Here it goes again

Just when you think that you're in control
just when you think that you've got a hold,
just when you get on a roll,
here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.

back!
one week. hmmm.
I've been feeling.lethargic.
badly lethargic.

At least during this week I managed to get quite some work done.
and managed to do some reading. (like 2 novels; going on 3)
So I would have said it is a week well spent.
BUT.
civics elective!
I so so want to go for 'innovation in life' where they have interview techniques and whatsnot.
But looks like coming on this morning was way too late. so stupid.
the only other choice I have now is 'innovation!'
why is it interesting?
because it's the only course that:
1)requires group of 5 people
2)Has utterly no mention on details whatsoever
3)Mystery!

So it has got to be exciting right?
not knowing what you're signing up for. ahha!
and with a name like 'innovation!' (note the Exclamation mark)
it has got to be upbeat, exciting!
now I'm left with finding 5 people to join with me.
Shall go and drag people... later.
Still have to do my AJ Idol article today.

Managed to borrow (Proof!)No it's not the fat people version.
It's the dream cast one.
the damn awesome one. AHHA.
shall go and watch it later!
(Like after this post later)

So much stuff to do today. today today.
And I'm so happy I get back my computer!
It's almost like going back to civilization after a week in the wild.
(just shows how reliant I am on technology. =[ )

ok guess that's all.

And sunshine burst in an array of light
of green, yellow and red.
In front of me.
And I can't seem to think.
But to stop;
and to stare.
I think:
the world is ending.

One week quarantine

gonna abstain from computer for a week.
that's probably the extent of it.
see you next sunday at 11.17pm!

Let the snow fall
on the white blanket
of innocence.

The Shot Heard 'Round the World

'Cause I found out there's no such thing as
A miracle, a miracle
And I know you can't hide
It's the shot heard 'round the world

So what seems to be the problem today?
I think... I have flu, cough and illness.
Say ahhh.
"ahhh"
Ahhhhh. I see. I'll just give you this prescription, say it's from Dr. Yeo WenBin
and they'll know what to do?
yes. yes they will.

Came down with a horrible illness.
Seem to have been spreading around Singapore like crazy.
First Tekong.
then my mum got it.
then classmates started getting it.
and then.
I got it.

On Wednesday, I started feeling very weak and felt myself burning up.
especially being in the air-con classroom for lessons 4 hours in a row.
Then fell down to a flash fever when i came home.
It's like a very minor fever sort of thing, when you can feel it coming on.
So my mum just fed me medicine after medicine.
And her "this medicine might be quite drowsy
equals you will sleep for 5 hours immediately after eating it
Sooo. yea.

Then on thursday I woke up in the morning, felt better, and went to school.
Still felt week though, but I decided ahhhh, don't really wanna spoil my perfect attendance
sooo just went.
It wasn't that bad.
Woke up on Good Friday.
Felt the illness coming on again, so i had the medicine again.
Heard elson and weeseng were going to shaun's place for stayover.
For preparation for a steamboat party on saturday =(
While I just stayed at home and stoned online.

Then on Saturday I went over at around 12 cause at 10(they were still sleeping)
ahha. then i had a greaaat time. (thanks shaun!)
the man u vs chelsea game was awesome. HAHAHA.
partly because chelsea won.LOL.

Ok but that second goal was a fluke.
It was quite obvious. ahha.

we were all expecting a "offside"
when the scoreboard switched to 2-0
HAHAHA.

So. Today's sunaday.
And I haven't done any work at all.
this is so bad.
I shal try to revise abit of geog today.
but largely stoning online today, methinks.
Want to catch up on gg.
HAHA.

And I had 2 weird dreams last night.
the first one.. i can't remember.
Cause When i woke up from it at 4am,
i only saw my brother still using the computer and not sleeping yet. -.-
then the second one.
Is.. awfully weird.
It's scary to an extent.
but the ending of the dream.
wow. the ending.
it's....
utterly unpredictable.
I'm still in shock.
But i checked dream interpretation on google:
and it looks like... my future is going to be
one of bliss, and easy living. ah wells.
(I didn't say it was a bad ending)

Alright, Sir, here's your medicine as prescribed. Hope you get better soon!

With creation,
there must come destruction.
It has been shown.
Long ago in Chinese History,
Wood, Metal and Earth creates
while Water and Fire destroys.
Long ago in Medevial Times,
Earth creates,
while water, air and fire destroys.
It is inevitable.
The question now is not to stop destruction.
But rather, to use the force of destruction,
as a tool to re-create a creation.
Fire can burn down wood.
But fireplaces are not possible without wood and fire.
And this is why
creation and destruction
must work together.
Not one against the other.

Season: Autumn