran down the corridor to the room, i almost got bitten by a undead book; josh tried to pistol it but missed, he killed it on his second shot. So, when we switched on tv, it was on kids central and powerpuff girls was running with no news on the zombies. Ariantio was like" WTF? there's zombies attacking and they're showing PPG?". Then, we found a backdoor from the tv room and ran out onto the street. Woke up.
Hmm, creepy. But pretty cool.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
As we get closer to the beginning
okkkae. Long time no blog.
so... been rotting at home whole day. Played until no more games tuh play le
bored, bored and bored.
Been sleeping at 5/6 everyday and waking up at 3,2pm.
So sians luh.
so 2 more weeks to jc thingy.
pretty nervous, cause of my parthenophobia symptons.
gah. this sucks.
why am i even blogging?
I've got absoulutely nothing in mind now.
hmm.. what else?
Oh ya.. I've also been doing more reading than the last time i posted.
ya.
hmm.. this is getting dumb.
oh wells.
so... been rotting at home whole day. Played until no more games tuh play le
bored, bored and bored.
Been sleeping at 5/6 everyday and waking up at 3,2pm.
So sians luh.
so 2 more weeks to jc thingy.
pretty nervous, cause of my parthenophobia symptons.
gah. this sucks.
why am i even blogging?
I've got absoulutely nothing in mind now.
hmm.. what else?
Oh ya.. I've also been doing more reading than the last time i posted.
ya.
hmm.. this is getting dumb.
oh wells.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
When it's not so great after all.
gah. I'm dead bored at home.
Played dota, audition and recently started grandchase.
Decided that the only way to curb this lousy addiction of gaming was to play so much till i felt bored of them.
Seems to be working...I hope.
Anyway, I keep feeling there this something useful i can do... instead of staying home like an ass and gaming the whole day.
On a brighter note, I am reading novels by the couples. Managed to finish most of Stephen's bestsellers including Pet Semetary, Cell and stuff. Have been dying to find Orwell's 1984 but can't find it. And The Hunt For Red October by Tom Clancy. Can't find them.
Though I did come across a lot of nice authors on the way,
James Patterson. Finished Honeymoon. Brilliant thriller. Reading Mary,Mary now.
Trying John Grisham's The Brethren now. Though I must say it is a bit too technical on the legal stuff for me.
So, ya. End Of My boring, boring life. Looking forward to the class chalet.
-When a bored person turns desperate-
Played dota, audition and recently started grandchase.
Decided that the only way to curb this lousy addiction of gaming was to play so much till i felt bored of them.
Seems to be working...I hope.
Anyway, I keep feeling there this something useful i can do... instead of staying home like an ass and gaming the whole day.
On a brighter note, I am reading novels by the couples. Managed to finish most of Stephen's bestsellers including Pet Semetary, Cell and stuff. Have been dying to find Orwell's 1984 but can't find it. And The Hunt For Red October by Tom Clancy. Can't find them.
Though I did come across a lot of nice authors on the way,
James Patterson. Finished Honeymoon. Brilliant thriller. Reading Mary,Mary now.
Trying John Grisham's The Brethren now. Though I must say it is a bit too technical on the legal stuff for me.
So, ya. End Of My boring, boring life. Looking forward to the class chalet.
-When a bored person turns desperate-
Saturday, November 17, 2007
When everything's finally over
so.. it's over.
The O levels.
The graduation night.
The PAE briefing.
I don't know what to feel.
I feel like doing A maths.
screw it all.
The O levels.
The graduation night.
The PAE briefing.
I don't know what to feel.
I feel like doing A maths.
screw it all.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
And So It Starts
in less than 48 hours' time, I would be going in.
It's a weird feeling, and everytime there's a weird feeling...
There's only one way to express it!
=p
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The Test
By:Yeo WenBin
It's arriving,
and yet it's leaving.
It's stressful,
and yet it's peaceful.
It's crazy,
and yet it's logical.
It's horrific,
and yet it's beautiful.
We want it to end quickly,
and yet we don't want it to start.
We start sweating our ass off,
but yet we feel the inner voice calming us.
We want to bid it 'good riddance!'
and yet we know it's good for us.
We see the horror of it in front of our eyes,
and yet we see the beauty looming behind it.
So, this is it.
The start of hell.
The end of worrying.
It is here.
Hail.
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Probably one of my worst,
but yet one of my best.
LOL!
ok. I'm tired, and gonna go back to the world of mathematicians.
It's a weird feeling, and everytime there's a weird feeling...
There's only one way to express it!
=p
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The Test
By:Yeo WenBin
It's arriving,
and yet it's leaving.
It's stressful,
and yet it's peaceful.
It's crazy,
and yet it's logical.
It's horrific,
and yet it's beautiful.
We want it to end quickly,
and yet we don't want it to start.
We start sweating our ass off,
but yet we feel the inner voice calming us.
We want to bid it 'good riddance!'
and yet we know it's good for us.
We see the horror of it in front of our eyes,
and yet we see the beauty looming behind it.
So, this is it.
The start of hell.
The end of worrying.
It is here.
Hail.
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Probably one of my worst,
but yet one of my best.
LOL!
ok. I'm tired, and gonna go back to the world of mathematicians.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Cell
ok man. I just finished a horror fiction and it's one of the best freakin' books I've ever read.
Cell By Stephen King is god-damn good.seriously. It's like you can almost see the zombie stuff happening right in front of your eyes. Aww man, It's seriously damn good.
And the book had to have a hanging ending, that sucks. Anyway, that's stephen's style of writing, but it keeps on giving me that empty feeling inside.
ok, I'm suppose to be studying and have to complete my le jie wen da by tonight. gah. Spent my whole day reading that book.
ok, I'm off. Don't pick up that phone.
Cell By Stephen King is god-damn good.seriously. It's like you can almost see the zombie stuff happening right in front of your eyes. Aww man, It's seriously damn good.
And the book had to have a hanging ending, that sucks. Anyway, that's stephen's style of writing, but it keeps on giving me that empty feeling inside.
ok, I'm suppose to be studying and have to complete my le jie wen da by tonight. gah. Spent my whole day reading that book.
ok, I'm off. Don't pick up that phone.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
The Memories Of My World
So.... the last day of school.
It was pretty emotional and stuff, but yea, nobody from my class cried.
In fact, we were laughing the whole event away from the beginning of the school day to the speech talk in the hall.
It's really nice knowing that we are still united as a class after these 2 years, and we all celebrated graduation day as a class, united.
Mr yong was giving us 'girl advice' and telling us why we should not go looking for gfs in jc. hey man, I don't even think i wanna get near one of them next year. ><
The graduation day thing in the hall. My last time in the hall in my secondary school life. ><
Yup. we did take pictures. Victor was still as undead as ever =p Talking about how camera-shy he was and how emotional he was getting and stuff. And they just didn't let him get away with it.
Yup, and behind you see the 3 musketeers. They were really wonderful, all the chasing around in class during lessons, just priceless. And i think all this kinda stuff can only happen in a boys' school.
So, that's all for the graduation day.
Here are a few shout-outs:
Andrew--Thanks for being there for me.. always.
Daryl--Hiya! Thanks for everything, from forcing me to attend remedial to being my friend. yup. =)
Junfeng--Leong put in my report saying that you discharged my choir duties. Did you? Anyway thanks for being a friend. =)
Philip-- Erm......thanks for ...everything.
Victor-- Thanks for bringing joy to the class, we all knew you were super-capable to taking insults and throwing it back twice as hard. so yup. thanks undead! =D
Gabriel--Some would go as far to say that you and victor are inseparable good friends. The bickerings, the friends. Sitting at 2 ends of the classroom so the class can hear what you guys are fighting about.. just priceless. =)
Han Xun, Elson and Marcus-- Yup. The 3 musketeers. The fighting, chasing, jokes. Hah.
Steven, Yao Xin, Ariantio, Tee Leng, Samuel, Callum-- I always saw you guys as the muggers community. Yup, one of those clever ones. And i still haven't forget that you guys kicked me out from your territory twice. =p
Guanhua-- Gabriel's gay partner. We can see everything from behinndddd. muhahaha. Anyway, remember to work hard and believe in yourself.
Zhiwei, Bryan, Ryan, Alvan-- Sat in you guys' zone at the first quarter of the year. Had a very unique experience.
YangHeng, XuHao, WeeSiong, Shunyu-- NP guys! gogo protect the class. =)
Victor's corner people--those at victor's side always trying to make trouble for him.. lol. good job. =p
All others in class I haven't or forgot to mention-- THanks a lot for making my experience in cat high such a unique one. =)
So yup, this is all. Let's work hard for the O's. And pawn the results Beyond Godlike!
It was pretty emotional and stuff, but yea, nobody from my class cried.
In fact, we were laughing the whole event away from the beginning of the school day to the speech talk in the hall.
It's really nice knowing that we are still united as a class after these 2 years, and we all celebrated graduation day as a class, united.
Mr yong was giving us 'girl advice' and telling us why we should not go looking for gfs in jc. hey man, I don't even think i wanna get near one of them next year. ><
The graduation day thing in the hall. My last time in the hall in my secondary school life. ><
Yup. we did take pictures. Victor was still as undead as ever =p Talking about how camera-shy he was and how emotional he was getting and stuff. And they just didn't let him get away with it.
Yup, and behind you see the 3 musketeers. They were really wonderful, all the chasing around in class during lessons, just priceless. And i think all this kinda stuff can only happen in a boys' school.
So, that's all for the graduation day.
Here are a few shout-outs:
Andrew--Thanks for being there for me.. always.
Daryl--Hiya! Thanks for everything, from forcing me to attend remedial to being my friend. yup. =)
Junfeng--Leong put in my report saying that you discharged my choir duties. Did you? Anyway thanks for being a friend. =)
Philip-- Erm......thanks for ...everything.
Victor-- Thanks for bringing joy to the class, we all knew you were super-capable to taking insults and throwing it back twice as hard. so yup. thanks undead! =D
Gabriel--Some would go as far to say that you and victor are inseparable good friends. The bickerings, the friends. Sitting at 2 ends of the classroom so the class can hear what you guys are fighting about.. just priceless. =)
Han Xun, Elson and Marcus-- Yup. The 3 musketeers. The fighting, chasing, jokes. Hah.
Steven, Yao Xin, Ariantio, Tee Leng, Samuel, Callum-- I always saw you guys as the muggers community. Yup, one of those clever ones. And i still haven't forget that you guys kicked me out from your territory twice. =p
Guanhua-- Gabriel's gay partner. We can see everything from behinndddd. muhahaha. Anyway, remember to work hard and believe in yourself.
Zhiwei, Bryan, Ryan, Alvan-- Sat in you guys' zone at the first quarter of the year. Had a very unique experience.
YangHeng, XuHao, WeeSiong, Shunyu-- NP guys! gogo protect the class. =)
Victor's corner people--those at victor's side always trying to make trouble for him.. lol. good job. =p
All others in class I haven't or forgot to mention-- THanks a lot for making my experience in cat high such a unique one. =)
So yup, this is all. Let's work hard for the O's. And pawn the results Beyond Godlike!
Sunday, October 07, 2007
The Life Of Death
So, it came and went. In that 24 hours, it was pretty ok.
Since being 16th is pretty special, I was actually hoping and wishing I would acquire super-powers.(Techno-power, to be exact). I tried to move the mouse to me using physic means, but it didn't even move an inch. Irritating.
Then i started to wish a spirit would suddenly appear in front of me and tell me I would have the powers so magnificent and pure that no one can ever imagine. He would tell me that being 16th, it is time to learn my true identity, the king of the world. Sigh. That didn't happen either.
This sucks. Ended up my parents gave me 50 dollars to go grad nite as my bday present. So, that's the end. Maybe it'll happen when i'm 18th. Who knows?
It is weird knowing that the next year, I'll be celebrating my bday when I'm in JC. Wondering whether I'll still be suffering from Parthenophobia when I'm celebrating my bday next year.
Since being 16th is pretty special, I was actually hoping and wishing I would acquire super-powers.(Techno-power, to be exact). I tried to move the mouse to me using physic means, but it didn't even move an inch. Irritating.
Then i started to wish a spirit would suddenly appear in front of me and tell me I would have the powers so magnificent and pure that no one can ever imagine. He would tell me that being 16th, it is time to learn my true identity, the king of the world. Sigh. That didn't happen either.
This sucks. Ended up my parents gave me 50 dollars to go grad nite as my bday present. So, that's the end. Maybe it'll happen when i'm 18th. Who knows?
It is weird knowing that the next year, I'll be celebrating my bday when I'm in JC. Wondering whether I'll still be suffering from Parthenophobia when I'm celebrating my bday next year.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
The Creation Of Destruction
ok. So here I am. Back for another episode of "Lame Stuff Weekly"
Bloody hell at school as usual. False heaven at home (that means temptation). And i wasted all my time away today. If time goes any faster, I'm gonna sue it. Oh anyway, some guy tried sue-ing God and he won on the basis that "the accused didn't appear in court".
Anyway, life has been stressful for all of us. But let's just drag ourselves past this period. We all have studied for 4 years for this thing, so what's the problem with 20 more days?
Anyway I just realised the whole phobia of girls thingy isn't just occuring to me. Amazingly they've even got a name for it.It's called Parthenophobia. They say it's the phobia of Girls, young or virgins. Well, I've got this damn phobia. all right.
Some more phobias of mine include:
Oneirogmophobia(Yuck, this one's gross, but i have it anyway.)
Illyngophobia.(Ouch. I better not fall.)
Automatonophobia.(OMG. the reason why i've detested horror movies.)
Testophobia.(Muhahaha, I'm sure all of you guys have this one.)
Pneumatiphobia(I sense something beside meee.)
Scelerophobia(OMG. Don't hurt me!)
Thanatophobia(I've defietely got this. Cried myself to sleep many nights because of this too)
Pediophobia(First horror movie i watched induced it in me. Got me traumatized for 3 months.)
Potophobia(Class realised I got 2 years ago. When I was fed that damn chocolate.)
Eisoptrophobia(Never liked my looks)
In conclusion, I've got
Phobophobia(Whee. Multi-phobiaed!)
Alright. Please bear in mind the above ones are ALL REAL and not MADE UP. They have been certified by professional psychologists all over the world.
Now, these are some more real phobias.
If you have these phobias, please don't visit my blog.
Philsosphobia (Even my blog url scares you. -.-)
Metrophobia(All those poems are killing me! argh!)
Amychophobia(I scratched my hand till I bled during morning lit last week cause I was too tired. Wasn't too successful in waking me up, though there's this ugly long scar there now.But I still don't see how anyone is scared of being scratched.)
Ephebiphobia(I'm one of them.. RUN! MUHAHAHA)
Plutophobia( No, it's not the fear of Pluto. It's the fear of wealth. WHO THE HELL IS SCARED OF MONEY?!)
Alright. So that's all.
Here's the indexed phobia list, ust in case you wanna know more http://phobialist.com/reverse.html
tatas al!
Bloody hell at school as usual. False heaven at home (that means temptation). And i wasted all my time away today. If time goes any faster, I'm gonna sue it. Oh anyway, some guy tried sue-ing God and he won on the basis that "the accused didn't appear in court".
Anyway, life has been stressful for all of us. But let's just drag ourselves past this period. We all have studied for 4 years for this thing, so what's the problem with 20 more days?
Anyway I just realised the whole phobia of girls thingy isn't just occuring to me. Amazingly they've even got a name for it.It's called Parthenophobia. They say it's the phobia of Girls, young or virgins. Well, I've got this damn phobia. all right.
Some more phobias of mine include:
Oneirogmophobia(Yuck, this one's gross, but i have it anyway.)
Illyngophobia.(Ouch. I better not fall.)
Automatonophobia.(OMG. the reason why i've detested horror movies.)
Testophobia.(Muhahaha, I'm sure all of you guys have this one.)
Pneumatiphobia(I sense something beside meee.)
Scelerophobia(OMG. Don't hurt me!)
Thanatophobia(I've defietely got this. Cried myself to sleep many nights because of this too)
Pediophobia(First horror movie i watched induced it in me. Got me traumatized for 3 months.)
Potophobia(Class realised I got 2 years ago. When I was fed that damn chocolate.)
Eisoptrophobia(Never liked my looks)
In conclusion, I've got
Phobophobia(Whee. Multi-phobiaed!)
