Restless Heart Syndrome

I think they found another cure
For broken hearts and feeling insecure

ok. what's the update today.

lemme see.
woke up today.
went library to return my book.
borrowed naruto movie to watch.

came home
tried to do maths. failed.
watch yes man.
tried to do maths again. failed. read geog notes till 'factors affecting insolation'
then watched naruto movie.
did maths again. finally got it.
did until second page.

dad ask me and my brother to go get supper.
went to get supper.
back home. now.
lonely.
=(

Streaks of colours.
Raging Red
Blasting Blue
Yelling Yellow
Smashes across his eyes
It was almost in a beat.
a rhythm.
pow.
boom.
pow.
His ground shook.
The sky looked... dark.
His legs gave way.
pow.
boom.
pow.
He dropped.
now his stomach felt like fire.
shoes coming into contact.
pow.
boom.
pow.
the streaks of colours were fading.
pow.
boom.
pow.
He closed his eyes.
And there it was.
in front of him.
Blinking Black.

I Have A Dream

If you see the wonder of a fairytale;
You can take the future even if you fail

So there.
last day of school.

Disclaimer: Just woke up. blur. tired.
And yes. there's no way I can sleep tonight already. HAHAHA.

so! my brother's back!
heard his camp was fun.
his ORIENTATION camp from YJC in OVERSEAS =(

ANYWAY!
not going genting already.
cause i need to study for geog test.
and there's so much yada yada to do.

That to take a de-stresser would be just... crazy.
Can't really study alone though.
ahha. I shall see how it goes.

Don't really know what to say.
Hmm.

I shall go and play guitar.
speaking of which.
I should really clean up my table +guitar soon.
it's like starting to collect dust. boo.

Music flowed softly through the hall,
It seemed to fill the whole ball.
with melodious tangy atmosphere.
People were merry,
with a chandelier dangling from the ceiling.
Clinking of glasses,
with mouths muttering, "Sir how do you do?"
"It sure has been nice meeting you."
A crash.
Screams.
Red.
More red.
It sure has been nice to meet you.
The music stopped.
Suddenly.

Season: Winter

One Year, Six Months

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget

alrighty. back!

ok so today was SUPPOSE to be a damn hectic night for me.
(every thursday... right? LOL.)

Suppose to have 33/08 party at sinli's house.
and suppose to go out for bowling with shaun and zhaoqin.
soooo. guess which one I chose?
econs remedial in AJ.
HAHAHAHA.

aren't I hardworking.
=)
now i'm just super duper tired =(

had a civics lesson today.
Was kind of weird.
ah wells.

solving life's problems.

Speaking of which!

I totally explained my view in length to my mum through dinner.
Cause my mum was telling me
"You heard about Jack Neo? His wife fainted. You see? man will always cheat on their wives."
then I was like
"yes! yes yes! speaking of which! I tell you. I make up my mind already. i will never ever want to get married."
then i explained to her in length why.
HAHAHAH.
One of the reasons include :more money so I can buy them awesome stuff.
HAHAHAH.
there was alot alot more.
HAHA.

and just as I finished, the taiwan drama showed the guy cheating on his wife.
HAHAHA.
way to help me prove my point! woooo! =D

hmmm. yea.
then end up here. soooo. haha.
Nothing much to report today.
except... TOMORROW LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
LAST DAY.
LAST DAY.
LASTY DAYYYYYYYYYYY.
HAHAHAHA.

The clouds rumbled,
as flashes streaked across the sky.
A lone boy,
looked out of the window.
The first droplets,
shot on his window.
The dark days,
the thunder,
the lightning,
the rain,
is coming.
he smiled.

Season: Autumn

Avondale

If you’re gonna rip my heart out;
could you use a knife that’s dull and rust in color.

So. here.

I went 21 hours without food today.
Should have gone for a full 24 hours right. darn.

ok so I had dinner like 6pm.
and i didn't eat cause i didn't feel like eating after PE
and i had like close to 5 hours straight of lessons.

So only ate at like 3. or around there.

at first I didn't even know.
I was like.
Shit. I feel damn tired today.
(must be cause of PE)
What. the. hell? I've been stoning at the wall for the last 10 mins!?
(must be bored)
Shit sia. no mood to do work. I want to go home now. NOW. NOW. and stone in front of the computer because the weather is awesome today and rot in front of the computer.
(mood swing much?)
why is everyone so idiotic.
why is she shouting in my ear.
so loud! god. stop talking already. my ear hurts!
why does everyone's voice sound so darn loudd.
I want to sleep
I want to sleep.
go away everyone.
(ok there's something wrong.)

Then i thought about it.
then someone mentioned food.
then i was like... ohhhhhh. food!
no wonder!

and i still tried to last until 3
to eat like a thosai(which is not alot)
so ya.
just had dinner.
feel better now.

So if I seemed grumpy or stuff.
sorry! =x
just.... irritable today.
way better now though =)

watched marley and me just now. ahha.
was a good show.
but so sad!
i almost teared when the dog died and patrick was watching the old videos.
ALMOST.
ALMOST. HAHAHAA.

What else?
hmm.
nothing much I guess.
OHOH. GOT.

this offer goes out to peoples!
so I was suppose to go genting right?
but apparentally my dad backed out
and my bro sure don't want to go one.

