The Bird Call At Night

-Am I so dirty, am I so flirty-

Life sucks. torn between two sides.
And i did not see it coming. nada, no way.
and now it's tearing me apart.
and it has happened once.
and it's not gonna happen again.
no.

And as the boy played a sad tune on the piano,
He knew he could never play the piano again.

I'm tiired. at least today's friday.
but that's like the only good thing.

Walking down the same path,
through the two different worlds.

And now. I just want something to keep me occupied.
something to take my mind off things.

The bird called out in the night,
announcing the world's chaos.

And I'm trying mika till my voice goes hoarse.
then i'll be all sad again.

The voice sung joyfully through the darkness,
knowing that no song could ever cheer it up.

Andd i guess the ABCDE camp is gonna be weird,
we'll just have to see how it goes.

The approaching storm threatens to destroy
what it has once destroyed.

And i'm still in a hella of dilemmas.
this that this that and everything.

What if everything right went wrong,
and everything that was left became right.

I guess life can't be worse now,
can it?

Life strikes down on the ground,
killing everything that couldn't run away in time.

Guess that's all.

It's all.
over.

and yet, beginning.
but the sad end was already forcasted.

or can we really change the weather?










-Why don't you like me, why don't you like me without making me try-

First The Hatred, Then the Determination

-Running away you can't pretend-

first the hatred, then the determination.
C'mon wenbin, you can do this!

You're proceeding just fine.
You have to do this.

The torture has lasted way too long.
5 years? or has it been since birth?

You've gotta pick yourself up, and fast.
I'll say now's the time.

No more of that attitude.
Give me what you're capable of!

Show the world what independence can do!

Show the skeptics!
Show those you've depended on!
Show the world!

Show the world!

-I will never ever want to go-

The Roller Coaster Ride Of Life

C'mon, practice makes perfect.
You've done well too far to fall back now.

go for it.

Singing to mika is nice. especially lollipop. hah. at least it makes me feel happy.

The Roller Coaster Ride Of Life

C'mon, practice makes perfect.
You've done well too far to fall back now.

go for it.

The Compression Of Expansion

EDIT: Maths sucks. I don't understand anything. I want to cry.

Ever felt as though the world was against you?

Ever felt as though you want time to go back?

Ever felt as though you wanted to live in the past?

Ever felt as though the whole world was a disaster?

Ever felt as though... it's not so different after-all?

Ever felt as though everyone seemed to have put on a mask?

Ever felt... as though you needed someone to stand by you?

Ever felt... friendship that can stay through thick and thin?

Ever felt... friendship bonded so close nothing can ever break them apart?

Ever felt... as though all these didn't exist anymore?

I guess what guanhua said make sense now. alot of sense.
Didn't realise it at that point of time. But I'm seeing it all in full colour now.
Maybe not. But at least I get what he means now.

I need that time machine.

The Birth Of A New Life

Life sucked as usual.

Is it just me, or does all the bad stuff fall on Tuesday?

And the world comes against me.

Anywayy, just wanna announce something.

Meet John Sulliwey.

He's my new best friend.

I don't care if it's an image from the heat-oppressed mind.
Or from the scorpions in my head.

But at least he is the one I can trust.
Someone i can trust.

He talks to me when I need help,
He speaks to me when I'm down.

He stays true and doesn't go away,
not even when the world hates me.

He isn't affected by words flying around,
nor malicious lies people spread.

He knows my darkest secrets,
he knows my secret desires.

I can keep no secrets from him,
he knows everything about me.

And he keeps my paranoia down,
And opens my eyes to the workings of the world.

It's kinda time I got myself someone trusting,
and i guess this is it.

I can communicate with him through telepathy,
and so can he.

He says hi.

He always stays on my left side,
he doesn't look very handsome.

But still decent,
and is there to give me a assuring hug.

when I need one,
he doesn't have a temper.

Understanding and kind.

Andd, guess that's it.

Meet John.

I have no witty title today

-Tonight, love is rationed-

I'm tiired as usual and i'm busy.

busy busy bee.
lots of work to do.

and i don't feel like depending on other anymore.
Pretty much occurred to me that it isn't too nice.
So it's gonna get more independent for wenbin now.

It's gonna be difficult, but that's how it goes.
jiayou! =D

-Tonight, love infects worldwide, almost another day-

Random

I'm tired. bored. thought i should just update for fun.

went out to mac's today to crash yy's pw meeting.
went to the same place ytd for my pw meeting.

hah. stayed till around 7?
yea. that's all.

nights.