Alright. Please bear in mind the above ones are ALL REAL and not MADE UP. They have been certified by professional psychologists all over the world.
Now, these are some more real phobias.
If you have these phobias, please don't visit my blog.
Philsosphobia (Even my blog url scares you. -.-)
Metrophobia(All those poems are killing me! argh!)
Amychophobia(I scratched my hand till I bled during morning lit last week cause I was too tired. Wasn't too successful in waking me up, though there's this ugly long scar there now.But I still don't see how anyone is scared of being scratched.)
Ephebiphobia(I'm one of them.. RUN! MUHAHAHA)
Plutophobia( No, it's not the fear of Pluto. It's the fear of wealth. WHO THE HELL IS SCARED OF MONEY?!)
Alright. So that's all.
Here's the indexed phobia list, ust in case you wanna know more http://phobialist.com/reverse.html
tatas al!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
At the Borderline
yea. at the borderline, where that tiny bit just seem to matter the whole world.
sigh. Depressing.
But still, this might be what mortal beings call retribution. Where someone gets his just desserts for committing a sin.
I've taken this matter too lightly and didn't bother to focus on it. And this is probably my 'just desserts', to miss the borderline by that little little bit.
And it mattered the world.
And the homework they are piling on us are godly. Can only be finished by god.Hmm, maybe even He can't finish it, who knows?
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Just that little bit
By:Yeo WenBin
"Hey man, I hope they won't give too much homework today."
"After all, it's going to be the end of may."
That's was all we wanted,
so that we wouldn't be hunted.
And thus the school day began,
with the everlasting hope that homework would be banned.
Elaborate English sparked off the morning,
but still students were sleeping.
"So, class, a comprehension for homework."
"Don't complain, it's just that little bit."
The class cheered
Paper was hurled.
After all, it was just that little bit.
Meticulous Maths calculated up the class next,
The class was in chaos and students mixed.
"Ok, class, one Maths paper for homework."
"No Begging for less! It's just that little bit."
Rulers flew the length of the class,
Brooms swept up all the dust.
After all, it was just that little bit.
Sickening Sciences reacted into the class vigorously,
creating a boom that hit the class quickly.
"CLASS! SHUT UP! A PHYSICS PAPER FOR HOMEWORK!"
"YOU WUSSES STOP COMPLAINING, IT'S JUST THAT LITTLE BIT!"
Vernier calipers scaled the floor,
Students thought he would give more!
Lengthy Literature was the last period of the day,
They wanted the lesson to end quick so they can hit the hay.
"Shakespeare 101 Chapter 14, Page 16 for homework."
"Class? Hello? Anybody listening? It's just that little bit!"
The bell woke up the students faster than a bullet train,
Rushing out of their class, they cheered.
They had homework that was,
Just that little bit.
Returning home, they opened up their bag
"I thought it was just that little bit!?"
Elaborate English sparked off the next morning,
Now, no one was sleeping.
"WHY DIDN'T YOU ALL FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK!"
"IT WAS JUST THAT LITTLE BIT!"
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Ok, I wasn't meaning to erm, mean the poem above.
The homework is good for us. We know that. =)
Thanks to all teachers who has prepared so much time to give us the homework.
We are trying our best to finish.
But time hates us.
Anyway, I better be off now.
I've got 'just that little bit' of homework to complete.
sigh. Depressing.
But still, this might be what mortal beings call retribution. Where someone gets his just desserts for committing a sin.
I've taken this matter too lightly and didn't bother to focus on it. And this is probably my 'just desserts', to miss the borderline by that little little bit.
And it mattered the world.
And the homework they are piling on us are godly. Can only be finished by god.Hmm, maybe even He can't finish it, who knows?
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Just that little bit
By:Yeo WenBin
"Hey man, I hope they won't give too much homework today."
"After all, it's going to be the end of may."
That's was all we wanted,
so that we wouldn't be hunted.
And thus the school day began,
with the everlasting hope that homework would be banned.
Elaborate English sparked off the morning,
but still students were sleeping.
"So, class, a comprehension for homework."
"Don't complain, it's just that little bit."
The class cheered
Paper was hurled.
After all, it was just that little bit.
Meticulous Maths calculated up the class next,
The class was in chaos and students mixed.
"Ok, class, one Maths paper for homework."
"No Begging for less! It's just that little bit."
Rulers flew the length of the class,
Brooms swept up all the dust.
After all, it was just that little bit.
Sickening Sciences reacted into the class vigorously,
creating a boom that hit the class quickly.
"CLASS! SHUT UP! A PHYSICS PAPER FOR HOMEWORK!"
"YOU WUSSES STOP COMPLAINING, IT'S JUST THAT LITTLE BIT!"
Vernier calipers scaled the floor,
Students thought he would give more!
Lengthy Literature was the last period of the day,
They wanted the lesson to end quick so they can hit the hay.
"Shakespeare 101 Chapter 14, Page 16 for homework."
"Class? Hello? Anybody listening? It's just that little bit!"
The bell woke up the students faster than a bullet train,
Rushing out of their class, they cheered.
They had homework that was,
Just that little bit.
Returning home, they opened up their bag
"I thought it was just that little bit!?"
Elaborate English sparked off the next morning,
Now, no one was sleeping.
"WHY DIDN'T YOU ALL FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK!"
"IT WAS JUST THAT LITTLE BIT!"
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Ok, I wasn't meaning to erm, mean the poem above.
The homework is good for us. We know that. =)
Thanks to all teachers who has prepared so much time to give us the homework.
We are trying our best to finish.
But time hates us.
Anyway, I better be off now.
I've got 'just that little bit' of homework to complete.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Gaia's Rule
ok,I wanted to edit my previous post made earlier today to fit this in, but realized that it wouldn't be eye-catching enough.
Anyway, I've decided,since I was so bored, to start a weekly novel entry. It probably sucks, but still I'm putting it up.
I'll start with today's entry, hope the feedback's positive, here goes.
Gaia’s rule
Chapter 1
Murgongs
The world was covered in darkness. It had been like that for as long as people could remember. Perhaps a small handful of really old people had seen light when they were infants, but other than that, the word “Light” was a non-existent word in the people’s vocabulary.
“Hurry up you fool!” The Murgongs took a stick and stabbed it into the old man’s back, killing him immediately. The old man smiled and fell onto the floor. He had died a quick death, and it was every human’s hope in this world, to die quickly and painlessly.
The Murgongs were a bunch of creatures, so foul that calling them a beast is like naming a serial rapist and murderer a pope. They came a hundred years ago from the skies and took over Gaia in a hurry. The people could have defended themselves against the Murgongs, but they were so engaged in their own internal wars that it was more than easy for the Murgongs to take over Gaia.
Everything was darkness after that. Having rights was as impossible as killing a Murgong while they had command. Nobody knew where they came from, or their history and if anyone dared to even ask, or check, their deaths were torturous. They would be electro ducted with electricity that was enough to cause them pain, lots of it, but not enough to kill them, and that was only for starters. In fact, their brutality would have made a sadist look like a saint.
This story now revolves around a small young girl. She was born on the month of morak and it was stated that all children born on the month of morak had to plow the fields to farm food for the Murgongs. She was forced to carry an axe and chop down a tree at the tender age of eight. In fact, she had a whip scar across her back as a souvenir of that incident. At ten, she had to farm Inginrinos for the Murgongs.
It was a tough job, farming Inginrinos. Well, unless, you call putting your head underwater for a full minute to dig up the ground, plant the seed and hit the murky soil to make it firm easy. Being such a young girl, she often fainted due to the Murgongs forcing her head underwater to plant these Inginirinos.
She was born on the time of Genevio. It was the time of birth that was auspicious to humans. Babies born in the hour of Genevio had an optimistic outlook and was extremely determined. Thus, this young girl hoped that one day she could break out of the rule of the Murgongs. She even fantasized sometimes that she would be the heroine of the rebel tribe and she would stab the Murgong leader in the heart personally.
Even though the Murgongs seemed to triumph over humans, humans were still the ruler in the world of imagination. Murgong had the creativity of a germ. Humans could stay sane under the harsh rule of the Murgong due to their imagination of them chasing them away.
Anyway, I've decided,since I was so bored, to start a weekly novel entry. It probably sucks, but still I'm putting it up.
I'll start with today's entry, hope the feedback's positive, here goes.
Gaia’s rule
Chapter 1
Murgongs
The world was covered in darkness. It had been like that for as long as people could remember. Perhaps a small handful of really old people had seen light when they were infants, but other than that, the word “Light” was a non-existent word in the people’s vocabulary.
“Hurry up you fool!” The Murgongs took a stick and stabbed it into the old man’s back, killing him immediately. The old man smiled and fell onto the floor. He had died a quick death, and it was every human’s hope in this world, to die quickly and painlessly.
The Murgongs were a bunch of creatures, so foul that calling them a beast is like naming a serial rapist and murderer a pope. They came a hundred years ago from the skies and took over Gaia in a hurry. The people could have defended themselves against the Murgongs, but they were so engaged in their own internal wars that it was more than easy for the Murgongs to take over Gaia.
Everything was darkness after that. Having rights was as impossible as killing a Murgong while they had command. Nobody knew where they came from, or their history and if anyone dared to even ask, or check, their deaths were torturous. They would be electro ducted with electricity that was enough to cause them pain, lots of it, but not enough to kill them, and that was only for starters. In fact, their brutality would have made a sadist look like a saint.
This story now revolves around a small young girl. She was born on the month of morak and it was stated that all children born on the month of morak had to plow the fields to farm food for the Murgongs. She was forced to carry an axe and chop down a tree at the tender age of eight. In fact, she had a whip scar across her back as a souvenir of that incident. At ten, she had to farm Inginrinos for the Murgongs.
It was a tough job, farming Inginrinos. Well, unless, you call putting your head underwater for a full minute to dig up the ground, plant the seed and hit the murky soil to make it firm easy. Being such a young girl, she often fainted due to the Murgongs forcing her head underwater to plant these Inginirinos.
She was born on the time of Genevio. It was the time of birth that was auspicious to humans. Babies born in the hour of Genevio had an optimistic outlook and was extremely determined. Thus, this young girl hoped that one day she could break out of the rule of the Murgongs. She even fantasized sometimes that she would be the heroine of the rebel tribe and she would stab the Murgong leader in the heart personally.
Even though the Murgongs seemed to triumph over humans, humans were still the ruler in the world of imagination. Murgong had the creativity of a germ. Humans could stay sane under the harsh rule of the Murgong due to their imagination of them chasing them away.
Gaia's Rule
ok,I wanted to edit my previous post made earlier today to fit this in, but realized that it wouldn't be eye-catching enough.
Anyway, I've decided,since I was so bored, to start a weekly novel entry. It probably sucks, but still I'm putting it up.
I'll start with today's entry, hope the feedback's positive, here goes.
Gaia’s rule
Chapter 1
Murgongs
The world was covered in darkness. It had been like that for as long as people could remember. Perhaps a small handful of really old people had seen light when they were infants, but other than that, the word “Light” was a non-existent word in the people’s vocabulary.
“Hurry up you fool!” The Murgongs took a stick and stabbed it into the old man’s back, killing him immediately. The old man smiled and fell onto the floor. He had died a quick death, and it was every human’s hope in this world, to die quickly and painlessly.
The Murgongs were a bunch of creatures, so foul that calling them a beast is like naming a serial rapist and murderer a pope. They came a hundred years ago from the skies and took over Gaia in a hurry. The people could have defended themselves against the Murgongs, but they were so engaged in their own internal wars that it was more than easy for the Murgongs to take over Gaia.
Everything was darkness after that. Having rights was as impossible as killing a Murgong while they had command. Nobody knew where they came from, or their history and if anyone dared to even ask, or check, their deaths were torturous. They would be electro ducted with electricity that was enough to cause them pain, lots of it, but not enough to kill them, and that was only for starters. In fact, their brutality would have made a sadist look like a saint.
This story now revolves around a small young girl. She was born on the month of morak and it was stated that all children born on the month of morak had to plow the fields to farm food for the Murgongs. She was forced to carry an axe and chop down a tree at the tender age of eight. In fact, she had a whip scar across her back as a souvenir of that incident. At ten, she had to farm Inginrinos for the Murgongs.
It was a tough job, farming Inginrinos. Well, unless, you call putting your head underwater for a full minute to dig up the ground, plant the seed and hit the murky soil to make it firm easy. Being such a young girl, she often fainted due to the Murgongs forcing her head underwater to plant these Inginirinos.
She was born on the time of Genevio. It was the time of birth that was auspicious to humans. Babies born in the hour of Genevio had an optimistic outlook and was extremely determined. Thus, this young girl hoped that one day she could break out of the rule of the Murgongs. She even fantasized sometimes that she would be the heroine of the rebel tribe and she would stab the Murgong leader in the heart personally.
Even though the Murgongs seemed to triumph over humans, humans were still the ruler in the world of imagination. Murgong had the creativity of a germ. Humans could stay sane under the harsh rule of the Murgong due to their imagination of them chasing them away.
Anyway, I've decided,since I was so bored, to start a weekly novel entry. It probably sucks, but still I'm putting it up.
I'll start with today's entry, hope the feedback's positive, here goes.
Gaia’s rule
Chapter 1
Murgongs
The world was covered in darkness. It had been like that for as long as people could remember. Perhaps a small handful of really old people had seen light when they were infants, but other than that, the word “Light” was a non-existent word in the people’s vocabulary.
“Hurry up you fool!” The Murgongs took a stick and stabbed it into the old man’s back, killing him immediately. The old man smiled and fell onto the floor. He had died a quick death, and it was every human’s hope in this world, to die quickly and painlessly.
The Murgongs were a bunch of creatures, so foul that calling them a beast is like naming a serial rapist and murderer a pope. They came a hundred years ago from the skies and took over Gaia in a hurry. The people could have defended themselves against the Murgongs, but they were so engaged in their own internal wars that it was more than easy for the Murgongs to take over Gaia.
Everything was darkness after that. Having rights was as impossible as killing a Murgong while they had command. Nobody knew where they came from, or their history and if anyone dared to even ask, or check, their deaths were torturous. They would be electro ducted with electricity that was enough to cause them pain, lots of it, but not enough to kill them, and that was only for starters. In fact, their brutality would have made a sadist look like a saint.
This story now revolves around a small young girl. She was born on the month of morak and it was stated that all children born on the month of morak had to plow the fields to farm food for the Murgongs. She was forced to carry an axe and chop down a tree at the tender age of eight. In fact, she had a whip scar across her back as a souvenir of that incident. At ten, she had to farm Inginrinos for the Murgongs.
It was a tough job, farming Inginrinos. Well, unless, you call putting your head underwater for a full minute to dig up the ground, plant the seed and hit the murky soil to make it firm easy. Being such a young girl, she often fainted due to the Murgongs forcing her head underwater to plant these Inginirinos.
She was born on the time of Genevio. It was the time of birth that was auspicious to humans. Babies born in the hour of Genevio had an optimistic outlook and was extremely determined. Thus, this young girl hoped that one day she could break out of the rule of the Murgongs. She even fantasized sometimes that she would be the heroine of the rebel tribe and she would stab the Murgong leader in the heart personally.
Even though the Murgongs seemed to triumph over humans, humans were still the ruler in the world of imagination. Murgong had the creativity of a germ. Humans could stay sane under the harsh rule of the Murgong due to their imagination of them chasing them away.
The Clash Of The Elements
Damn pissed off. dunno why.
Quarreled with my idiotic bro and my mom. Then my mom is going to start quarreling with my dad when he comes home. My family is damn fucked-up.
Just shouted at her that I will never eat dinner at home ever again. She keeps on forcing food onto me when I keep telling her I'm not hungry. Who the hell will force other people to eat food?
Yea, I screwed up my appetite when i reading that same stephen king book. Cause that sick-ass woman talk to herself until she went so crazy she actually grasped a nearby glass and crushed it so hard that the glass splinters all stuck to her hand so that there were blood which could act as a lubricant to let her hand squeeze out of her cuffs. Then she found out it was not enough so she start sawing her hand on the broken glass splinters so her wrist could become thinner. Then Stephen had to make the details so damn vivid until I wanted to vomit and had to gulp down a bottle of water.
Thus, I totally lost my appetite for tonight. And I hate my family still.
