Black Hearts(On Fire)

Your heart's on fire but you're cold to the touch
I know you want it
But you love yourself too much
Your heart's on fire but your head is a rush
You best believe it
I ain't ever giving up

yes. you better believe it,
I ain't ever giving up.

went to the library today.

fast-forward.. yada yada.
I have work to do tomorrow.

went for dinner with weeseng.
We went to changing appetites.
cause I said they gave awesome portions
and after a few "awesome possum portions"
we went in.

I warned him about the portions.
and he was like.. What's this?(pointing to a picture)
Waiter: that's the chicken fajita.
Weeseng: I'll take it.
Wenbin: I'll have the buffalo wing burger(single patty)

and apprently a buffalo wing burger consists of 3 wings as patties.
YES. 3.
it was this huge mega awesome burger for only 12.90
i was staring at shock.
(yes i know I saw shaun's burger before. but he was having a double-patty)
so i thought mine would be less.. like alot less.
i thought wrong.
IT.WAS.HUGE.

and we ordered shrimps as appetizers some more.
and weeseng's fajita was of awesome portion too.
but he had over 30 dollars' worth of Häagen-Dazs in the afternoon.
so there was no way he could finish.
I thought I could finsih mine.
but the more I ate
the more the taste stuck to my throat
and near the end I utterly gave up.
It was this pure sour taste.
(of awesome possum proportion)

so we paid and left.
then went to times bookstore
he bought books.
i didn't(sucks to have no money)

i NEED money
to invest.
then make a killing in one of the stocks.
and then retire at the age of twenty.

rawr.

ok guess that's all.

Motivations of the day:

Monoku of the day (guest-monoku by fang yu):
Happiness is a gift, sun will shine for the happy ones..

Quote of the day:"Make it a rule of life never to regret and never to look back" -anyx

Picture of the day:

She's a Genius

What you know is who you are
and she's anything
You don't need an education
to know the class that you're in

'sup peeps.

Today.
was.

i felt thin.
HAHAHA.
and my weighing machine at home reads 60kg.
so there's only 3 possiblities:
1)my weighing machine is broken
2)the school's weighing machine is broke.
3) I lost 6 kg in 2 days.

I prefer to think that 2 and 3 are true.
so I shall.
HAHAHA.

the one dollar a day budget for food
thing is kinda working out quite nicely.
I'm already losing my appetite for food.
soon I'll be able to go the whole day without food.
and this leaves me with more money too

And i can use this money
for more productive stuff
such as Ben's and Jerry's with Shaun
HAHA.

(if you studied hard
and you know you did.
would playing after that,
count as a no-no?)

Douglas Adams just keeps getting better and better.

speaking of which.
MY FINGERS
they're breaking off!

like... gross.
the skin is peeling.
i need
medication.
now.
now.
now.

nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

i'm gwetting kinda crazy.
so i better go off now.

Monoku of the day:
The fog that wasn't meant to be

Quote of the day:
“If you’re brave to say ‘good bye’, life will reward you with a new ‘hello’” ~Paulo Coelho

In For The Kill

I'm going in for the kill
I'm doing it for a thrill
Oh I'm hoping you'll understand
And not let go of my hand

A quote I found over the internet:
“She was a major part of your life; of course you’ll miss her; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it, you’re relieved. But how many times do you run your tongue over the spot where it once was ? Probably a hundred times a day.just because it was hurting you, doesn’t mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap, and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take a while, but it always takes some time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it’s still going to hurt.”

Was introduced to La Roux during lit. class
thought her song were kind of interesting.
so I went to google it.
and yes her album has been amazing so much.
Maybe because her songs all revolve around...
relevant ideas.
HAHA.

Yes I have her album now. LOL.

I tend to learn something new every geog. lesson.
like how Bangladesh is a country
and not part of India.
(I bet you all didn't know that!
no, don't bluff.)

reading "The restaurant at the end of the universe" By Douglas Adams
It's a very very good book.
really.
that's about the extent of it.
I mean the whole motive seems to be
about how insignificant we are.
when we compare ourselves to the universe.

guess that's all.
and a happy birthday shoutout to fang yu!

Monoku of the day:
Whoever said the chimney smoked?

Bulletproof

I'm not to, not to love until it's cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet


hello.
i'm back.
sorry for the outburst yesterday.
and the alcohol.

better today.
really.

(yes i still hate you.)

Today...
today...
Trained for PE.

and... i gained weight...
6kg.
6kg?!
6
it was like...
pure shock
on that 3 digits
on the weighing machine.

so i'm back on
the
"EXTREME
WENBIN
AWESOME
EXTREME
DIET"

it consists of..
one dollar a day for food.
(not inclusive of drinks)
yes I have a very apt way around
not eating.

nothing much today actually.
so yea.
bye.