So my mum is going with her friend.
Ask me whether I want to go.
Basically it's like on the friday saturday sunday of the march holidays.
But i really dont want to go alone. very sad. =(
So! my mum ask me to bring a friend along.
85 bucks a person.
Will be sharing room.

I really just want to go there and get cheap coffee at starbucks (it's ringit after-all) and sit down.
just talk, enjoy the cold and nice atmosphere.
With a foggy view.
with hot brewing coffee.
and a cake.
and just.
talk.
and read notes.
and study.
and talk.
i mean it's going to be like...
really nice?
sigh.
anyone up for it?
Because i won't be going if there's no one else going.
sooo. yeap.

Splinters of wood
powders, strewn over.
small room, made smaller.
curtains shred to pieces.
She screams.
He shrugs.
switches on the tv.
she screams again.
the tv went flying.
the sun's going down.

Season: Autumn

The winner takes it all

I played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

So today.
School was hectic.
After school was hectic. as hell.
and now i'm just... bored. LOL.

ok so! GP test.
I was like almost falling asleep.
HAHAA. even though I was doing my work super slowly.
But it's just... omg the heat was just horrible.

And the maths test.
i'll be happy if i even scrape a pass. LOL.
my answers all seem wrong leh. HAHAHA.

And the rest of school was just.... blehh.

Then rushed to ICA at lavender.
Suppose to be at 4.30pm(the appointment)
but by the time i reached there it was like... 4.45pm.

AND WHEN I REACHED THE PASSPORT AREA.
it was like some national day parade.
It was like darn crowded.
Even queuing up to get the queue ticket took like 20 mins la. omg.

Then when i took my queue number
they said. Appointment made. Queue shortened.
So i was like... yay!
Then i see
Applicants before you: 451
LIKE... freaking 451. OMG. hahahahah.

so i just stood there(all the seats were like filled)
then waited. and waited.
read ' a thousand splendid suns'
then when my name was finally called.
omg it was pure omg shit ok.

so at first the guy was like.
ok. So you brought everything? your 70 dollars?
I was like. "oh shit. didn't I pay already?"
then he was "oh ok. So you brought your NETS receipt?"
"ya it's there."
"oh this is the photocopied one we send you. Where's the original?"
"oh shit."*overturns wallet upside down and bag and can't find the stupid original receipt
"don't worry. Your receipt should have your IC to prove you paid.Wait.. where's your IC?"
"oh shit. I forgot to enter it when I made payment."
"oh ok, one more way we can prove is through your bankbook."
"oh shit. I paid using debit. no bankbook."
HAHAHAHA. then the nice guy made me declared i lost it and gave me my new passport at last =)
It was like. wth ok. HAHAHA.

ok then i went to bugis to shop.
by myself. HAHAHA.
then bought some stuff.
and got some things for some people.

then i came home.
omg super long trip.

AND AND.
When i was in the MRT.
at like braddell.
Then two foreigners came in.

I was playing PES on my phone. So didn't realize.
Then when i looked up.
Could see they had a large tag
"We come from... The church of the Holy Christ"
or something like that.
Then the thing is
ONE IS A REDHEAD AND LOOKS JUST LIKE RON WEALSY.
THE OTHER LOOKED JUST LIKE HARRY POTTER.
HAHAHAHAHA.
OMG I COULDN'T STOP STARING OK
HAHAHAHA.

then they came and stood beside me!(esp since the MRT so cramped!)
So i was like.. okok awkward and pretend use my phone.
Then they started randomly talking to a lady.
I was like.. please don't talk to me please don't talk to me.
HAHAHA.
so i eavesdropped.(I really hear too much sometimes. sorry. HAHAHA.)
So! they were from america.
And they came here as a volunteer work to spread God's Word.
And they just teach sunday school, and help teenagers with their problems.
so it's like their version of OCIP.

THEY FREAKING DO OCIP IN DEVELOPED COUNTRY. WHAT IS THIS.
I WANT TO DO OCIP IN NEW YORK.
OR NEW ZEALAND.
OR PARIS.
BOO. =(

so! yeap!
train stopped at AMK.
I came home.

Watched 'the spy next door'
it's quite a funny show! should watch! HAHAHA.
made my day. HAHAA.

ok guess that's all for today.
and i'm bored cause my brother left for school camp.
IN BINTAN.

AJC, why can't we have a school camp?
and why can't we go freaking overseas for it!=(

Tears in the lovely garden,
a girl weeps, over the tombstone.
She has lost her fairytale.
An apple fell from the tree overhead
and dropped in her hand.
As though saying,
"Believe in me,
Believe in angels."

Season: Spring

When all is said and done

When the summers over and the dark clouds hide the sun
Neither you nor i'm to blame when all is said and done

Booya!
Woke up today.

Did my second geog tutorial =)
And then tried to do probability but the last 3 questions were so darn difficult i just gave up.
ahha.
And then tried to study PnC.
end up just skimming through the guide book.
Didn't even practice questions. LOL.
I'm so not prepared for the exam on tuesday sia.

Maybe I'll do some more serious revision later on in the night.

Watched 'Legion'
must say it's a action-packed movie, albeit it makes utterly no sense conceptually. HAHAHA.
but it was hell creepy.

Old ladies baring fangs and climbing walls and taking bites out of people's neck.
Small boys holding knifes and speaking in voices of demons.
oh man.

I'm so not going to be able to sleep tonight.
save me!

Dream on my little one,
Wake up to the sound of guns.

Season: Spring