I dunno why, but it's like I keep on holding on to this whole bunch of stuff and I keep wanting to burst it out and scream and shout, but I can't cause it just won't come out. Maybe a little more agitation from my bloody screwed-up family members ought to do it, then I'll really feel a lot better.
"When someone causes you pain, KILL him."
Yea, feeling like that now.
Quarreled with my idiotic bro and my mom. Then my mom is going to start quarreling with my dad when he comes home. My family is damn fucked-up.
Just shouted at her that I will never eat dinner at home ever again. She keeps on forcing food onto me when I keep telling her I'm not hungry. Who the hell will force other people to eat food?
Yea, I screwed up my appetite when i reading that same stephen king book. Cause that sick-ass woman talk to herself until she went so crazy she actually grasped a nearby glass and crushed it so hard that the glass splinters all stuck to her hand so that there were blood which could act as a lubricant to let her hand squeeze out of her cuffs. Then she found out it was not enough so she start sawing her hand on the broken glass splinters so her wrist could become thinner. Then Stephen had to make the details so damn vivid until I wanted to vomit and had to gulp down a bottle of water.
Thus, I totally lost my appetite for tonight. And I hate my family still.
I dunno why, but it's like I keep on holding on to this whole bunch of stuff and I keep wanting to burst it out and scream and shout, but I can't cause it just won't come out. Maybe a little more agitation from my bloody screwed-up family members ought to do it, then I'll really feel a lot better.
"When someone causes you pain, KILL him."
Yea, feeling like that now.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
To Liberate the Liberated
alright. whee. tomorrow's the last day of the damn prelim THAT LASTED FOR A WHOLE DAMN MONTH! Gah.
Went to the library to study with tze kai today, went to borrow Gerald's game by Stephen king on my way there. Oh man, the story is god-damn screwed.
It's like some bondage-turn-horror story where the female bondagee acidentally killed the guy who wanted to make love to her. then she is trapped there in her bondage kit, not being able to move in a secluded place and there are suddenly there are voices talking to her in her head and stuff. Then she starts answering back like she siao liddat. damn screwed story.
Only read half-way though, don't think I will have the mood to finish the thing. Cause the story line's damn screwed up. LOL. Who the hell want to read about a girl who gets trapped in a bondage kit and goes crazy and start talking to herself. If this was made into a literary text, it would be one of the most difficult text in history sia.
Alright, enough about that. I'm tired and bored, and I'M GOD-DAMN SCARED FOR MATHS TOMORROW! gah. I never even practice much for maths and I really need that A as my science already screwed up le.
I'll end of with this universal motto for Maths:
M.M.M.M.M.M(Maths Motto:Maths Make Me Mad)
So , I better go sleep le. alright all, nights!
Went to the library to study with tze kai today, went to borrow Gerald's game by Stephen king on my way there. Oh man, the story is god-damn screwed.
It's like some bondage-turn-horror story where the female bondagee acidentally killed the guy who wanted to make love to her. then she is trapped there in her bondage kit, not being able to move in a secluded place and there are suddenly there are voices talking to her in her head and stuff. Then she starts answering back like she siao liddat. damn screwed story.
Only read half-way though, don't think I will have the mood to finish the thing. Cause the story line's damn screwed up. LOL. Who the hell want to read about a girl who gets trapped in a bondage kit and goes crazy and start talking to herself. If this was made into a literary text, it would be one of the most difficult text in history sia.
Alright, enough about that. I'm tired and bored, and I'M GOD-DAMN SCARED FOR MATHS TOMORROW! gah. I never even practice much for maths and I really need that A as my science already screwed up le.
I'll end of with this universal motto for Maths:
M.M.M.M.M.M(Maths Motto:Maths Make Me Mad)
So , I better go sleep le. alright all, nights!
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
The Thick Book Of Simplicity
alright. daryl sabo-ed me to do this. And since I'm so bored now anyway, might as well do it.
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.Leave the fibs alone.Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.(No mood to stab)
1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.>)
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse
10) I am totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
31) I love to shop.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members with the opposite sexes.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on make up.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal dream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.
alright. now that that's done, I might as well be bored and bored and bored.
gah.
waiting for people to reply in role-plays. those are really fun, but they need a great deal of imagination and language skills.
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Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.Leave the fibs alone.Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.(No mood to stab)
1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.>)
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse
10) I am totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
31) I love to shop.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members with the opposite sexes.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on make up.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal dream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.
alright. now that that's done, I might as well be bored and bored and bored.
gah.
waiting for people to reply in role-plays. those are really fun, but they need a great deal of imagination and language skills.
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
The Blue Maroon
so, 14 more hours to prelims. gah. this sucks.
Now to study,
I gave up on my chem already.
Aiming for As for the rest of the subjects though.
though I know it is quite impossible to get the A for physics(After that killer paper),chemistry(gave up already) and probably lit.
So, life still sucks. whee. going crazy. I really hope i can get the As. All this life of studying is driving me crazy.
Anyway, since I'm going so crazy anyway, and i keep getting distracted during the holidays, I seriously need to write a letter to the department of gaming.
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To:Department Of Gaming
Add: Yeo WenBin,
Temptation Rd
Blk 1337
From: Academic Department
Add: Yeo WenBin,
Mugging road
Blk 3.142
RE: Request for hiatus on gaming
Due to recent failures in the Academic department, the Conscious department have brought light on the factors of failure and found out that the department of gaming is directly affecting the academic department on an inverse proportional scale.
After meetings and discussions by the UMHM(United Mental Health Mayors), we have come to a conclusion that gaming schedules must be changed in order to achieve the perfect balance between the academic department and the gaming department.
So, after serious considerations, we have decided to give all members in the gaming department(directly or indirectly) a 3 months vacation to the large intestine to enjoy a fully paid for a trip at the Black Lagoon starting from today.
This would mean that the department would be on hiatus n 3 months, and all duties will be on-hold.
Hoping NOT to hear from you soon.
Yours sincerely,
Manager of UMHM
Poregly Hiustor
P.S. In other words, just ASK THE WHOLE OF THE GAMING DEPARTMENT TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE BEFORE I SHUT DOWN THE WHOLE DAMN DEPARTMENT!
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Alright, now that it's all done, I better revise the last few points in geography before going off to dreamland.
tatas!
Now to study,
I gave up on my chem already.
Aiming for As for the rest of the subjects though.
though I know it is quite impossible to get the A for physics(After that killer paper),chemistry(gave up already) and probably lit.
So, life still sucks. whee. going crazy. I really hope i can get the As. All this life of studying is driving me crazy.
Anyway, since I'm going so crazy anyway, and i keep getting distracted during the holidays, I seriously need to write a letter to the department of gaming.
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To:Department Of Gaming
Add: Yeo WenBin,
Temptation Rd
Blk 1337
From: Academic Department
Add: Yeo WenBin,
Mugging road
Blk 3.142
RE: Request for hiatus on gaming
Due to recent failures in the Academic department, the Conscious department have brought light on the factors of failure and found out that the department of gaming is directly affecting the academic department on an inverse proportional scale.
After meetings and discussions by the UMHM(United Mental Health Mayors), we have come to a conclusion that gaming schedules must be changed in order to achieve the perfect balance between the academic department and the gaming department.
So, after serious considerations, we have decided to give all members in the gaming department(directly or indirectly) a 3 months vacation to the large intestine to enjoy a fully paid for a trip at the Black Lagoon starting from today.
This would mean that the department would be on hiatus n 3 months, and all duties will be on-hold.
Hoping NOT to hear from you soon.
Yours sincerely,
Manager of UMHM
Poregly Hiustor
P.S. In other words, just ASK THE WHOLE OF THE GAMING DEPARTMENT TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE BEFORE I SHUT DOWN THE WHOLE DAMN DEPARTMENT!
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Alright, now that it's all done, I better revise the last few points in geography before going off to dreamland.
tatas!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
The truth in lies
So, 2 more days to the prelims (Part II)
sigh. Life still sucks.
Keep getting so distracted i haven't been productive at all.
At this rate, I'll have trouble even going to a JC.
Unless I can get my prelim 1 miraculous last-minute studying power, I'm pretty much screwed.
Anyway I just realized that even though all of us wish against wishes for this 2 months to be quickly over so we can play, all of us also feel this small tinge of reluctance to leave this wonderful class of 4-5 in which we have stayed for 2 years. All the bickering, bitching around and all the jokes. Ahh, it will forever be treasured deep in my heart.
I have a confession to make, whenever i get bored in class. I would sometimes, erm, start going crazy and imagine everyone in class had a certain sort of super-power.
Let's see, some of the powers i had imagined.
DISCLAMIER: No one should take this seriously. It's just my thought.
Victor Yim: Undead dude( Ability to summon undead warriors)
NPCC guys: Sharp-shooter(Ability to hit anything they want with a gun)
Ariantio: Multi-abilited (Ability to copy the power ,of anyone he touches ,for a while)
Samuel and Benji: Gadget guys (Ability to make powerful gadgets and guns and mines and stuff)
Han Xun, Elson and Marcus: Mine-Planters (Ability to ,well,plant mines and teleport)
Callum: the Halo guy (Does wadever the halo guy do)
Nicholas Quake: Plan strategies (Ability to think at speed of super uber super-computer)
NCC guys: Machine dudes (Ability to sit in super-big powerful machines that samuel and benji builds and control them)
P&A: Volume-Blasters (Ability to screech at over 10 million MHz, destroying every nearby living beings' ear drums, causing them pain, a lot of pain.)
Steven and Keith: Background music (ability to play music during battle to suit the battle mood, be it rock or classical)
Alright that's just a few. If your name isn't inside, you should be relieved. I hope. ><
So ya, I love 4-5!
sigh. Life still sucks.
Keep getting so distracted i haven't been productive at all.
At this rate, I'll have trouble even going to a JC.
Unless I can get my prelim 1 miraculous last-minute studying power, I'm pretty much screwed.
Anyway I just realized that even though all of us wish against wishes for this 2 months to be quickly over so we can play, all of us also feel this small tinge of reluctance to leave this wonderful class of 4-5 in which we have stayed for 2 years. All the bickering, bitching around and all the jokes. Ahh, it will forever be treasured deep in my heart.
I have a confession to make, whenever i get bored in class. I would sometimes, erm, start going crazy and imagine everyone in class had a certain sort of super-power.
Let's see, some of the powers i had imagined.
DISCLAMIER: No one should take this seriously. It's just my thought.
Victor Yim: Undead dude( Ability to summon undead warriors)
NPCC guys: Sharp-shooter(Ability to hit anything they want with a gun)
Ariantio: Multi-abilited (Ability to copy the power ,of anyone he touches ,for a while)
Samuel and Benji: Gadget guys (Ability to make powerful gadgets and guns and mines and stuff)
Han Xun, Elson and Marcus: Mine-Planters (Ability to ,well,plant mines and teleport)
Callum: the Halo guy (Does wadever the halo guy do)
Nicholas Quake: Plan strategies (Ability to think at speed of super uber super-computer)
NCC guys: Machine dudes (Ability to sit in super-big powerful machines that samuel and benji builds and control them)
P&A: Volume-Blasters (Ability to screech at over 10 million MHz, destroying every nearby living beings' ear drums, causing them pain, a lot of pain.)
Steven and Keith: Background music (ability to play music during battle to suit the battle mood, be it rock or classical)
Alright that's just a few. If your name isn't inside, you should be relieved. I hope. ><
So ya, I love 4-5!
Saturday, September 01, 2007
The Lust Of Time.
so, it's 1.45am, I'm still awake, and have been enjoying myself the whole day.
Sigh, life just sucks.
One more week to the part 2 of the prelims.
Teachers' day was awesome.
Yup. that's all.
-If the world's a stage,
and people are the actors,
I wanna be the director!-
Sigh, life just sucks.
One more week to the part 2 of the prelims.
Teachers' day was awesome.
Yup. that's all.
-If the world's a stage,
and people are the actors,
I wanna be the director!-
Thursday, August 16, 2007
The Verbal Examination
so, oral test tomorrow.
gah.
Have extreme paranoia.
stressed.
Long time no post lor.
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The Rush Of Time
By: Yeo WenBin
Time rushes,
Past slows.
Knowledge forces,
Gaming relaxes.
Grades testes,
Student stresses.
Pen leaks,
Liquid spills.
Temper Flares,
Heart screams.
Pulse increases,
Sleep decreases.
Book flips,
Story slams.
Eye blurs,
hands focus.
It comes nearer.
Hope it's further.
The halt of Life.
The rush of Time.
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so ya. my creativity taking a huge blow after having to do so much work and sleeping so little.
gah.
gah.
Have extreme paranoia.
stressed.
Long time no post lor.
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The Rush Of Time
By: Yeo WenBin
Time rushes,
Past slows.
Knowledge forces,
Gaming relaxes.
Grades testes,
Student stresses.
Pen leaks,
Liquid spills.
Temper Flares,
Heart screams.
Pulse increases,
Sleep decreases.
Book flips,
Story slams.
Eye blurs,
hands focus.
It comes nearer.
Hope it's further.
The halt of Life.
The rush of Time.
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so ya. my creativity taking a huge blow after having to do so much work and sleeping so little.
gah.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
The rush of speed.
stressed, tired, burned.
so much homework.
so much stress.
no motivation.
Results on Monday.
Everything's dying.
Academic asking me to get lost.
So dead.
Ouch.
so much homework.
so much stress.
no motivation.
Results on Monday.
Everything's dying.
Academic asking me to get lost.
So dead.
Ouch.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
When Life passes like a rushing dream.
so, being really busy nowadays, studying in school until late at night before coming home.No time to consider or think about anything, everything in my mind is just all about mugging.gah.
Being pretty mean nowadays, dunno why. Perhaps all the mugging has struck my crankiness. But the feeling is pretty good, the feeling that you can stop other people from beating you down and hit them back verbally. Though my conscience can't resist to rub it in about how morally wrong it is.
So, sorry to all people I have insulted(intentionally or not).
Receiving O-level results in about a weeks' time. Worried. Really want that A1. But having extreme paranoia, I keep thinking what if I get a B, what if, what if. It's driving me crazy!
Andrew's birthday coming up. Might be one of the few occasions I get to take my mind off studying, besides the simpsons movie outing which has been postponed so often that at the rate it is postponing, it might have gone out of season already when we decide to watch it.(No negative remarks intended)
So, might not be using the com so often.
I'm tired. and cranky. and my creativity is being drained at an extremely fast rate from being having to write compos twice a week in which i always try to squeeze out the best story lines.
So that's all. I'm going to dreamland now.
-Come Morpheus! Do your magic!-
Being pretty mean nowadays, dunno why. Perhaps all the mugging has struck my crankiness. But the feeling is pretty good, the feeling that you can stop other people from beating you down and hit them back verbally. Though my conscience can't resist to rub it in about how morally wrong it is.
So, sorry to all people I have insulted(intentionally or not).
Receiving O-level results in about a weeks' time. Worried. Really want that A1. But having extreme paranoia, I keep thinking what if I get a B, what if, what if. It's driving me crazy!
Andrew's birthday coming up. Might be one of the few occasions I get to take my mind off studying, besides the simpsons movie outing which has been postponed so often that at the rate it is postponing, it might have gone out of season already when we decide to watch it.(No negative remarks intended)
So, might not be using the com so often.
I'm tired. and cranky. and my creativity is being drained at an extremely fast rate from being having to write compos twice a week in which i always try to squeeze out the best story lines.
So that's all. I'm going to dreamland now.
-Come Morpheus! Do your magic!-
Sunday, July 22, 2007
The Magic of Magic
welll...
dunno where to start.
Finished Deathly hallows at last.
Felt excited that the whole truth is finally out,
but yet, as though 10 years' of waiting and interest just flopped and died within me.
The whole series had been really wonderful.
From the point hagrid busted into Vernon's house to proclaim his wizardry existence.
To the point harry got himself married.
really wonderful.
and the last book kept reminding me
of Hitler-Jews conflict thingy.
Where they were trying to slaughter off as many wizards as possible.
ah well.
All's well that ends well.
Though I really wish JK rowling would write a sort of epilogue book to summarize up the whole thing and answering questions like:
"What happened to Vernon's family?"
"Did Hermonie lift the magic she cast on her parents?"
"What was Voldermort's after- death experience like?"
"What became of the resurrection stone?"
"What happened to the rest of the DA(Luna and others)?"
ah well. but i guess these questions would either never be answered,
or we'll have to answer it ourselves.