Monoku of the day:
Love your friends,
Kill your enemies.

K.I.A. (Killed In Action)

I live in the middle of a combat zone
And I'm too scared to pick up the phone
I went to the market to fill up my heart
Now I'm in a coma, state of the art

I hate you.

you.
and you ALL
and all of you.

Alcohol makes everything seem so much better.
and it makes me easier to type out this post too.

I'm suppose to be out of it.
why.
why.
why.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

i'm damn depressed.
as you should have realized.

and i was suppose to be chewerful today.

this blows.

AND I HATE YOU ALL. DID I MENTION THAT.

I DON'T THINK I DID.
SO I HATE YOU ALL.
ALOT
ALOT
ALOT.

I want more alcohol.
*gulps*

YES I HATE YOU ALL.
NO NOT YOU. YOU ALL.

i am going to beat all you
in a levels.
JUST WATCH ME.
YOU ALL SUCK
I WANT TO KILL ALL OF YOU.

YOU ALL SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE.
YOU ALL SUCK.

WATCH ME.
I'M GOING TO LAUGH.
DON'T WORRY,
IT'S COMING ALREADY.
I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES.

(I love my alcohol.)

IN FACT, I'M GOING TO DO IT NOW.
I HOPE YOU ALL DIE EARLY.
BYE.

Rainbow Veins

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should have known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone

so. today.

In the morning
I felt horrible.
Not sick horrible,
or emo horrible,
just... horrible.

Like
I want to to anything,
absolutely anything,
other than going to school.
It was like going to hell or something.
Then I was damn sian.
I guess I was slightly troubled by some stuff,
but... ah wells.

The day DID get better, luckily.
My mind didn't blank out
when i saw the lit paper.
I actually had points and i knew what to write.
It wasn't well done though,
so i won't be surprised if i barely pass.

and.. i just felt more at school,
and the mood for school came back.
And i'm looking forward for tomorrow.
double civics.
and one consists of board game
and the other consist of having an awesome teacher.
now, that's what i call a day to look forward to.

Every school should have a de-stressing period.
Like just an hour.
Students are not allowed to do any work.
They are allowed to sleep, play board games, talk,
watch videos, listen music, or just stare out of the window.
just... not study.

I mean, it'll be very awesome and re-energize the students.
right?
right?
=D

Now I'm home.
And the girls were complaining
that i smell of hawker centre.
maybe because I just had fried chicken cutlet.
So... it might have contributed.ahha.

Lesson #5 of Socializing:
Fried food makes you smell oily.
HAHA.

and it's amazing how the guys
didn't smell anything at all
when i went to sit with them.
I even asked them whether they smell anything.
I think, it's a fact,
that guys either have less sensitive noses,
or we're just more tolerant of bad smells.

We all know that guys toilet smell
much worse than the girls'. sooo.
it may just be a proven fact. ahha.

I'm going to try and do a little work later.
Not exactly in a very productive mood today.
But I still have to finish what's on the to-do list.

pe today was kinda.. tough.
but it was fun though.
cause there was less running.

here's to a better tomorrow(literally)
seeya!

Monoku of the day:

Sunlight filling up the light
blue sky across the
horizon

All I Know

And the ending always comes at last
Endings always come too fast
They come too fast
And they pass too slow

hiiya.
you know, a few minutes ago.
i was thinking about blog.
and i had this very interesting topic!
but now, it has totally left my mind,
and i have no idea what it is.
and it was only a few minutes ago! rawr.

It had something to do with smoking
and something to do with studying.

ok i remember what it is about studying.
it's that this momentumn of studying.
is darn hectic,
but it kind of gives life a purpose.
like. we're students.
by studying, we are fulfilling our purpose.
it's better than having nothing,
absolutely nothing to do at all.
Now, that sucks.
especially for a long period of time.
that's my outlook on it, anyway.
anyway, yes, i'm tired.
and having test tomorrow
isn't exactly helping my mood.

the only thing that i'm thankful about.
is that my mum has switched on the air-con
(a very very rare occurrence;
maybe like once in a green sun)
so it's very much cooler in here.

besides that...
hmmm.

at least i managed to analyze Act1
I should be thankful for that I guess.
and she just went and switch it off.
now, there's nothing to be thankful about
other than that i'm online resting my heavy head.

yeap.
someone please remind me to borrow
'a beautiful mind' tomorrow.
thanks
bye.

Season: Autumn