Saturday, March 08, 2008

Confessions Of An Audio-Addict

You know, I've always wondered why I always spend so much money on earphones.
haha. just realised I'm one of those audio-addicted people.

I can't resist brilliant high quality sound.
I can't resist sleek looking headphones.

So.. I went hungry for near to 3months last year so i could get an seinheizzer earphone costing me 120 plus. Near perfect sound quality. Loved every bit of it.

My nokia earphones' cover just freaking dropped off. And now i'm stuck thinking whether i should just use my adapter and get a normal earphone or get a 2.5mm earphones. But most likely it'll be the former. So maybe i'll be popping off to get a 30-40 plus price range earphones. Anyway at the rate i'm going, I'll be able to afford a whole freaking desktop by the time mid-years are over.

Still surviving on a meal a day. And know what? I'm not feeling hungry anymore. So I guess my stomach's slowly adjusting.hah. But i guess I'll have to revert back to my normal meals sometime or another. And I'll just have to see how long this thing can last.

My parent's already threatening to send me off to a psychologist for my meal disorder. So I'm just eating dinner every night to please them. And a little bit of lunch here and there. So i'm reverting back pretty soon. Just that little more.

That little bit more.

Going out soon. Like, a few minutes' time. hah.

"There is never paper without trees,
Or results without hard work."
-Yeo WenBin

Friday, March 07, 2008

The Noisy Silence

My bro went off to camp. My mom went to watch some performance. So I'm stuck at home. ALONE. again. sickening!

I was randomly downloading songs when came across plain white tee's "Our Time Now". Fell in love with it immediately. Super addictive la!chao nice cans.

This is the times we will remember,
Finally it's our time now, it's our time now~

hmm anywayy, planning pdg outing on monday (movie and shopping at orchard), thursday(ice skating) and saturday(pool and bowling), tuesday and wednesday will be pdg mugging session at the amk library. still have to ask around for opinions first. suspecting a lot of no replies.

hmmm... I'll just have to see how everything goes.

"When the only difference between fate and faith,
Are the letters I and HE."
(I represents faith and HE represents fate.)
-Yeo WenBin

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Get your party gear in check, for the time has come

yayayayay!

tomorrow last day of school!

hahahahaha

ok, anywayy, my horo says i've got to be the back person tomorrow. the one that does not go round attracting attention. darnn. and i was jsut feeling so super-duper happy tomorrow.

ahh wellls, we'll see how things turn out then.

For life's unpredictable. That much I've learnt on my first step to understanding it.

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And people often say the majority is right.
Just because one person suddenly announces that your brain is at your feet. It is sure to be wrong. Why is it wrong? cause everybody else says it's at your head.

You know, I guess this is human nature. To agree with the masses. To not find fault with them. And I guess that's how elections and democracy works. Just because majority of the country say this person is reliable to rule the country, he IS sure to be able to rule the country well.

Sure, there've been lots of examples through the times and ages proofing that the majority is wrong. We have the 'world is not round' incident, 'Darwinism' and much much more.

But still, we see signs. Not only signs, but open encouragement of this activity.
"Due to popular demand", "back due to large demand".

And these masses will often look down on those special few. Those special few who decides not to follow the majority and carve their ideas up the ladder. We have rebellion groups, Atheists, and many others. These people bother to think out of what others didn't. They bother to fight for what they think is right. And yet we condemn them.

Let's look on a more recent event. Mas selamat. You know, I've been really thinking about him. I know I've got extreme paranoia. But then, I often have this streak of thought telling me. What if he isn't in the wrong?

Maybe he tried to stop the U.S. from attacking China, and U.S. immediately announced to the world that he is a terrorist chief. Maybe he led in a protest against hunger and poverty in Indonesia, and Indonesia happily put the blame of a recent bombing on him.Maybe he found a way to stop using coal to produce power. and these multi-national companies just used their influence to accuse him.

And now, because of this wide-spread phenomena. I bet you almost 99.9% of the people out there just believes the government for the word that he is a terrorist. I don't know. He maybe be in the wrong. He may not be. But whatever it is, I sure hope it's the latter.

Now, latter or former, we all know he has nowhere to run. Even if he's innocent, He can't just come and surrender himself, for no one will believe him now. Many of us will immediately see him as a terrorist. And almost none of us will see his good qualities, or his innocence(if he really is).

This just proves my point again. The majority can be easily swayed. Just through a few million sms-es, a few newspaper articles and you have a world-wide phenomena. And because of this, the majority is heavily inaccurate in it's judgment. Many of us study history in secondary of junior college. We see the effect of propaganda, and relieve ourselves in thinking we don't have to suffer it. What we don't see is that, we're already under it's control. Once you start believing what the straits times or the major newspapers says as compared to the smaller papers. You are an easy victim (or already are) of propaganda. Looking at the mas selamat incident, I can safely conclude that almost all singaporeans are heavily under the heavy spell of government propaganda.

And if the U.S. governments and all those around the world starts declaring Lee Kwan Yew is a terrorist, I bet you at least more than 3/4 of the world will start seeing him as one immediately.

I am an anti-majoritist.
I am one who is not yet willing to stand up for my ideas.But I will try.
I will try.

-Yeo WenBin
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Ok, the above is just like some sudden inspirational streak after i keep seeing mas selamat's name appearing everywhere. haha, that means my writing skills are coming back! yeeeeha!

wooots!

"A human can't have dreams,
If he doesn't even bother to sleep."
-Yeo WenBin

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Submittion Of Details for Subject Specimen 053-348A

Hmmm,been feeling in forms here and there. Later here got personal profile form, there got personal profile folder. sickening la.Like You put in so much of your personal information, answer so many personal questions with answers that are unique to yourself. Just to realise that there are a thousand plus of these personal answers. And to the school, you're just one of these thousands. Where your most inner-most thoughts are just being stuffed into a drawer, together with everybody's else. Kinda makes you think how insignificant you are.

Ok... so, guess my class is quite ok, besides the major gender imbalance. Kenna sabo-ed to be class leader, looks like things are gonna get busy for me. Hmm, but compared to the 2nd month, things are definetly looking much better for me and for my future. Things are much calmer at home(though still chaotic), my social life's taking a turn for the better.

But seriously, i seem to lose every single gene of my literacy talent la. Tried coming up with a nice little quote but took so super-duper long cans. sickeningggg.

Just saw the freaking advertisement for step up 2, looks omg super cool la! I want to watch! ahhhh! haha i wanna watch leap years also(just because it's been a really long time since i cried. So thought it might be nice for me to let it out a little.)
So much nice movies, so little time. gah.

Hmmm, super sians at home. nothing to do.

-The insignificant life of Subject Specimen 053-348A-

Sunday, March 02, 2008

This Love For Hatred

hmmm. bored, bored and bored.

been feeling this lousy the whole day. and used up the millions of hours of free time i have to spice up my links by up-dating and adding new ones.

so... horoscope says tomorrow i will be feeling super-duper cranky, and that my siblings better watch out for my super pms. hahaha my bro's problem, not mine.

being losing total touch with my literacy side ever since 08 started. ahh, can't have inspiration to write anything at all.and just last year i was spinning off stories and poems off the hook by the tens.

hmm, guess that's how it is. we're not meant to be at our best all the time anyway.

listening to maroon 5's harder to breathe.

*Is there anyone out there, cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe~*

yea. guess it's getting harder and harder to breathe.

-Life is a bed of roses, for there's always thorns under those beautiful petals-
Yeo WenBin's 8th quote of inspiration