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| R.I.P |
| Harry potter series |
| |
| |
| "For it all started, |
| From a stroke of inspiration."|
| |
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dunno where to start.
Finished Deathly hallows at last.
Felt excited that the whole truth is finally out,
but yet, as though 10 years' of waiting and interest just flopped and died within me.
The whole series had been really wonderful.
From the point hagrid busted into Vernon's house to proclaim his wizardry existence.
To the point harry got himself married.
really wonderful.
and the last book kept reminding me
of Hitler-Jews conflict thingy.
Where they were trying to slaughter off as many wizards as possible.
ah well.
All's well that ends well.
Though I really wish JK rowling would write a sort of epilogue book to summarize up the whole thing and answering questions like:
"What happened to Vernon's family?"
"Did Hermonie lift the magic she cast on her parents?"
"What was Voldermort's after- death experience like?"
"What became of the resurrection stone?"
"What happened to the rest of the DA(Luna and others)?"
ah well. but i guess these questions would either never be answered,
or we'll have to answer it ourselves.
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| R.I.P |
| Harry potter series |
| |
| |
| "For it all started, |
| From a stroke of inspiration."|
| |
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
When everything stays still.
so, haven't blog for a long while now.
being pretty occupied nowadays.
with homework, mugging and stuff
gah.
On the bright side, I've managed to get myself into the mood for mugging.
Ain't easy. But did it. Found out that I had to do it in school.
Can't mug at home for nuts.
Anyway, I've heard lots of canon-in-d remixes, there's the disco remix, pop remix and stuff. But today's the first time I'm hearing the original Symphonic version. And I love it. Whee. My first favorite song in the classical genre. whee.
Reading harry potter and the half blood prince now. Hopefully in time to catch the last book when it comes out on sat. My dad just came in and scolded me for reading half blood prince, said i should be reading more non-fiction books. I think he banned me from buying the last book on saturday. But it's my own allowance, so too bad! =D
Mugged in school until 7pm today. Super satisfying.
Did a whole chem paper.
The feeling that you have accomplished something and has started to do something instead of standing there and sulking about the bad results and actually doing something about it is really satisfying.
ah well. Tomorrow's a whole new day. And I'll enjoy it. Hopefully.
Subject of the day: Chemistry
Subject for tomorrow: Physics
-When life comes to a standstill, Will you be the one to move?-
being pretty occupied nowadays.
with homework, mugging and stuff
gah.
On the bright side, I've managed to get myself into the mood for mugging.
Ain't easy. But did it. Found out that I had to do it in school.
Can't mug at home for nuts.
Anyway, I've heard lots of canon-in-d remixes, there's the disco remix, pop remix and stuff. But today's the first time I'm hearing the original Symphonic version. And I love it. Whee. My first favorite song in the classical genre. whee.
Reading harry potter and the half blood prince now. Hopefully in time to catch the last book when it comes out on sat. My dad just came in and scolded me for reading half blood prince, said i should be reading more non-fiction books. I think he banned me from buying the last book on saturday. But it's my own allowance, so too bad! =D
Mugged in school until 7pm today. Super satisfying.
Did a whole chem paper.
The feeling that you have accomplished something and has started to do something instead of standing there and sulking about the bad results and actually doing something about it is really satisfying.
ah well. Tomorrow's a whole new day. And I'll enjoy it. Hopefully.
Subject of the day: Chemistry
Subject for tomorrow: Physics
-When life comes to a standstill, Will you be the one to move?-
Sunday, July 08, 2007
The Fight For Freedom
Looks like the change is inevitable.
and it begins now.
You forced me to do it.
No more listening to you.
No more following your orders around.
I'm sick of you.
I have my own views.
My own life.
My own aims.
I tried telling them to you, but you just shrugged it off.
Now, it's all over.
No more Mr Nice guy.
Get out.
and it begins now.
You forced me to do it.
No more listening to you.
No more following your orders around.
I'm sick of you.
I have my own views.
My own life.
My own aims.
I tried telling them to you, but you just shrugged it off.
Now, it's all over.
No more Mr Nice guy.
Get out.
Friday, July 06, 2007
When things are in chaos
Now that family side has calmed down.
It's the social side that starts to rebel.
Why does fate love to play wif my life so much.
I've been hearing comments and snippets here and there.
And they're not pretty.
On the other hand, there's a internal war going on, with me right in the middle.
These are not pretty either.
and on top of that. My mom found some old scandalous photos i took of others and she keeps saying I'm the guy in the photo.
and she told me she's horrified I'm a gay.
I mean, what the heck! Do I even look gay.
she doesn't believe me and wants to show my dad later, who's a super anti-gay machoist.
so I'm dead.
god. and it's not just her.
I really need to clear my mind.
my world is in chaos.
and this has to change.
It begins with me.
It begins now.
It's the social side that starts to rebel.
Why does fate love to play wif my life so much.
I've been hearing comments and snippets here and there.
And they're not pretty.
On the other hand, there's a internal war going on, with me right in the middle.
These are not pretty either.
and on top of that. My mom found some old scandalous photos i took of others and she keeps saying I'm the guy in the photo.
and she told me she's horrified I'm a gay.
I mean, what the heck! Do I even look gay.
she doesn't believe me and wants to show my dad later, who's a super anti-gay machoist.
so I'm dead.
god. and it's not just her.
I really need to clear my mind.
my world is in chaos.
and this has to change.
It begins with me.
It begins now.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
When things turn out differently
went for oral, screwed it up. big time.
was so shocked that i went to the study area and started ranting at my paper for 2 plus whole hours.
the result? wrote on 5 and a half full pages and 2 hours of my time wasted.
Here's all the info if anyone is interested.
The products of 2 hours of shock and rant:
was so shocked that i went to the study area and started ranting at my paper for 2 plus whole hours.
the result? wrote on 5 and a half full pages and 2 hours of my time wasted.
Here's all the info if anyone is interested.
The products of 2 hours of shock and rant:
Sunday, July 01, 2007
When you strike a communication line.
soo. I've heard of blessing in disguise. But I think I've just experienced a "Curse in disguise".gah, how life loves to joke nowadays.So, yea, pretty much going to be screwed.
anyway, was bored.
so went to do anagram for
"CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL"
Chocaholic High Slot--->the slot 'o' should change to 'u'
Coach Chilli Gosh Hot---> this one had me laughing.
"Lee Hak Boon"
Enable Hook--->Enable wad hook? lol
A Hobo Kneel-->LOL! kneel hobo!
Ha One Bloke -->Bloke ><
ok. later get into trouble then die.lol.
Bored. and my dumb bro is gonna complain if i game cause he's throwing a tantrum.
Need company!
Needa go out.
anyway, was bored.
so went to do anagram for
"CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL"
Chocaholic High Slot--->the slot 'o' should change to 'u'
Coach Chilli Gosh Hot---> this one had me laughing.
"Lee Hak Boon"
Enable Hook--->Enable wad hook? lol
A Hobo Kneel-->LOL! kneel hobo!
Ha One Bloke -->Bloke ><
ok. later get into trouble then die.lol.
Bored. and my dumb bro is gonna complain if i game cause he's throwing a tantrum.
Need company!
Needa go out.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
When it all ends.
alrighttttt, prelim ended. totally burnt out. need rest. lol.
Tomorrow no school yay!lalala.
Becoming more and more childish each day, dunno wad's happening to me sia.
Though it's fun to imitate child's voice.
My brother call it the 'gay' voice.
like he very man liddat.
anywayy, got tagged by Daryl to do this. TT
It's like 100 questions la.
worse den doing chemistry MCQs.
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1.Full name: Yeo WenBin
2.Name backwards: nibnew oey (ee yer, the oey sound like amanda's oei name. ><)
3.Were you named after someone? : None that i know of.
4. Meaning of name: Erm, WenBin means quiet,calm and composed? Cause my parents said when i was baby, just eat and sleep, rarely cry de. so lazy sia. ><
Suits my personality anyway, so not complaining. ><
5. Nickname: hmm. bin, jamula?
6. Screen name: King of the world! =D
7. D.O.B: 6th Oct 1991 (Mid autumn festival! Born under the full moon. Like chosen one liddat)
8. Place of birth: The PAP-dominant country
9. Nationality: Singaporean
10.Current location: erm, room?
11.Star sign: Libra!
12.Religion: Buddhist
13.Current Height: 170
14.Current Weight: 65 (can't seem to slim down, that sucks.)
15.Shoe size: Never bothered to check.
16.Hair color: Asian Black. ><
17.Eye color: Didn't bother to notice either.
18.Who do you look like: The king of the world
19.Innie or outtie: Innie at home, outtie outside.
20.Lefty or righty: Righty
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: I'm multi-sexual!
22.Best friends: shaun, feng, daryl, drew, just to name a few.
23.Best friends you trust most: drew's trustable.
24.Favourite pals: Me!
25.Best friend of opposite sex: erm. no one?
26.Best buddies: Me, me, me!
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: Let's say I don't wish to answer this. *winks*
28.Crush: This one too. *winks*
29.Parents: No way I'm blogging about this.
30.Worst Enemy: Hmm, my procrastination?
31.Favourite online guy: mira!
32.Favourite online girl: erm, Charmaine? ><
33.Craziest friend: Let's see. Define crazy.
34.Advice friend: My inner mind.
35.Loudest friend: you?
36:Person you cry with: Myself!
37.Any sisters: nope.
38.Any brothers: I have a 24 hour gamer as one.
39: Any pets: Nope.
40.Any disease: Hmm let's see. ISD (Irregular Sleep Disorder), PCD (Personality Control Disorder) and maybe CCD(Concentration Control Disorder)
41: Pager: Sure. 999.
42.Personal phone line: this one's 995.
43.Cell phone: Buy one for me?
44.Lava Lamp: One in living room, haven't being used for years.
45.Pool or hot tub: Long time since I've gone in a pool. Pool!
46.A car: I'll much prefer a flying saucer. thanks!
47.Your personality: hmm. Let's see. At home, Quiet, composed as my name suggests? and I'm pretty childish at home. My brother calls it my gay behaviour. He's siao.
Outside: reserved, and reserved? For you to find out.
48.Driving: My dad wants to to take every single driving license possible, including lorry-driving, since he also got all of them.
49.Room: Don't even have my own.
50.Whats missing: A 300 GB HD, 3GB RAM,3.5GHz Processer Com? 26 inch plasma tv .
51.School: Catholic High School
52.Bed: The furniture that has to hold my body up every night?
53.Relationship with parents: I'm so not talking about this.
54.Believe in yourself: Sure. Reminds me of "Believe Me" By Mike Shinoda
55.Believe in love at first sight: Let's see. Never tried, so don't know.
56.Good listener: Try Me.
57.Get along well with parents: Not telling.
58.Save e-mail/msn convos: Auto-save?
59.Pray: Before exams, or when i think i am going to die.
60.Believe in reincarnation: Not really.
61.Make fun of people: erm, no? I'm kind ok.
62.Like to talk on the phone: My brother hog phone 24 hours, like to talk also cannot.
63.Want to get married: Hmm, depends.
64.Like to drive: The arcade one is fun.
65.Motion Sickness: Sometimes
66.Eat stem of broccoli: Trade it in for a chocolate!
67.Eat chicken with fork: then i can practice hypnosis and bend the fork!
68.Favourite color: Green, Sky Blue, Black.
69.Type with your fingers on home role: sometimes.
70.Sleep with stuff animals: My mum threw mine away a long time ago.
71.Next to you: Grapes?
72.On the walls of your room: Clock, Nothing else?
73.On your mousepad: No mousepad!
74.Dream car: I'll much prefer a flying saucer.
75.Dream date: AHA. not telling.
76.Dream honeymoon spot: On Pluto, cause it's cold there!
77.Dream husband or wife: HAH. not telling also.
78.Bedtime: Time for me to enter my subconscious state?
79.Under your bed: MONSTER!
80.Single most important question: What will happen to me after I'm dead?
81.Bad time of the day: Check my astrology.
82.Your worst fear: So not telling.
83.The weather is: Hot, humid.
84.Time: 7.20pm
85.Date: 28th of June 2007.
86.Best trick did on someone: None. I'm kind and caring, remember? ><
87.Theme song: The King Of the World by me.
88.Hardest thing about growing up: Not knowing when you will die.
89.Funniest experience: I laughed so hard that i fainted and lost my memory of that incident.
90.Scariest experience: erm, movie? ><
91.Silliest thing you have ever said: " I want to invent a atom transmitter"
92.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: Tried it in pri school, then in one day the whole school knew about it, and even the teachers came to counsel me, never trying that line ever again.
93.Scariest experience while you are with your friends: We went into the haunted cat high chapel and someone disappeared!
94.Worst feeling: Emo!
95.Best feeling in the world: Peaceful and joyful.
96. Favourite subject: Erm, Philosophy?
97. Favourite teacher(s): Me.
98. Favourite Band(s): Good Charlotte, Linkin Park and Simple Plan
99. Favourite Singer: Me.
100. Choose 8 people to do this quiz: 1. Charmaine 2.Steven 3.Gracia 4.Tee leng 5.Mira 6.Qianwen 7.Rachel 8.Jordan
Alright, I'm done with that. And there are lots of ants on my table! damn.
Tomorrow no school yay!lalala.
Becoming more and more childish each day, dunno wad's happening to me sia.
Though it's fun to imitate child's voice.
My brother call it the 'gay' voice.
like he very man liddat.
anywayy, got tagged by Daryl to do this. TT
It's like 100 questions la.
worse den doing chemistry MCQs.
><
1.Full name: Yeo WenBin
2.Name backwards: nibnew oey (ee yer, the oey sound like amanda's oei name. ><)
3.Were you named after someone? : None that i know of.
4. Meaning of name: Erm, WenBin means quiet,calm and composed? Cause my parents said when i was baby, just eat and sleep, rarely cry de. so lazy sia. ><
Suits my personality anyway, so not complaining. ><
5. Nickname: hmm. bin, jamula?
6. Screen name: King of the world! =D
7. D.O.B: 6th Oct 1991 (Mid autumn festival! Born under the full moon. Like chosen one liddat)
8. Place of birth: The PAP-dominant country
9. Nationality: Singaporean
10.Current location: erm, room?
11.Star sign: Libra!
12.Religion: Buddhist
13.Current Height: 170
14.Current Weight: 65 (can't seem to slim down, that sucks.)
15.Shoe size: Never bothered to check.
16.Hair color: Asian Black. ><
17.Eye color: Didn't bother to notice either.
18.Who do you look like: The king of the world
19.Innie or outtie: Innie at home, outtie outside.
20.Lefty or righty: Righty
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: I'm multi-sexual!
22.Best friends: shaun, feng, daryl, drew, just to name a few.
23.Best friends you trust most: drew's trustable.
24.Favourite pals: Me!
25.Best friend of opposite sex: erm. no one?
26.Best buddies: Me, me, me!
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: Let's say I don't wish to answer this. *winks*
28.Crush: This one too. *winks*
29.Parents: No way I'm blogging about this.
30.Worst Enemy: Hmm, my procrastination?
31.Favourite online guy: mira!
32.Favourite online girl: erm, Charmaine? ><
33.Craziest friend: Let's see. Define crazy.
34.Advice friend: My inner mind.
35.Loudest friend: you?
36:Person you cry with: Myself!
37.Any sisters: nope.
38.Any brothers: I have a 24 hour gamer as one.
39: Any pets: Nope.
40.Any disease: Hmm let's see. ISD (Irregular Sleep Disorder), PCD (Personality Control Disorder) and maybe CCD(Concentration Control Disorder)
41: Pager: Sure. 999.
42.Personal phone line: this one's 995.
43.Cell phone: Buy one for me?
44.Lava Lamp: One in living room, haven't being used for years.
45.Pool or hot tub: Long time since I've gone in a pool. Pool!
46.A car: I'll much prefer a flying saucer. thanks!
47.Your personality: hmm. Let's see. At home, Quiet, composed as my name suggests? and I'm pretty childish at home. My brother calls it my gay behaviour. He's siao.
Outside: reserved, and reserved? For you to find out.
48.Driving: My dad wants to to take every single driving license possible, including lorry-driving, since he also got all of them.
49.Room: Don't even have my own.
50.Whats missing: A 300 GB HD, 3GB RAM,3.5GHz Processer Com? 26 inch plasma tv .
