I've been high, I've been low

and now I'm just hungry.


Last day of army for the year!
looking forward to the week ahead.


Plans, plans and plans.


got my way into survey!
So I'll be doing more geography fieldwork.
for the next 2 years.


at least I'm learning lots more new thing,
and a jungle hat.
We should not forget about the jungle hat.
NO.MORE.HELMET.


as for today, 
I'll just probably lull.


I think there are so many things,
I could have done so much better.


But the important thing, i guess,
is I did it anyway.


A rainy afternoon.
Would someone save me?

Maybe snow ain't that good after-all.

Mood swings.

Back for a few hours, before heading on back into camp.

Is it just me?
Or does everything seem so meaningless?
it all ends up revolving around something, or someone.

So many things in the world,
that can make us happy,
that can make us sad,
but often.
It just boils down to that.

Feelings are too easily altered,
which of course,
make them too easily manipulated.

Perhaps that is why there is always something more,
that everyone is looking for out of life.
that little bit of something outside the box,
that no one ever thinks of.
Maybe, it is just...contentment.

Not looking for what is outside the box,
IS the thing that lies outside the box.

Or maybe
I am just depressed,
and dammit.

Must be the rain.
Or the snow.

Oh how i wish there was snow.

Shake it up, shake up the happiness

Went to the MPH book fair with yanjie yesterday!
Thought it would be crowded.
But it was kinda empty,
despite the crazy amounts of people loitering at expo.

But the air-con inside was set at sub-zero.
Maybe it's their way of preserving books?
Set in ice.
and to prevent crowds, of course.


Managed to get get some books I've been eyeing for quite some time!
Could find some books, couldn't find some.
But I guess I'll be making a trip down to kino soon, anyways.

Went back home on the MRT,
took the wrong line, 
so ended up travelling from tanah merah to changi airport.... 4 times.
only reached home around 11.
at least it didn't break down halfway.
heh. 


With my gameboy and all,
I'm really gonna need the discipline if i'm going to finish the books.
hah.