When everything is in a mess

ahhhh.

Stupid dota. lost again.fed again. Don't feel like playing any more dota from today onwards le. Stupid hypnotic emotion-manipulating evil program.

Hmmm, finished up quite a few homework. left my gp.

Going out to east coast(I think) on saturday with OG. whee.though i can't cycle. Maybe I just go there and pick another OG loner to chat with me. =D
I wan my OG back. TT
OG was so fun la. Now got this screwed up timetable we can't even meet for like break or anything. sickening.

Hmm, The world suddenly feels messed up. I think it's cause of that dumb program.

You know, Miley Cyrus actually sound not bad in the "See You Again" hit single. Probably the first and the last time. Though I like the hannah montana show.=x

Waiting for more people to come online, I wanna conference with OG again. Laughter is bleak in the air tonight.

Still persuading my dad to get me a new printer or repair the spoilt one. ahh. Got lots of stuff to print.

OMG all the stuff I've been hearing for aj's PE is not good. not good at all. Really have to get myself a MC for monday and tuesday liaos.

Alright, I'm off to finish up my gp homework. tomorrow got gp tutorial. gah. sickening.

The Little Problem About Self-Disicpline

ahhh. no one will be online this late to read this, but as usual I'm gonna type it out anyway.

It's amazing how a simple game can swing your mood faster and worse than pms. gah. Been affected by dota so many times le still kenna it's side-effects. In other words, I screwed up 2 games today. Feeling damn lousy.

Maybe I really should have used the time to do the OG convo thingy again. it's like more fun and productive than dota la. -.-''

Then there's still the homework part. Play until I'm left with a whole darn pile of homework now. Ahhhhh. Screw it. I promised myself not to make the same mistake that almost caused me to retain in sec 3, and here i am gaming gah.

ok. Better go finish up first, and i don't have a blardy printer to print my worksheets. The world hates me.

-blah.-

The Failure Paranoia

ahhhh. After talking to all the ogf interviewees, I think I just failed mine. ><
Cause they got ask all of them do a cheer/game activity while mine got none. nil.zilch.

Just some scenerio questions. and i mixed up ogf and ogl. ahhhh. Though I think I'm probably as extremely paranoid as usual. but still...

Hmm. I'm gonna try out na on dota now. Minghan keeps asking me to go for team combo when i can't freakin' use melee heroes. I'll just see how it goes.

Looking forward to the convo tonight. Provided IF there is one.

Guess that's all. Might be posting later. seeya.

When Rain Falls

ahhhh. rain. rain. rain. never stop one sia.

Hmm. Though i gotta admit it is pretty comforting inside here when it rains; cause everything gets cooling and cold and stuff. I dunno la. Just that it feels good.

Boreddddd as usual.
987fm songs are starting to get boring.
even my bag looks bored.

ahhh.. still got no mood to do any revision-y stuff.
hmmm; by any chance, I'm just gonna be dull and emo.

Maybe until tonight or something.
boo.

The Excitied Boredom

hmmm. Lots of notes for me to summarize today.gah. Got no mood to do though. Maybe I'll do it tomorrow; since I'm gonna have lots of time tomorrow when I only have the 1st period.

Oh ya, I DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. -.-
This girlfriend thing keeps getting stuck to me.gah.
I still remember pri 4 when i got accused for having a girlfriend just because i talked to her.
Then the news spread so fast that within a week I'm having teachers counseling me on why I can't have a BGR at primary school.
darn lame lor.
do I look very popular? -.-''

Anyway, on a lighter and brighter note; Totto-chan is a pretty good read. Ahh. ogf interview on Wednesday. scared scared. ><

Hmm. sian sian. I think i go dota a while then go work on my notes le. maybe post later tonight. seeya! =D

The Fury Of Zeus

hah. posting again today. =x

anyway just had a major thunderstorm over here. darn scary mans. like some el nino disaster or something.boom until my whole house no more electricity le. Then i was dota-ing halfway. Hmm, maybe the thunder's telling me not to play so much and go and study or something.But i just can't study at home.

hmm. No more novels to read. going crazy. picked up totto-chan from my bookshelf. gonna re-read it again. I keep saying i want to mug then at last never even touch my homework. ahhh. Procrastination is infecting me brains. nuuuuuu

ok i guess that's all. Should have merged this with the previous post made this afternoon. but ah wells.

Unfinished Business

yada yada yada. The world is going crazy.
Hmm, actually the world's not going crazy.
I'm just sian.

So, still didn't get to complete anything this weekend.
I hate my self-discipline.

ok, so I just received a TIME magganize sms asking me to pay up tomorrow. like WTH?
their advertising gimmick is damn jian. Luckily I didn't sign on the lucky draw paper, so i can deny everything if they go crazy and force people to subscribe to it. Really will have to read the fine prints next time. ><

Hmmm.What now? oh ya. The econs worksheet is pretty hard.

And I have 3/4 of a mind to gather og21 to sit together in the lectures and pangseh-ing our classes. We'll just have to see how it goes. Maybe jason so happy with his all-girls class that he won't want to participate.=p

oh ya. and my freaking bro's competeing for the study table with me even though he's not studying. gah. I really will have to make use of the library. Why did my mum have to rent the other room out?

I'm starting to run out of stuff to say le.

oh ya, watched i am legend yesterday. The ending was lame. But overall it was not bad.

ok, this thing is getting monotonous. I'll just have to see how my class is tomorrow.

seeya! =D

The Midnight Express

hmm.. since i'm gonna be posting again tomorrow. I don't think anybody will actually get to read this post. but ahh wells, I'll just take it as writing for the sake of writing.

Didn't accomplish a lot of homework today(as expected). Really have to drag myself to the library one of these days. Played a few rounds of damn laggy dota with minghan.

Now, I'm just wondering what to do next. Sleep? Study? Or just stay online?
gah. choices, choices, choices.

I'm starting to get worried about my new class on monday. All the what ifs migrating into my head. What if they're not fun? What if they're all dead muggers? What if they can't even socialize? Gah. I still want my OG back. TT

Speaking of which, I'm starting to wish i hadn't put that ogf form into the box. I'm starting to fear the interview now.

But all these lame thoughts are probably thoughts conjured by the 'heat-oppressed brain' .hah. quoted macbeth. =x

ok. I guess that's all. I'm still up for amk library trips tomorrow if anyone's interested. But if there's gonna be no one(most likely). I'll be staying at home and sleeping my fat ass off.

ok. Gonna sleep now. Morpheus awaits.

"Never underestimate an estimation,
or else you will get overestimated as a person."
-Yeo WenBin's 8th quote of nonsensicalism