51.School: Catholic High School
52.Bed: The furniture that has to hold my body up every night?
53.Relationship with parents: I'm so not talking about this.
54.Believe in yourself: Sure. Reminds me of "Believe Me" By Mike Shinoda
55.Believe in love at first sight: Let's see. Never tried, so don't know.
56.Good listener: Try Me.
57.Get along well with parents: Not telling.
58.Save e-mail/msn convos: Auto-save?
59.Pray: Before exams, or when i think i am going to die.
60.Believe in reincarnation: Not really.
61.Make fun of people: erm, no? I'm kind ok.
62.Like to talk on the phone: My brother hog phone 24 hours, like to talk also cannot.
63.Want to get married: Hmm, depends.
64.Like to drive: The arcade one is fun.
65.Motion Sickness: Sometimes
66.Eat stem of broccoli: Trade it in for a chocolate!
67.Eat chicken with fork: then i can practice hypnosis and bend the fork!
68.Favourite color: Green, Sky Blue, Black.
69.Type with your fingers on home role: sometimes.
70.Sleep with stuff animals: My mum threw mine away a long time ago.
71.Next to you: Grapes?
72.On the walls of your room: Clock, Nothing else?
73.On your mousepad: No mousepad!
74.Dream car: I'll much prefer a flying saucer.
75.Dream date: AHA. not telling.
76.Dream honeymoon spot: On Pluto, cause it's cold there!
77.Dream husband or wife: HAH. not telling also.
78.Bedtime: Time for me to enter my subconscious state?
79.Under your bed: MONSTER!
80.Single most important question: What will happen to me after I'm dead?
81.Bad time of the day: Check my astrology.
82.Your worst fear: So not telling.
83.The weather is: Hot, humid.
84.Time: 7.20pm
85.Date: 28th of June 2007.
86.Best trick did on someone: None. I'm kind and caring, remember? ><
87.Theme song: The King Of the World by me.
88.Hardest thing about growing up: Not knowing when you will die.
89.Funniest experience: I laughed so hard that i fainted and lost my memory of that incident.
90.Scariest experience: erm, movie? ><
91.Silliest thing you have ever said: " I want to invent a atom transmitter"
92.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: Tried it in pri school, then in one day the whole school knew about it, and even the teachers came to counsel me, never trying that line ever again.
93.Scariest experience while you are with your friends: We went into the haunted cat high chapel and someone disappeared!
94.Worst feeling: Emo!
95.Best feeling in the world: Peaceful and joyful.
96. Favourite subject: Erm, Philosophy?
97. Favourite teacher(s): Me.
98. Favourite Band(s): Good Charlotte, Linkin Park and Simple Plan
99. Favourite Singer: Me.
100. Choose 8 people to do this quiz: 1. Charmaine 2.Steven 3.Gracia 4.Tee leng 5.Mira 6.Qianwen 7.Rachel 8.Jordan
Alright, I'm done with that. And there are lots of ants on my table! damn.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
The strength to go on
just came back from popular.
splurged 50 bucks there.
using my own pocket money some-more.
I'm so broke now.
Went there, bought a physics and a chemistry new edition TYS(since i lost my old ones)
a A-maths and E-maths formula book,SS tys, a physics guide book, 4 pens and a correction tape.
Wanted to get a E-maths guide book, but didn't have enough.
Tried to find a SS guide book, but to no avail.
Gonna try to claim back the $$ frm my dad tonight.
If not I'll be bankrupt for the rest of the holidays.
I have a whole shelve of guide books.
5 A-maths one, 1 E-maths one, 3 physics one, 4 chemistry ones, a macbeth guide book, a combined humanities one.
Not counting the textboks and tys and other stuff.
Have been building up my guide book "collection" ever since I quited tuition last year.
Really helps to have a whole lot of info just beside you.
Don't need to panic if you get stumped over a question.
So prelims in 2 days, the new guide books are giving me hope for my sciences.
and my mum just let me do work in air-con!><
ok. Yeo WenBin has just received the strength to go on!
splurged 50 bucks there.
using my own pocket money some-more.
I'm so broke now.
Went there, bought a physics and a chemistry new edition TYS(since i lost my old ones)
a A-maths and E-maths formula book,SS tys, a physics guide book, 4 pens and a correction tape.
Wanted to get a E-maths guide book, but didn't have enough.
Tried to find a SS guide book, but to no avail.
Gonna try to claim back the $$ frm my dad tonight.
If not I'll be bankrupt for the rest of the holidays.
I have a whole shelve of guide books.
5 A-maths one, 1 E-maths one, 3 physics one, 4 chemistry ones, a macbeth guide book, a combined humanities one.
Not counting the textboks and tys and other stuff.
Have been building up my guide book "collection" ever since I quited tuition last year.
Really helps to have a whole lot of info just beside you.
Don't need to panic if you get stumped over a question.
So prelims in 2 days, the new guide books are giving me hope for my sciences.
and my mum just let me do work in air-con!><
ok. Yeo WenBin has just received the strength to go on!
Friday, June 22, 2007
When Helpless-ness takes control
okkkay. so there's 2 more days to prelim and sch re-opening and my study is still screwed.
haven't studied at all.
actually I've been studying, but i can't concentrate.
can't last for more den half an hour.
gah. And my brother outside my room gaming 24 hours with full volume blasting around the house is not helping.
I'm feeling damn helpless as the stupid prelim keeps coming closer and closer and i can't seem to get anything done.
Chemistry: Give up le, try to do if got time.
Physics: Gonna try to practice these few days.
Literature: Try to accomplish as much as possible before the prelims.
Maths: Haven't touched maths for 1 whole month.I'm sooo gone for maths this prelim.
SS: Try to finish before prelim, should be possible.
Elective geography: Only one that i can say it's quite ok-ly revised. Probably cause there's nothing much to revise anyway.
Chinese Oral: sucks.dunno how I'm going to do chinese oral when it's in the middle of the prelims. Proof of lousy school planning.
Speaking of chinese oral, I think i just missed another important session at tuition today. gah. suppose to be there, have missed the previous 2 sessions on oral already.
I sometimes loath my memory.
AND I FOUND OUT THE STUPID CAT HIGH PEN JUST LEAKED ALL OVER MY FULLSCAP...AGAIN!
sucks. it alrdy has a big stain from the black one, now the blue one leaked another spot all over my fullscap.
so ya. I'm screwed.
screwed.
and lastly, screwed.
"To study or not to study, that is the question."
---Yeo WenBin
haven't studied at all.
actually I've been studying, but i can't concentrate.
can't last for more den half an hour.
gah. And my brother outside my room gaming 24 hours with full volume blasting around the house is not helping.
I'm feeling damn helpless as the stupid prelim keeps coming closer and closer and i can't seem to get anything done.
Chemistry: Give up le, try to do if got time.
Physics: Gonna try to practice these few days.
Literature: Try to accomplish as much as possible before the prelims.
Maths: Haven't touched maths for 1 whole month.I'm sooo gone for maths this prelim.
SS: Try to finish before prelim, should be possible.
Elective geography: Only one that i can say it's quite ok-ly revised. Probably cause there's nothing much to revise anyway.
Chinese Oral: sucks.dunno how I'm going to do chinese oral when it's in the middle of the prelims. Proof of lousy school planning.
Speaking of chinese oral, I think i just missed another important session at tuition today. gah. suppose to be there, have missed the previous 2 sessions on oral already.
I sometimes loath my memory.
AND I FOUND OUT THE STUPID CAT HIGH PEN JUST LEAKED ALL OVER MY FULLSCAP...AGAIN!
sucks. it alrdy has a big stain from the black one, now the blue one leaked another spot all over my fullscap.
so ya. I'm screwed.
screwed.
and lastly, screwed.
"To study or not to study, that is the question."
---Yeo WenBin
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Filler Post
went to study wif daryl and drew today at amk mac.
met trence,josh and yaoxin later ard lunch time.
den felt to drew's house wif daryl.
supposedly to study.
ahh well.
anyway, time for a FILLER POST! =D
so, today's post shall be on daryl.
since he wanted one.
he's a guy who is nice and pretty generous.
He has an external appearance that tells you, "I'm hiding nothing from you." which actually gives people a sense of assurance and trust. However, due to this, people sometimes do tend to think that he has some deep, dark secret that when released, will destroy the world or due damages somewhat close to that.XD
However, he does not have a pretty long attention span, resulting in fun and chit-chat when you study with him. =x which is not such a bad thing, unless you want to bore yourself to death by studying non-stop.He has material comforts, which i shall not talk about. and overall, he's a nice guy and making friends with him should not be too much of a problem.
ok. done with that.
just finished watching james and the giant peach on disney channel.
It brings back all the old memories of reading Ronald dahl and how his stories always seem to spark off any kids' wild imaginations. simply wonderful.
so, filler post ends here.
sayonara!
met trence,josh and yaoxin later ard lunch time.
den felt to drew's house wif daryl.
supposedly to study.
ahh well.
anyway, time for a FILLER POST! =D
so, today's post shall be on daryl.
since he wanted one.
he's a guy who is nice and pretty generous.
He has an external appearance that tells you, "I'm hiding nothing from you." which actually gives people a sense of assurance and trust. However, due to this, people sometimes do tend to think that he has some deep, dark secret that when released, will destroy the world or due damages somewhat close to that.XD
However, he does not have a pretty long attention span, resulting in fun and chit-chat when you study with him. =x which is not such a bad thing, unless you want to bore yourself to death by studying non-stop.He has material comforts, which i shall not talk about. and overall, he's a nice guy and making friends with him should not be too much of a problem.
ok. done with that.
just finished watching james and the giant peach on disney channel.
It brings back all the old memories of reading Ronald dahl and how his stories always seem to spark off any kids' wild imaginations. simply wonderful.
so, filler post ends here.
sayonara!
Sunday, June 17, 2007
The Bigger Picture.
So...
Now that I've distanced myself and take a step back, I can see now, the bigger picture.
The faults of all these that I thought at first was perfect.
I can see the cracks, the distortion that I can't initially due to the haze of trust.
I can see the traps laid out, the imperfection of my surrounding.
I can dodge them now.
Not all of them at the moment, but I'm trying.
and learning, gaining knowledge.
Talking in cryptic is pretty fun.
since only the guy who types it out knows what's the hidden meaning.
While the others are blinded, by the illusion of language.
Not understanding what's going on.
And they won't bother asking,
since they don't even know what you are talking about.
Even if it's right in front of them.
><
hmm.
anyway,
just watched the pretty highly-advertised "Jump in" by Disney Channel.
Worth my time.
definitely.
not just the show, but the hidden meaning inside the show.
It was not just talking abt rope-skipping and boxing and stuff,
but it was talking about teenage sexism.
which is pretty much a serious problem in the teenage world today.
ok. I shall end here. getting tired.
and i think i just said something wrong.
for the 235th time.
damn.
Now that I've distanced myself and take a step back, I can see now, the bigger picture.
The faults of all these that I thought at first was perfect.
I can see the cracks, the distortion that I can't initially due to the haze of trust.
I can see the traps laid out, the imperfection of my surrounding.
I can dodge them now.
Not all of them at the moment, but I'm trying.
and learning, gaining knowledge.
Talking in cryptic is pretty fun.
since only the guy who types it out knows what's the hidden meaning.
While the others are blinded, by the illusion of language.
Not understanding what's going on.
And they won't bother asking,
since they don't even know what you are talking about.
Even if it's right in front of them.
><
hmm.
anyway,
just watched the pretty highly-advertised "Jump in" by Disney Channel.
Worth my time.
definitely.
not just the show, but the hidden meaning inside the show.
It was not just talking abt rope-skipping and boxing and stuff,
but it was talking about teenage sexism.
which is pretty much a serious problem in the teenage world today.
ok. I shall end here. getting tired.
and i think i just said something wrong.
for the 235th time.
damn.
Friday, June 15, 2007
The Seduction Of Solitude
really don't know what to post now.
Don't want to say too much,
yet dying to say it.
A whole lot of stuff to study,
and yet I haven't started.
actually had plans to solve all the revision and stuff.
but after all the downs,
guess they've all gone up in smoke.
today had been a really boring day.
couldn't actually bring myself to study.
so slacked around.
Looks like I can't study alone.
But after all the stuff that has happened.
I'll have to learn.
the secret of solitude.
I'm stumped as in what to blog.
Normally, I'll just rant and rant like nobody's business.
but i guess with all the stuff that happened.
and the illusion of trust cleared from my view.
Learnt not to say so much.
Blog now has 6k over views.
pretty amazingly.
though it also means my blog is too public.
and the stuff i post are sometimes not meant to be well, so public.
Maybe i really shld start privatizing this blog.
so ya.
-------------------------------------------------------------------
To think out of humans' logic,
is the greatest knowledge,
only a crazy person can achieve.
-Yeo WenBin
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Don't want to say too much,
yet dying to say it.
A whole lot of stuff to study,
and yet I haven't started.
actually had plans to solve all the revision and stuff.
but after all the downs,
guess they've all gone up in smoke.
today had been a really boring day.
couldn't actually bring myself to study.
so slacked around.
Looks like I can't study alone.
But after all the stuff that has happened.
I'll have to learn.
the secret of solitude.
I'm stumped as in what to blog.
Normally, I'll just rant and rant like nobody's business.
but i guess with all the stuff that happened.
and the illusion of trust cleared from my view.
Learnt not to say so much.
Blog now has 6k over views.
pretty amazingly.
though it also means my blog is too public.
and the stuff i post are sometimes not meant to be well, so public.
Maybe i really shld start privatizing this blog.
so ya.
-------------------------------------------------------------------
To think out of humans' logic,
is the greatest knowledge,
only a crazy person can achieve.
-Yeo WenBin
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Monday, June 11, 2007
The Aftermath.
so erm.
Lots of stuff happening in my life lately.
None are good.
so.
I bet you guys won't need any more summaries.
erm.
Some people can't see I'm in enough emotional pain already and still wants to spite me.
so ya.
I still stand by my self.
And I do see ,now that trust is out of the way, the happenings around me.
I can spot now, the traps laid for me.
and dodge them accordingly.
And i can't believe all those kind and innocent things i said while i was blinded by trust.
But now i see.
the faults of the world.
how friends just try to trick things out of you and get you into trouble.
how people are joking with you while backstabbing you at the same time.
I see it all now.
I'm probably going crazy.
yea.
that's it.
That' what i've always wanted anyway.
to be able to go crazy.
only by going crazy can we see out of logic.
sigh.
so.
stop asking me about what i mean on my blog posts.
if i put there as unknown.
it's MEANT to be unknown.
so stop it before i start a private blog.
i guess nobody cares anyway.
i should be happy there's someone reading this.
My life sucks.
and nobody can disagree more.
P.S. thanks to some special people who has been well, not spiting me while i was being so down.
Lots of stuff happening in my life lately.
None are good.
so.
I bet you guys won't need any more summaries.
erm.
Some people can't see I'm in enough emotional pain already and still wants to spite me.
so ya.
I still stand by my self.
And I do see ,now that trust is out of the way, the happenings around me.
I can spot now, the traps laid for me.
and dodge them accordingly.
And i can't believe all those kind and innocent things i said while i was blinded by trust.
But now i see.
the faults of the world.
how friends just try to trick things out of you and get you into trouble.
how people are joking with you while backstabbing you at the same time.
I see it all now.
I'm probably going crazy.
yea.
that's it.
That' what i've always wanted anyway.
to be able to go crazy.
only by going crazy can we see out of logic.
sigh.
so.
stop asking me about what i mean on my blog posts.
if i put there as unknown.
it's MEANT to be unknown.
so stop it before i start a private blog.
i guess nobody cares anyway.
i should be happy there's someone reading this.
My life sucks.
and nobody can disagree more.
P.S. thanks to some special people who has been well, not spiting me while i was being so down.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
When emotions explode.
I'm sobbing as this post is being typed out now.
my mum just screamed at me for not doing chores.
and my dad went out and started taking the bamboo sticks and destroying them.
I screamed at both of them and shouted out all the unhappiness i had in this family.
I was crying by then.
I rose from last in class to 8th, did they even praise me?
They were just bothered about quarrelling and fighting.
Everyday, my dad just comes home and drink till he's fucking drunk and start fighting with my mom.
My mom knows my dad is petty, yet she keeps fucking insulting him.
My brother just knows how to game and game, yet keeps accusing my parents of being bias.
