Thursday, July 07, 2011

The silence is slowly killing me


Inactive.
Everywhere.
Online.
Outside.

Reason:
Throat Inflammation-induced high fever.

Passed around the platoon.
just before POP. dammit.

Went down on friday.
Tried to take it to survive the route march,
but totally crashed on saturday.

Went home, and fever shot up
up
and no medicine seemed to help.

up till 40C
started to get scared.
saw private doctor.

Told me about my throat inflammation,
gave me some pills.

went home, ate pills,
felt better.
Fever went down.

but still sucked.
because my throat still hurts
like a sword down my mouth.
and that sword has little evil mini daggers
that came out of it
and slashed my throat
like it was free throat skin night
or some
horror
like
that.

can't eat
can't drink
can
't even swallow my saliva.

Pro:
slimmed down to absolutely.... I thought it was good.
my mum didn
't, apparentally.

Con:
I.
CAN
'T.
TALK.
I mean for some people it
's ok.
but
I can
't talk.

is
damn
freaking
seriously
irritating?!
like every conversation
everywhere
no input
ahwdociexhndc,mnreciujfw3

and all those age- old adage about how listening in silence is suppose to help or something?
meh. doesn
't work.

and i couldn
't even go online until today.
so that
's it. Day 4 of my 7 days block leave.

Spent under illness.

make it stop already.