The strength to go on

just came back from popular.
splurged 50 bucks there.
using my own pocket money some-more.
I'm so broke now.
Went there, bought a physics and a chemistry new edition TYS(since i lost my old ones)
a A-maths and E-maths formula book,SS tys, a physics guide book, 4 pens and a correction tape.
Wanted to get a E-maths guide book, but didn't have enough.
Tried to find a SS guide book, but to no avail.

Gonna try to claim back the $$ frm my dad tonight.
If not I'll be bankrupt for the rest of the holidays.
I have a whole shelve of guide books.
5 A-maths one, 1 E-maths one, 3 physics one, 4 chemistry ones, a macbeth guide book, a combined humanities one.
Not counting the textboks and tys and other stuff.
Have been building up my guide book "collection" ever since I quited tuition last year.
Really helps to have a whole lot of info just beside you.
Don't need to panic if you get stumped over a question.

So prelims in 2 days, the new guide books are giving me hope for my sciences.
and my mum just let me do work in air-con!><
ok. Yeo WenBin has just received the strength to go on!

When Helpless-ness takes control

okkkay. so there's 2 more days to prelim and sch re-opening and my study is still screwed.
haven't studied at all.
actually I've been studying, but i can't concentrate.
can't last for more den half an hour.
gah. And my brother outside my room gaming 24 hours with full volume blasting around the house is not helping.
I'm feeling damn helpless as the stupid prelim keeps coming closer and closer and i can't seem to get anything done.

Chemistry: Give up le, try to do if got time.
Physics: Gonna try to practice these few days.
Literature: Try to accomplish as much as possible before the prelims.
Maths: Haven't touched maths for 1 whole month.I'm sooo gone for maths this prelim.
SS: Try to finish before prelim, should be possible.
Elective geography: Only one that i can say it's quite ok-ly revised. Probably cause there's nothing much to revise anyway.
Chinese Oral: sucks.dunno how I'm going to do chinese oral when it's in the middle of the prelims. Proof of lousy school planning.

Speaking of chinese oral, I think i just missed another important session at tuition today. gah. suppose to be there, have missed the previous 2 sessions on oral already.
I sometimes loath my memory.

AND I FOUND OUT THE STUPID CAT HIGH PEN JUST LEAKED ALL OVER MY FULLSCAP...AGAIN!
sucks. it alrdy has a big stain from the black one, now the blue one leaked another spot all over my fullscap.

so ya. I'm screwed.
screwed.
and lastly, screwed.

"To study or not to study, that is the question."
---Yeo WenBin

Filler Post

went to study wif daryl and drew today at amk mac.
met trence,josh and yaoxin later ard lunch time.
den felt to drew's house wif daryl.
supposedly to study.
ahh well.

anyway, time for a FILLER POST! =D
so, today's post shall be on daryl.
since he wanted one.

he's a guy who is nice and pretty generous.
He has an external appearance that tells you, "I'm hiding nothing from you." which actually gives people a sense of assurance and trust. However, due to this, people sometimes do tend to think that he has some deep, dark secret that when released, will destroy the world or due damages somewhat close to that.XD
However, he does not have a pretty long attention span, resulting in fun and chit-chat when you study with him. =x which is not such a bad thing, unless you want to bore yourself to death by studying non-stop.He has material comforts, which i shall not talk about. and overall, he's a nice guy and making friends with him should not be too much of a problem.

ok. done with that.

just finished watching james and the giant peach on disney channel.
It brings back all the old memories of reading Ronald dahl and how his stories always seem to spark off any kids' wild imaginations. simply wonderful.

so, filler post ends here.
sayonara!

The Bigger Picture.

So...

Now that I've distanced myself and take a step back, I can see now, the bigger picture.
The faults of all these that I thought at first was perfect.
I can see the cracks, the distortion that I can't initially due to the haze of trust.
I can see the traps laid out, the imperfection of my surrounding.
I can dodge them now.
Not all of them at the moment, but I'm trying.
and learning, gaining knowledge.

Talking in cryptic is pretty fun.
since only the guy who types it out knows what's the hidden meaning.
While the others are blinded, by the illusion of language.
Not understanding what's going on.
And they won't bother asking,
since they don't even know what you are talking about.
Even if it's right in front of them.
><

hmm.
anyway,
just watched the pretty highly-advertised "Jump in" by Disney Channel.
Worth my time.
definitely.
not just the show, but the hidden meaning inside the show.
It was not just talking abt rope-skipping and boxing and stuff,
but it was talking about teenage sexism.
which is pretty much a serious problem in the teenage world today.

ok. I shall end here. getting tired.
and i think i just said something wrong.
for the 235th time.
damn.