I can't even concentrate on my studies with them fucking quarreling and fighting.
While I'm studying, my bro tells his parents I'm gaming.
I'm sick of this fucking family.
I'm sick of this fucking home.
I want OUT.
Maybe voicing out all those is doing me good. Now they know how much i fucking hate this lousy shit.
I'm still sobbing, and can't stop. It's been a long time since I cried, the last time was sec 1.
I'm looking for a place to stay for tomorrow.
I'm going to leave the house first thing in the morning tomorrow.
and hopefully, I'll never go back.
my mum just screamed at me for not doing chores.
and my dad went out and started taking the bamboo sticks and destroying them.
I screamed at both of them and shouted out all the unhappiness i had in this family.
I was crying by then.
I rose from last in class to 8th, did they even praise me?
They were just bothered about quarrelling and fighting.
Everyday, my dad just comes home and drink till he's fucking drunk and start fighting with my mom.
My mom knows my dad is petty, yet she keeps fucking insulting him.
My brother just knows how to game and game, yet keeps accusing my parents of being bias.
I can't even concentrate on my studies with them fucking quarreling and fighting.
While I'm studying, my bro tells his parents I'm gaming.
I'm sick of this fucking family.
I'm sick of this fucking home.
I want OUT.
Maybe voicing out all those is doing me good. Now they know how much i fucking hate this lousy shit.
I'm still sobbing, and can't stop. It's been a long time since I cried, the last time was sec 1.
I'm looking for a place to stay for tomorrow.
I'm going to leave the house first thing in the morning tomorrow.
and hopefully, I'll never go back.
Friday, June 08, 2007
Stained.
hmm, things may have been looking up, but they're not always perfect.
For one, even though my parents have stopped with their fighting and stuff.
they're still mad at each other and won't talk .
My dad just comes home and drink and drink and sleep.
My mum keeps saying she doesn't want to live and stuff.
my mum even asked me who i would follow if they divorced.
saying that it might just come to that.
And the worst thing is,
I don't think she's just joking or anything.
By the way things have been this year,
it really looks like a straight dash towards that divorce letter.
So, I was wondering if they had a divorce, would it be possible for me to live in a orphanage or something. Cause I don't respect them as parents anymore. It's like parents is just a name to me now.no more love.no more respect.
And following either one of them would greatly add a lot of burden and pain into my already worse life.
sigh.
So overall, things are still taking a turn for the better.
but it's not perfect.
For one, even though my parents have stopped with their fighting and stuff.
they're still mad at each other and won't talk .
My dad just comes home and drink and drink and sleep.
My mum keeps saying she doesn't want to live and stuff.
my mum even asked me who i would follow if they divorced.
saying that it might just come to that.
And the worst thing is,
I don't think she's just joking or anything.
By the way things have been this year,
it really looks like a straight dash towards that divorce letter.
So, I was wondering if they had a divorce, would it be possible for me to live in a orphanage or something. Cause I don't respect them as parents anymore. It's like parents is just a name to me now.no more love.no more respect.
And following either one of them would greatly add a lot of burden and pain into my already worse life.
sigh.
So overall, things are still taking a turn for the better.
but it's not perfect.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
When things aren't so bad after all.
"There's no everlasting war, nor is there never-ending storm."
hmm. all the horror seems to be coming to an end at last.sigh.
I'm really tired out after all this le.
hopefully things will take a turn for the better.
changed my blogskin.
got a yellow-ish and brighter one.
if not like always very moody de.
took me a lot of extensive editting.
still got quite a lot of bugs.
like how the blog post is so low down.
=.=''
ok.
so I'm feeling better now.
but how long will it last?
hmm. all the horror seems to be coming to an end at last.sigh.
I'm really tired out after all this le.
hopefully things will take a turn for the better.
changed my blogskin.
got a yellow-ish and brighter one.
if not like always very moody de.
took me a lot of extensive editting.
still got quite a lot of bugs.
like how the blog post is so low down.
=.=''
ok.
so I'm feeling better now.
but how long will it last?
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
When You jump.
I can't take this anymore.
My parents are fighting again.
My dad just went out of the house.
My mum is in her room, dunno doing what.(probably crying or something)
My idiotic brother keeps being damn rude to both of them.
Like they don't have enough stress already.
My dad is a pissing asshole who gets angry over a small matter.
My mum is so stressed out over my dad, financial problems and my brother that she keeps telling me life is useless. i tink she's having sucidial tendencies.
And me, I studied alkane and alkene, heard my parents fighting outside, wanted to continue but couldn't take it le. so came online.
Blasting rock music in my ears.
I really want to just leave the damn house. and stay out.
brings me to another point.
Friendship.
one of my best friends is mad at me.
another one betrayed me in one of the worst possible way.
one more dislike me.a lot.but doesn't want to show.
two more are still ok with me.
but how long will it last?
How long?
My family are full of problems that make me want to leave.
and my social life is screwed up so badly i just want it all to stop.
I really wonder, what the hell did i do to deserve all this.
I don't habour evil thoughts in my mind, I don't use underhand means to get something. I try to see the good in everyone. I try as far as possible not to discriminate.
Mt studies are screwing up. I can't find the mood to study. Whenever i calm down, I'll think of my friends, my family and feel like crying.
I don't even deserve all this stuff.
Just what did i do to deserve all this? Everywhere around me, my whole life is crashing.
Life couldn't have dealt me a worse blow.
especially when it's during my O's.
sigh.
why must life do this?
What have I done wrong?
I feel like ending it all.
maybe my next life would be better.
My parents are fighting again.
My dad just went out of the house.
My mum is in her room, dunno doing what.(probably crying or something)
My idiotic brother keeps being damn rude to both of them.
Like they don't have enough stress already.
My dad is a pissing asshole who gets angry over a small matter.
My mum is so stressed out over my dad, financial problems and my brother that she keeps telling me life is useless. i tink she's having sucidial tendencies.
And me, I studied alkane and alkene, heard my parents fighting outside, wanted to continue but couldn't take it le. so came online.
Blasting rock music in my ears.
I really want to just leave the damn house. and stay out.
brings me to another point.
Friendship.
one of my best friends is mad at me.
another one betrayed me in one of the worst possible way.
one more dislike me.a lot.but doesn't want to show.
two more are still ok with me.
but how long will it last?
How long?
My family are full of problems that make me want to leave.
and my social life is screwed up so badly i just want it all to stop.
I really wonder, what the hell did i do to deserve all this.
I don't habour evil thoughts in my mind, I don't use underhand means to get something. I try to see the good in everyone. I try as far as possible not to discriminate.
Mt studies are screwing up. I can't find the mood to study. Whenever i calm down, I'll think of my friends, my family and feel like crying.
I don't even deserve all this stuff.
Just what did i do to deserve all this? Everywhere around me, my whole life is crashing.
Life couldn't have dealt me a worse blow.
especially when it's during my O's.
sigh.
why must life do this?
What have I done wrong?
I feel like ending it all.
maybe my next life would be better.
Monday, June 04, 2007
When The world crashes down on you.
Well, it just gets worse and worse.
When something goes wrong, we feel bad, but it's ok.
When everything goes wrong, we feel terrible, but we still live on.
When everything goes wrong, and we don't know why everything is going wrong, we go crazy.
Well, i guess it's happening to me now.
When things just screws up suddenly right in your face.
and you don't know how to react.
When social relationships pummels down-hill, and you don't know why.
When Life laughs in your face and screws up your red carpet of life.
But, at least, we learn.
we learn from these troubles.
The harder we fall,
the more we learn.
I guess what i've learnt from these relationship breakdowns is very important.
Something that people have been trying to tell me since a long time ago.
and yet i didn't believe them.
That's trust.
At first I thought, trust comes naturally.
When you trust someone,
they will definitely trust you back.
Even by worse situations,
they will put their trust in you if you put yours in theirs.
Well, after this major crash of my social life, i guess that above theory is wrong.
Even when we out our trust in someone,
they might not trust you back.
When we believe in someone,
they will just back-stab you and leave you to die.
When we talk to someone,
they are thinking how to destroy you.
When things go wrong, we learn.
But does this knowledge improve our current situation?
the worst thing is of this is,
the betrayal came not from someone which i expected to.
and rather came from someone whom i've built trust on.
Well, life is now playing a cruel trick on me again.
TO test whether i've learnt my lesson.
And the test is for me,
to either leave and abandon the building which i've built using trust as one of the main pillars and haboured most of my friendships.
Or,
to stand in the building, let it crash, and build it up again.
I don't know which one to choose.
Which is the correct option.
I've learnt my lesson, but how do i get by this obstacle?
I guess, I'm not that innocent after all.
I learn, and adapt.
adapt to the cruel and unfeeling society.
to the society that will kill you and leave you to die in the streets.
to the society that will kill you without telling you why.
to the society that back-stabs you while joking with you.
I'm not that innocent after all.
I have to learn to adapt.
I have to lose my trusting self.
I have to.
or I'll fall down and into Death's arms.
When something goes wrong, we feel bad, but it's ok.
When everything goes wrong, we feel terrible, but we still live on.
When everything goes wrong, and we don't know why everything is going wrong, we go crazy.
Well, i guess it's happening to me now.
When things just screws up suddenly right in your face.
and you don't know how to react.
When social relationships pummels down-hill, and you don't know why.
When Life laughs in your face and screws up your red carpet of life.
But, at least, we learn.
we learn from these troubles.
The harder we fall,
the more we learn.
I guess what i've learnt from these relationship breakdowns is very important.
Something that people have been trying to tell me since a long time ago.
and yet i didn't believe them.
That's trust.
At first I thought, trust comes naturally.
When you trust someone,
they will definitely trust you back.
Even by worse situations,
they will put their trust in you if you put yours in theirs.
Well, after this major crash of my social life, i guess that above theory is wrong.
Even when we out our trust in someone,
they might not trust you back.
When we believe in someone,
they will just back-stab you and leave you to die.
When we talk to someone,
they are thinking how to destroy you.
When things go wrong, we learn.
But does this knowledge improve our current situation?
the worst thing is of this is,
the betrayal came not from someone which i expected to.
and rather came from someone whom i've built trust on.
Well, life is now playing a cruel trick on me again.
TO test whether i've learnt my lesson.
And the test is for me,
to either leave and abandon the building which i've built using trust as one of the main pillars and haboured most of my friendships.
Or,
to stand in the building, let it crash, and build it up again.
I don't know which one to choose.
Which is the correct option.
I've learnt my lesson, but how do i get by this obstacle?
I guess, I'm not that innocent after all.
I learn, and adapt.
adapt to the cruel and unfeeling society.
to the society that will kill you and leave you to die in the streets.
to the society that will kill you without telling you why.
to the society that back-stabs you while joking with you.
I'm not that innocent after all.
I have to learn to adapt.
I have to lose my trusting self.
I have to.
or I'll fall down and into Death's arms.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
When Life play with yours.
i hate it when i keep blogging about disappointing stuff.
but i guess life ain't always great.
In fact, it just seemed to have taken a great downfall.
And yea, it's happening blam on the spot of my social life.
Before I go on, I'll just do another dumb stupid poem that no one bothers to read and sucks totally.
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Life
By:Yeo WenBin
When we are born, Life unrolls the carpet of life,
It can be tattered and torn, or a majestic red carpet.
But it's still the most powerful carpet of life,
One that we will have to walk on till the end.
As we grow up, Life starts twisting and turning the carpet,
If he's bored, he might just use it to make a roller-coaster.
But we still have to walk on,no matter how hard,
For we are just puppets of Life.
The carpet of life will split.
The paths will be displayed.
Fate will determine the number of splits the carpet should have.
While Faith will choose which path to take.
As humans walk down this difficult carpet,
Life watches on.
Some of them will fall down the path,
ultimately to their death.
Still, Life watches on,
Sometimes shouting in glee.
Soon, we will walk to the end of the carpet,
into a dead end.
It is then we must jump,
Into the hands of death.
Life will watch,
bored.
And start unrolling another carpet,
For a new life to suffer.
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yea, it doesn't rhyme
and it probably doesn't make sense.
So.
My social life is screwed up.
I guess this phrase is making sense after all.
"For every rung up the virtual society,
you will drop down 10 rungs of reality."
---Yeo WenBin
sigh.
I guess I probably got accused of something i didn't do.
again.
My horoscope tells me I am heading towards a whole new change.
I guess that might just be somewhat true.
Life has split carpet again.
which will have 2 very important impact, probably on the rest of my life.
and behind me, are friends,
friends who seem to have lost their trust.
Rushing up, they're forcing me to make a decision.
So, it's either I'll have to leave this group of friends which i have taken a liking to.
Or I'll have to change my way of life.
Changing my way of life does mean what I've decided in my previous post.
sigh.
Why must I have this now.
Why must Life play with my Carpet Of Life.
Sigh.
When Life start playing with you.
but i guess life ain't always great.
In fact, it just seemed to have taken a great downfall.
And yea, it's happening blam on the spot of my social life.
Before I go on, I'll just do another dumb stupid poem that no one bothers to read and sucks totally.
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Life
By:Yeo WenBin
When we are born, Life unrolls the carpet of life,
It can be tattered and torn, or a majestic red carpet.
But it's still the most powerful carpet of life,
One that we will have to walk on till the end.
As we grow up, Life starts twisting and turning the carpet,
If he's bored, he might just use it to make a roller-coaster.
But we still have to walk on,no matter how hard,
For we are just puppets of Life.
The carpet of life will split.
The paths will be displayed.
Fate will determine the number of splits the carpet should have.
While Faith will choose which path to take.
As humans walk down this difficult carpet,
Life watches on.
Some of them will fall down the path,
ultimately to their death.
Still, Life watches on,
Sometimes shouting in glee.
Soon, we will walk to the end of the carpet,
into a dead end.
It is then we must jump,
Into the hands of death.
Life will watch,
bored.
And start unrolling another carpet,
For a new life to suffer.
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yea, it doesn't rhyme
and it probably doesn't make sense.
So.
My social life is screwed up.
I guess this phrase is making sense after all.
"For every rung up the virtual society,
you will drop down 10 rungs of reality."
---Yeo WenBin
sigh.
I guess I probably got accused of something i didn't do.
again.
My horoscope tells me I am heading towards a whole new change.
I guess that might just be somewhat true.
Life has split carpet again.
which will have 2 very important impact, probably on the rest of my life.
and behind me, are friends,
friends who seem to have lost their trust.
Rushing up, they're forcing me to make a decision.
So, it's either I'll have to leave this group of friends which i have taken a liking to.
Or I'll have to change my way of life.
Changing my way of life does mean what I've decided in my previous post.
sigh.
Why must I have this now.
Why must Life play with my Carpet Of Life.
Sigh.
When Life start playing with you.
Monday, May 28, 2007
When Life wants to play.
So, back.
Few things to blog.
I guess no one ever visits anymore.
That means I have my own privacy.
finally.
First things first.
Chinese was done ok.
not well done, but not li ti either.
Have to change blogskin soon.
ok, now for the important part.
I heard something i guess i should not.
I really don't know how to say this.
I'm dying to blog this down, yet is afraid of people reading this.
ok fine.
I shall start encrypting my important words.
Probably this will deter people from getting what i am going to say.
I'll rather wrong views and guesses den screwing up my social life even worse den it already is.
ok here it goes:
After some thinking, I've decided to stop it. κουτσομπολιό is becoming a tempting
gift but a terrible curse in disguise.
Took me long enough to realize it too. And it had to come from some of my well, closer friends.
Thinking about it, shaun's nick message was thought to be pretty weird. But after what I've heard, it's making some truth after all.
I've acquired this bad habit of κουτσομπολιό from them, but perhaps I got myself addicted , and now I'm in trouble.
One of men's greatest survivability factors would be adaptability. It harms and heals, destroy and creates. Flows like the river, then hardens itself like a rock.
I guess I would need that factor pretty much about now.
Thinking back, all these pretty much doesn't make sense to me. So much less then anyone who's reading this.
But yea, I might have reached a turning point in my teenage life, and it came so suddenly.
So the decision is in front of me.
My heart tells me to stay still, while my mind encourages me to go for the route of change.
I guess I'm following my mind this time.
κουτσομπολιό shall be blocked, all those κουτσομπολιό I've known shall just remain deep inside forever. And no more shall go in.
I guess that's how human's lives are. To be able to detect the harmful things, and block them out before they destroy you beyond cure.
Even though I found out about this accidentally, but I guess after I think about it, it might just be some sort of blessing in disguise.
ok. This is it. For those who have guessed, don't spread it.
I'll really appreciate that.
ok. That's the main point in my post today, some nonsensical thing that means a lot to me.
I'll end this post with one of damain ng's saying:
"Change is the only constant in our lives."
--Damain Ng
How true, too.
Few things to blog.
I guess no one ever visits anymore.
That means I have my own privacy.
finally.
First things first.
Chinese was done ok.
not well done, but not li ti either.
Have to change blogskin soon.
ok, now for the important part.
I heard something i guess i should not.
I really don't know how to say this.
I'm dying to blog this down, yet is afraid of people reading this.
ok fine.
I shall start encrypting my important words.
Probably this will deter people from getting what i am going to say.
I'll rather wrong views and guesses den screwing up my social life even worse den it already is.
ok here it goes:
After some thinking, I've decided to stop it. κουτσομπολιό is becoming a tempting
gift but a terrible curse in disguise.
Took me long enough to realize it too. And it had to come from some of my well, closer friends.
Thinking about it, shaun's nick message was thought to be pretty weird. But after what I've heard, it's making some truth after all.
I've acquired this bad habit of κουτσομπολιό from them, but perhaps I got myself addicted , and now I'm in trouble.
One of men's greatest survivability factors would be adaptability. It harms and heals, destroy and creates. Flows like the river, then hardens itself like a rock.
I guess I would need that factor pretty much about now.
Thinking back, all these pretty much doesn't make sense to me. So much less then anyone who's reading this.
But yea, I might have reached a turning point in my teenage life, and it came so suddenly.
So the decision is in front of me.
My heart tells me to stay still, while my mind encourages me to go for the route of change.
I guess I'm following my mind this time.
κουτσομπολιό shall be blocked, all those κουτσομπολιό I've known shall just remain deep inside forever. And no more shall go in.
I guess that's how human's lives are. To be able to detect the harmful things, and block them out before they destroy you beyond cure.
Even though I found out about this accidentally, but I guess after I think about it, it might just be some sort of blessing in disguise.
ok. This is it. For those who have guessed, don't spread it.
I'll really appreciate that.
ok. That's the main point in my post today, some nonsensical thing that means a lot to me.
I'll end this post with one of damain ng's saying:
"Change is the only constant in our lives."
--Damain Ng
How true, too.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
100th post.
ok. so this is my 100th post.
However, all is not well.
First, the good things.
1)Suppose to be studying wif daryl but alex was trying to force daryl onto wilson and blah.Pretty obscene.In a sense.
2)Watched Macbeth, was late for 15 mins, but the show rocks. damn nice.Worth my 21 bucks.
Then, the not-so-good things.
1)There's chinese O's on Monday and yet I didn't study enough.
2)Can't bring myself to take up the info and study.
Finally, the bad things.
1)Went home happily, den found my parents fighting in the kitchen.
sigh. I thought it was all over, and now.
Why must it be before my O's! There's no way I can study now with them screaming and fighting.
2)Seemed like they were fighting over the same things over and over again. Money.
I dunno what happened, but when i walked past them, I heard my dad forcing my mum to give him her bank account numbers.
3) So I'm terrified, and hiding inside my room now.
Feel like crying out, but nothing comes out.
With rock music blasting in my ears to block out the shouts of my parents and not being able to do any chinese, I did this instead.
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Family Day
Done By: Yeo WenBin
A vase flies across the room and smashes on the wall.
A Trophy soars up and scratches the ceiling.
Words Fly,
Hands Poised.
"Give me your bank account numbers!"
"Don't touch me, you monster!"
In a corner,
in a room.
Sits two children.
Huddled together.
Tears are flowing down their cheeks.
They are hapless, terrified.
A knife goes up.
A bamboo pole is held.
The children stares in silent horror.
Blood splurts, a cry goes up.
The children cries out in silence.
Tears flow, huddling together.
A TV screen is cracked and broken.
A rice cooker goes out of the window.
On a table, sits a piece of homework.
On another, stands a pencil holder.
Both was crashed down in fury.
Fury and Hate rushes through the parent's mind.
Horror and Pain takes control of the children.
This is the meaning of a family.
This is but afterall, just a family activity.
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It pretty much explains my feelings about all this nonsense.
Why am I in such a family?
Just what did I do to deserve this?
Really need someone to talk to.
Oh. and during the june holidays, they are going to be raging a war at home.
So I'll be going to leave my house.
Probably never to go back.
Not until they sort out their nonsensical quarrels.
yes, I'm going to li jia chu zhou.
If no one if going to take me it.
Then I'm just going to sleep on the bus-stops.
Being wanting to try it anyway.
However, all is not well.
First, the good things.
1)Suppose to be studying wif daryl but alex was trying to force daryl onto wilson and blah.Pretty obscene.In a sense.
2)Watched Macbeth, was late for 15 mins, but the show rocks. damn nice.Worth my 21 bucks.
Then, the not-so-good things.
1)There's chinese O's on Monday and yet I didn't study enough.
2)Can't bring myself to take up the info and study.
Finally, the bad things.
1)Went home happily, den found my parents fighting in the kitchen.
sigh. I thought it was all over, and now.
Why must it be before my O's! There's no way I can study now with them screaming and fighting.
2)Seemed like they were fighting over the same things over and over again. Money.
I dunno what happened, but when i walked past them, I heard my dad forcing my mum to give him her bank account numbers.
3) So I'm terrified, and hiding inside my room now.
Feel like crying out, but nothing comes out.
With rock music blasting in my ears to block out the shouts of my parents and not being able to do any chinese, I did this instead.
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Family Day
Done By: Yeo WenBin
A vase flies across the room and smashes on the wall.
A Trophy soars up and scratches the ceiling.
Words Fly,
Hands Poised.
"Give me your bank account numbers!"
"Don't touch me, you monster!"
In a corner,
in a room.
Sits two children.
Huddled together.
Tears are flowing down their cheeks.
They are hapless, terrified.
A knife goes up.
A bamboo pole is held.
The children stares in silent horror.
Blood splurts, a cry goes up.
The children cries out in silence.
Tears flow, huddling together.
A TV screen is cracked and broken.
A rice cooker goes out of the window.
On a table, sits a piece of homework.
On another, stands a pencil holder.
Both was crashed down in fury.
Fury and Hate rushes through the parent's mind.
Horror and Pain takes control of the children.
This is the meaning of a family.
This is but afterall, just a family activity.
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It pretty much explains my feelings about all this nonsense.
Why am I in such a family?
Just what did I do to deserve this?
Really need someone to talk to.
Oh. and during the june holidays, they are going to be raging a war at home.
So I'll be going to leave my house.
Probably never to go back.
Not until they sort out their nonsensical quarrels.
yes, I'm going to li jia chu zhou.
If no one if going to take me it.
Then I'm just going to sleep on the bus-stops.
Being wanting to try it anyway.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
sigh.
ok. haven't blog for a week, before i start:
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In loving memory Of My grandmother.
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ok, having said that, I shall start my blog post.
so, had some sort of literary corner where i put all my literary inspirations in
it's at:
http://www.poeticpalace.blogspot.com
It's lame.
but un-lame at the same time.
ok.
seems like this blog's high time is over. no one ever visits anymore.
maybe it's a good time to keep this blog private.
sigh.
anyway, O's for chinese is in 5 days time.
and tomorrow is english prelims.
Which couldn't have been a worst timing for english.
i can't wait for chinese and english exams to be over.
need to cool down, or else I'll overheat soon.
Relationships are a flop at this point of my life.
A closer analysis shows that I'm suffering the same problem as Rose Hsu.
Go read Joy Luck Club.
So all my relationships are going to fall if i don't do something.
But what can I do?
It's just crashing all around me.
To solve this problem, I would have to go deep into my afixed personality.
And that would mean a turning point in my life.
This is now definitely not the time for me to do this kind of thing.
So I can just watch, as everything starts crashing down.
I wanted to says something, but i forgot.
Same goes for the other thing i wanted to say.
I shall change my blog skin soon.
I shall study hard.
And I shall seek solitary.
ok.
I still can't remember what i wanted to say.
oh ya, tomorrow's prelim paper.
sucks.
I'm super worried about having writer's block.
My brain seems to be detiorating worse than a century old man.
Some random facts about the world around me:
1)LMW has brain lags.
2)English prelim is tomorrow.
3) Chinese prelim is in 5 days' time.
4)Life sucks.
5)Joy Luck Club has a fetish for Macbeth
6)Macbeth also has a fetish for Joy Luck Club.
7) Thus in conclusion, Amy Tan is Shakespeare's wife.
8) Even though it's not logically possible as they live in different eras.
9) But do i look like I care?
10)I don't.
ok.
End of WenBin's sad story for today.
-For Love and Hate goes hand-in-hand-
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In loving memory Of My grandmother.
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ok, having said that, I shall start my blog post.
so, had some sort of literary corner where i put all my literary inspirations in
it's at:
http://www.poeticpalace.blogspot.com
It's lame.
but un-lame at the same time.
ok.
seems like this blog's high time is over. no one ever visits anymore.
maybe it's a good time to keep this blog private.
sigh.
anyway, O's for chinese is in 5 days time.
and tomorrow is english prelims.
Which couldn't have been a worst timing for english.
i can't wait for chinese and english exams to be over.
need to cool down, or else I'll overheat soon.
Relationships are a flop at this point of my life.
A closer analysis shows that I'm suffering the same problem as Rose Hsu.
Go read Joy Luck Club.
So all my relationships are going to fall if i don't do something.
But what can I do?
It's just crashing all around me.
To solve this problem, I would have to go deep into my afixed personality.
And that would mean a turning point in my life.
This is now definitely not the time for me to do this kind of thing.
So I can just watch, as everything starts crashing down.
I wanted to says something, but i forgot.
Same goes for the other thing i wanted to say.
I shall change my blog skin soon.
I shall study hard.
And I shall seek solitary.
ok.
I still can't remember what i wanted to say.
oh ya, tomorrow's prelim paper.
sucks.
I'm super worried about having writer's block.
My brain seems to be detiorating worse than a century old man.
Some random facts about the world around me:
1)LMW has brain lags.
2)English prelim is tomorrow.
3) Chinese prelim is in 5 days' time.
4)Life sucks.
5)Joy Luck Club has a fetish for Macbeth
6)Macbeth also has a fetish for Joy Luck Club.
7) Thus in conclusion, Amy Tan is Shakespeare's wife.
8) Even though it's not logically possible as they live in different eras.
9) But do i look like I care?
10)I don't.
ok.
End of WenBin's sad story for today.
-For Love and Hate goes hand-in-hand-
Monday, May 14, 2007
This sucks.
After all that has happened, I guess I've only got 2 small but powerful phrases to give to you.
"Respect is to be earned, not forced."
"Forced respect is called tyranny."
Animal Farm by George Orwell pretty much sums up all that has happened in these 4 lousy years.
About how there was a power struggle, chaos.
And how there was a blaming power. And those that looked on got hurt.
About how superficial this whole thing is.
I've never got angry before.
I've never got insulted before.
And I guess I'll never be.
My heart is too innocent and pure to get polluted by these emotionally-corrupted humans.
It's like having a mad guy hurling vulgarities at you from across the street. Surely, nobody will get insulted by that.
Anyway, I didn't say what this is all about.
So don't jump to conclusions.
Assholes.
The best song to suit all this is probably "Shut up" by simple plan.
I'll put the lyrics down below:
and the rest of us who got hurt can come and relate to this.
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
"Respect is to be earned, not forced."
"Forced respect is called tyranny."
Animal Farm by George Orwell pretty much sums up all that has happened in these 4 lousy years.
About how there was a power struggle, chaos.
And how there was a blaming power. And those that looked on got hurt.
About how superficial this whole thing is.
I've never got angry before.
I've never got insulted before.
And I guess I'll never be.
My heart is too innocent and pure to get polluted by these emotionally-corrupted humans.
It's like having a mad guy hurling vulgarities at you from across the street. Surely, nobody will get insulted by that.
Anyway, I didn't say what this is all about.
So don't jump to conclusions.
Assholes.
The best song to suit all this is probably "Shut up" by simple plan.
I'll put the lyrics down below:
and the rest of us who got hurt can come and relate to this.
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sunday, May 13, 2007
okay.
soooo... today sucked.
Woke up realizing that both my parents were not home.
mom was off to johor.
dad was off to work.
my bro was gaming.
I slacked around the house.
Tried to study chinese but nothing went in.
Then at 5pm, i fell asleep.
Had a really freaky dream.
I have a strong feeling that this dream is trying to tell me something.
Cause the emotions in that dream was extremely strong.
and the worst thing was, it felt so real.
the dream went like this:
I was in my room as usual.
i think my bro did something, i think he accused me of something i didn't do.
then i suddenly went crazy.
i just felt that i wanted to whack the hell out of him.
Then i became mad at everything that's happening to me.
I was crying and sobbing.
My face was red.
and i literally felt the world crashing around me.
I just kept hitting the wall using my hands.
and kicking the door with my legs.
I cried so much that my throat felt it would burst.
But I still cried.
Outside, i think my mom was quarrelling wif my dad.
my bro was gaming.
and i was inside going crazy.
I was mad at the world.
I hated the bullying in school.
I hated my academic failure.
I hated the way some people just seem to like to destroy lives of others.
I hated the way people's mood swings just seem to destroy the mood of others around them, without them realizing it.
I hated how I always seem to offend other people even though I'm just trying to talk to them.
I hated myself.
I wanted to punch it.
But I could not see it.
I could not see the hate.
I could only feel it inside me.
So, I punched the wall.
I wanted to get the hate out of me.
To just revert everything to normal.
To get peace of mind.
But inside of me was chaos.
And it stayed inside.
I cried out again.
But there was no sound left.
My throat was on fire.
And then i woke up.
My throat didn't feel sore.
thus i realized it was only a dream.
but it was really freaky.
and it felt so damn real.
And it pretty much revealed everything that i was bothered about.
and most of them were selfish reasons.
anyway , didn't went to think much about it.
Although I found out that I was definitely not at peace of mind.
and my mom was grumbling about how my dad is staying out so late and not celebrating mother's day with her.
I think they're gonna quarrel again.
My dad came back all grumpy, took out his beer, and started drinking.
that asshole.
I think they're gonna quarrel anytime now.
My life just sucks.
Can anyone save me out of this mess?
Can anyone bring me to a faraway place to lead a peaceful live and never come back?
And I'm listening to "Love Today" By Mika.
How paradoxically ironical.
Woke up realizing that both my parents were not home.
mom was off to johor.
dad was off to work.
my bro was gaming.
I slacked around the house.
Tried to study chinese but nothing went in.
Then at 5pm, i fell asleep.
Had a really freaky dream.
I have a strong feeling that this dream is trying to tell me something.
Cause the emotions in that dream was extremely strong.
and the worst thing was, it felt so real.
the dream went like this:
I was in my room as usual.
i think my bro did something, i think he accused me of something i didn't do.
then i suddenly went crazy.
i just felt that i wanted to whack the hell out of him.
Then i became mad at everything that's happening to me.
I was crying and sobbing.
My face was red.
and i literally felt the world crashing around me.
I just kept hitting the wall using my hands.
and kicking the door with my legs.
I cried so much that my throat felt it would burst.
But I still cried.
Outside, i think my mom was quarrelling wif my dad.
my bro was gaming.
and i was inside going crazy.
I was mad at the world.
I hated the bullying in school.
I hated my academic failure.
I hated the way some people just seem to like to destroy lives of others.
I hated the way people's mood swings just seem to destroy the mood of others around them, without them realizing it.
I hated how I always seem to offend other people even though I'm just trying to talk to them.
I hated myself.
I wanted to punch it.
But I could not see it.
I could not see the hate.
I could only feel it inside me.
So, I punched the wall.
I wanted to get the hate out of me.
To just revert everything to normal.
To get peace of mind.
But inside of me was chaos.
And it stayed inside.
I cried out again.
But there was no sound left.
My throat was on fire.
And then i woke up.
My throat didn't feel sore.
thus i realized it was only a dream.
but it was really freaky.
and it felt so damn real.
And it pretty much revealed everything that i was bothered about.
and most of them were selfish reasons.
anyway , didn't went to think much about it.
Although I found out that I was definitely not at peace of mind.
and my mom was grumbling about how my dad is staying out so late and not celebrating mother's day with her.
I think they're gonna quarrel again.
My dad came back all grumpy, took out his beer, and started drinking.
that asshole.
I think they're gonna quarrel anytime now.
My life just sucks.
Can anyone save me out of this mess?
Can anyone bring me to a faraway place to lead a peaceful live and never come back?
And I'm listening to "Love Today" By Mika.
How paradoxically ironical.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
lalala.
Back! =D
today was weird.
lol.
It began after sch.
Han xun and elson was busy naming everyone in class superhero or supervillian names.
damn funny.
Han Xun---Spiderman
Elson---Venom
Hilary---Super almond (Infinte free access to California fitness)
Marcus Teo--Super mugger (Mugger aura)
Guanhua---Superman
Tee leng---King Kong
Steven---Godzilla
Victor Yim--- Zombie from resident evil
Yao Xin---Super Cow monster
Zhengmou---Hamtaro(Provides Commercial Break when superheroes are fighting with supervillians)
Zhongying---Hello Kitty--Helps hamataro in commercial break
I was Kypto the superdog. =.=''
I kinda forgot the rest.
okie. =X
I love 4-5.
though some things make me hate it sometimes.
yea.
Like how Aloysius tries to hit me by shooting paper arrowed with paper clips using rubber bands at me from behind the class. it really hurts and stings.
I guess nothing is perfect.
Today is weird.
But my horoscope just told me tomorrow will be much weirder.
today was weird.
lol.
It began after sch.
Han xun and elson was busy naming everyone in class superhero or supervillian names.
damn funny.
Han Xun---Spiderman
Elson---Venom
Hilary---Super almond (Infinte free access to California fitness)
Marcus Teo--Super mugger (Mugger aura)
Guanhua---Superman
Tee leng---King Kong
Steven---Godzilla
Victor Yim--- Zombie from resident evil
Yao Xin---Super Cow monster
Zhengmou---Hamtaro(Provides Commercial Break when superheroes are fighting with supervillians)
Zhongying---Hello Kitty--Helps hamataro in commercial break
I was Kypto the superdog. =.=''
I kinda forgot the rest.
okie. =X
I love 4-5.
though some things make me hate it sometimes.
yea.
Like how Aloysius tries to hit me by shooting paper arrowed with paper clips using rubber bands at me from behind the class. it really hurts and stings.
I guess nothing is perfect.
Today is weird.
But my horoscope just told me tomorrow will be much weirder.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
hay!
okkay.
"Girlfriend" is playing on 98.7fm now, I'm slacking in my room, my bro is gaming outside(as usual)and I'm bored.
even though the girlfriend song craze has pretty much died down, the song is still as nice as ever. =X
I'm bored.still.
Chinese coming up soon. Studied a little.
Have to go for another self-computer rehabilitation program (S.C.R.P) soon.
okiie.
Maths results coming out on thrusday. really hope i can do well. frm wad i heard so far, the results are not good.
I dunno why, but when i keep hearing abt the O level's so many times, it actually doesn't seem so intimidating to me after all.
Thhough i know this is probably the last thought i should bare.
Downloading Microsoft Office '07 now. From the reviews so far, this thing rocks.
lol.
I want to read "Big Brother" by George Orwell. Wondering if anyone could lend me. =X
Since I'm so bored,
I shall type some super random things.
Accelerating Deceleration
Forward Rewind
Noisy silence
Cold Heat
Falling up
Rising down
Moving halt
LOL. I'm still bored.
tmr is rock-climbling.
shall not make any comments since this blog is public.
I'm also tired.
so now I'm,
sian
bored
tired
bored
sian
=.=''
okie this is getting lame.
any lamer my leg will be gone.
"Girlfriend" is playing on 98.7fm now, I'm slacking in my room, my bro is gaming outside(as usual)and I'm bored.
even though the girlfriend song craze has pretty much died down, the song is still as nice as ever. =X
I'm bored.still.
Chinese coming up soon. Studied a little.
Have to go for another self-computer rehabilitation program (S.C.R.P) soon.
okiie.
Maths results coming out on thrusday. really hope i can do well. frm wad i heard so far, the results are not good.
I dunno why, but when i keep hearing abt the O level's so many times, it actually doesn't seem so intimidating to me after all.
Thhough i know this is probably the last thought i should bare.
Downloading Microsoft Office '07 now. From the reviews so far, this thing rocks.
lol.
I want to read "Big Brother" by George Orwell. Wondering if anyone could lend me. =X
Since I'm so bored,
I shall type some super random things.
Accelerating Deceleration
Forward Rewind
Noisy silence
Cold Heat
Falling up
Rising down
Moving halt
LOL. I'm still bored.
tmr is rock-climbling.
shall not make any comments since this blog is public.
I'm also tired.
so now I'm,
sian
bored
tired
bored
sian
=.=''
okie this is getting lame.
any lamer my leg will be gone.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Okiie. I'll pretend I didn't hear that.
hey! I'm backkkk~ =X
okkay.
First things first, the past 2 days were simply awesome. Even I can't believe what happened.
Friday:
Morning--Went to school. sucks.
Afternoon-- chiong back home to sleep.
Evening--Met wif shaun and phillip and went to esplanade library. Nice place, books are pretty artsy. =X Then, met wee seng and eldwin(dunno how to spell his name.gah.) and went for the spiderman marathon.
Night-- Met shaun's 2 cousins and her husband. Luckily I wasn't sitting beside wee seng during the movie, or else I would have been hearing a 7 hours commentary instead of the movie.
Midnight--Had a 20 mins interval after every movie. shaun's 2 cousins just used that time to suan weeseng as much as possible. Fought with weeseng in front of everybody, actually he started it, I just tried to get out of his way. heh.
Saturday:
Early, early at 1am-- Last movie of the marathon, spiderman 3 was awesome. Loved the final tag team match of spiderman and the green goblin against sandman and the venom.ROCKS. =X
3a.m. Movie ended, went to shaun's house to stay over-night as it was pretty late.
Wee seng was talking about how the movie was not like the comic and blah. Didn't feel like sleeping when we reached shaun's house. Phillip went back home to sleep.
3a.m-- So, we played xbox. 4 of us went for a FIFA tournament.fun. but tiring.Shaun got 1st,weeseng 2nd, me 3rd and eldwin last.By the time we finished it was already 7 to 8 plus in the morning. Didn't sleep at all. Felt a bit drowsy, and felt that my heart kept beating slower and slower.
8a.m--Ate macs. Went for quay's physics. Couldn't take in anything that he said. Probably cause i was so drowsy and tired. Eyes kept want to close. Hao nam saw a storybook in my bag, took it den just went to the back of the LT and started reading it. LOL.
11a.m-- really wanted to go home and sleep, but had to pop over to ryan's wif bryan, A.L and glen for his bday party.so we went there and played halo 2. AL kept thrasing us.sucks.
7p.m. yes. we played halo 2 until 7p.m, den we went down for his bbq. only ate a chicken wing and some beehoon. den pop inside the function rm whr it was cooler and watched wrestle mania wif al and the rest.
11p.m. went home. too drowsy to even think. after all, I didn't sleep since friday.
So went home and was so tired, dat i fell asleep immedaitly after hitting the bed.
Sunday:
2p.m. NOW! hah.
soo, qian told me after a STOMP post dat was asking for sterotypes for boys' school.
they said cat high was gay and revile, and a bit stuck-up. All untrue bunch of crap. =X
heh. So I'm still a bit tired.
and sian.
and bored.
and worrying abt the joy luck club test tmr.
and ya.
i want to go out and chill out.
Who's up?
=D
okkay.
First things first, the past 2 days were simply awesome. Even I can't believe what happened.
Friday:
Morning--Went to school. sucks.
Afternoon-- chiong back home to sleep.
Evening--Met wif shaun and phillip and went to esplanade library. Nice place, books are pretty artsy. =X Then, met wee seng and eldwin(dunno how to spell his name.gah.) and went for the spiderman marathon.
Night-- Met shaun's 2 cousins and her husband. Luckily I wasn't sitting beside wee seng during the movie, or else I would have been hearing a 7 hours commentary instead of the movie.
Midnight--Had a 20 mins interval after every movie. shaun's 2 cousins just used that time to suan weeseng as much as possible. Fought with weeseng in front of everybody, actually he started it, I just tried to get out of his way. heh.
Saturday:
Early, early at 1am-- Last movie of the marathon, spiderman 3 was awesome. Loved the final tag team match of spiderman and the green goblin against sandman and the venom.ROCKS. =X
3a.m. Movie ended, went to shaun's house to stay over-night as it was pretty late.
Wee seng was talking about how the movie was not like the comic and blah. Didn't feel like sleeping when we reached shaun's house. Phillip went back home to sleep.
3a.m-- So, we played xbox. 4 of us went for a FIFA tournament.fun. but tiring.Shaun got 1st,weeseng 2nd, me 3rd and eldwin last.By the time we finished it was already 7 to 8 plus in the morning. Didn't sleep at all. Felt a bit drowsy, and felt that my heart kept beating slower and slower.
8a.m--Ate macs. Went for quay's physics. Couldn't take in anything that he said. Probably cause i was so drowsy and tired. Eyes kept want to close. Hao nam saw a storybook in my bag, took it den just went to the back of the LT and started reading it. LOL.
11a.m-- really wanted to go home and sleep, but had to pop over to ryan's wif bryan, A.L and glen for his bday party.so we went there and played halo 2. AL kept thrasing us.sucks.
7p.m. yes. we played halo 2 until 7p.m, den we went down for his bbq. only ate a chicken wing and some beehoon. den pop inside the function rm whr it was cooler and watched wrestle mania wif al and the rest.
11p.m. went home. too drowsy to even think. after all, I didn't sleep since friday.
So went home and was so tired, dat i fell asleep immedaitly after hitting the bed.
Sunday:
2p.m. NOW! hah.
soo, qian told me after a STOMP post dat was asking for sterotypes for boys' school.
they said cat high was gay and revile, and a bit stuck-up. All untrue bunch of crap. =X
heh. So I'm still a bit tired.
and sian.
and bored.
and worrying abt the joy luck club test tmr.
and ya.
i want to go out and chill out.
Who's up?
=D
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Back!
okie. So these are the recent happenings.
Came down with food poisoning on Monday after drinking a 2 weeks-old water without realising it.
Spend my labour day being sick at home. sucks.
Wednesday:Still a litte sick, but much better.
Tomorrow: Maths prelim. Hope to score for this one.
kk. that's all, not exactly in a chatty mood today. buhbyes. =D
Came down with food poisoning on Monday after drinking a 2 weeks-old water without realising it.
Spend my labour day being sick at home. sucks.
Wednesday:Still a litte sick, but much better.
Tomorrow: Maths prelim. Hope to score for this one.
kk. that's all, not exactly in a chatty mood today. buhbyes. =D
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Bleh.
so, tomorrow is the chinese prelims. AND I just did some last minute studying. which is not enough.
Somehow, i feel very last-minute oriented. Most people can't study last-minute, but i feel i actually can absorb more when i study last minute.
Probably, it's because the desperation of not knowing anything, and the determination to finish a lot of information in a short time span gives me the energy to chiong.
It might be because of my procrastinating personality.
So.tmr is th chinese prelim. I finished up the formats of gong han, shi han and bao zhang bao dao.
memorised a few su yu.
and meddled with the digital dictionary.
Have the urge to open it up and instead a programming chip in it or something to help me get the su yu inside.
ok. So. I'm slacking here.
finished up all the info in 5 hours time.
The ability of last-minute revision.
okay. i just realised teachers can read my blog anytime.
and they won't like the idea of me doing last-minute revision.
opps.
and i can't delete all the above cause it would mean i have nth to blog about.
so.
To all teachers, I was bluffing about the above. =D
anyway, read in the new paper today about the 'happy slapping incident' that happened to a sec 2 student.
I can pretty much relate to it. unfortunately.
yeah. me getting slapped must be in some people's handphone now.
though, i'm relieved to say that it happened quite long ago.
which is start of this year.
anyway, to all those who finished all the info and is slacking a little before sleeping, here's a little something to try. really funny.
1. Go to Google Maps, 2. Click on "Get directions", 3. From New York, 4. To Paris,
5. Read line # 24.
Wish all luck for chinese prelim tomorrow.
Don't worry, I've already hired a bomoh to make the teacher set a easy paper. =p
just kidding!
this is yeowenbin, signing off!
Somehow, i feel very last-minute oriented. Most people can't study last-minute, but i feel i actually can absorb more when i study last minute.
Probably, it's because the desperation of not knowing anything, and the determination to finish a lot of information in a short time span gives me the energy to chiong.
It might be because of my procrastinating personality.
So.tmr is th chinese prelim. I finished up the formats of gong han, shi han and bao zhang bao dao.
memorised a few su yu.
and meddled with the digital dictionary.
Have the urge to open it up and instead a programming chip in it or something to help me get the su yu inside.
ok. So. I'm slacking here.
finished up all the info in 5 hours time.
The ability of last-minute revision.
okay. i just realised teachers can read my blog anytime.
and they won't like the idea of me doing last-minute revision.
opps.
and i can't delete all the above cause it would mean i have nth to blog about.
so.
To all teachers, I was bluffing about the above. =D
anyway, read in the new paper today about the 'happy slapping incident' that happened to a sec 2 student.
I can pretty much relate to it. unfortunately.
yeah. me getting slapped must be in some people's handphone now.
though, i'm relieved to say that it happened quite long ago.
which is start of this year.
anyway, to all those who finished all the info and is slacking a little before sleeping, here's a little something to try. really funny.
1. Go to Google Maps, 2. Click on "Get directions", 3. From New York, 4. To Paris,
5. Read line # 24.
Wish all luck for chinese prelim tomorrow.
Don't worry, I've already hired a bomoh to make the teacher set a easy paper. =p
just kidding!
this is yeowenbin, signing off!
Monday, April 23, 2007
BACK for mie post.HAH.
okay. WENBINN's BACK!
LOL. I'm getting HIGH.
=p
todae when taking the bus home frm J8, I SAW JULIAN TEO AND MS THIAN TOGETHER!!!
LOL. always thought it was just a rumor, looks like it's true.HAH.
Anyway, Mr leong was talking about blogs. Felt that it was true.
It's super easy to search out blogs. just need name, sch, and it's enough.
This probably also explains why teachers have been reading my blog.
To all teachers out there: HI! I'm studying now. =D
LOL. =X
I need time to look for a new blogskin, really hope i can make my own. =D
anywayy. handed up my compo, used very UNIQUE character names. =X
HAH.
nothing really much to talk about.
When i reached home, my mum scolded me again, asking me why i did not go home for dinner.
Answered back that I will be eating dinner in a house full of quarrells and screaming, what's the use of eating so unhappily?
I might as well eat care-freely and happily with my friends.
She got a little upset, so I shutted up. =X
After that, she came in and asked me whether if she did not quarrel with my dad, would i promise to come home every monday to have dinner?
I promised.
It was really touching for me.
She asked me later that if she divorced with my dad, who would i follow? She or my dad.
I told her I would go out and live life on my own.
Okay.
that's all.
LOL. I'm getting HIGH.
=p
todae when taking the bus home frm J8, I SAW JULIAN TEO AND MS THIAN TOGETHER!!!
LOL. always thought it was just a rumor, looks like it's true.HAH.
Anyway, Mr leong was talking about blogs. Felt that it was true.
It's super easy to search out blogs. just need name, sch, and it's enough.
This probably also explains why teachers have been reading my blog.
To all teachers out there: HI! I'm studying now. =D
LOL. =X
I need time to look for a new blogskin, really hope i can make my own. =D
anywayy. handed up my compo, used very UNIQUE character names. =X
HAH.
nothing really much to talk about.
When i reached home, my mum scolded me again, asking me why i did not go home for dinner.
Answered back that I will be eating dinner in a house full of quarrells and screaming, what's the use of eating so unhappily?
I might as well eat care-freely and happily with my friends.
She got a little upset, so I shutted up. =X
After that, she came in and asked me whether if she did not quarrel with my dad, would i promise to come home every monday to have dinner?
I promised.
It was really touching for me.
She asked me later that if she divorced with my dad, who would i follow? She or my dad.
I told her I would go out and live life on my own.
Okay.
that's all.
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