haha. bored. enjoying being bored now. a few more days and i would be suffering 2 whole years of not being bored.
still tirred. tomorrow is super-sickening cans. 4 whole periods. gah. sickening AND stupid. wonder when we can get our pdgs. really excited to know. and i just realized that only 6 people are taking my combi. and there are no boys taking the same combi as me! ahhhh.
now, I'm still bored. and waiting for a kind soul to msn me. boring boring night.
-When Creation comes alphabetically before Destruction-
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
When the competition's just heating up
ok... i know it's a bit dumb that i'm posting like 2 posts within the time span of just a few minutes. but i don't care. so there.
hmm... just when i thought of the possibility of removing this exterior, more competition popped up. looks like i'm gonna need to don on this a little while more. until everything has settled in place. i just hope i don't get too addicted to it. But even with this new-found illusion that came out to save what's left of my emotional being from being destroyed, i still don't know whether i can survive the competition. It's just too strong, they have experience, the looks and practically everything that can beat me face-down if not for my illusional exterior. now, do i try to survive in this environment, or beat my way up and conquer it all?
i'm so gonna go emo tomorrow. stupid sickening 2 hours.
hmm... just when i thought of the possibility of removing this exterior, more competition popped up. looks like i'm gonna need to don on this a little while more. until everything has settled in place. i just hope i don't get too addicted to it. But even with this new-found illusion that came out to save what's left of my emotional being from being destroyed, i still don't know whether i can survive the competition. It's just too strong, they have experience, the looks and practically everything that can beat me face-down if not for my illusional exterior. now, do i try to survive in this environment, or beat my way up and conquer it all?
i'm so gonna go emo tomorrow. stupid sickening 2 hours.
This Illusional Exterior
hmm, back.
no one to msn now. borrred out of my mind. thinking about how i'm gonna be spending 2 hours rotting in the audi listening to useless stuff just creeps me out more.
you know, I've been really thinking. How much I've gone through from sec sch to jc. Though it has just been a short 2 months, but I've donned on an exterior. This little illusion that tricks everyone after I've been critically injured at the beginning. I've been wearing this exterior so much it's starting to be addictive. After all, it gets me what I've always wanted. But deep down, i know how this is not me, how I'm not meant to be. And how, just like spiderman3, this exterior is starting to take control of me. I need to do something, but what? It's just too addictive.
ok, enough of such stuff. this is a public blog dammit. yea, so, i'm still borrred. MSN! ahhhhh
When the carpet in front of you has a bump, will you straighten it, or just walk past?
-Yeo WenBin's 8th quote of personality
no one to msn now. borrred out of my mind. thinking about how i'm gonna be spending 2 hours rotting in the audi listening to useless stuff just creeps me out more.
you know, I've been really thinking. How much I've gone through from sec sch to jc. Though it has just been a short 2 months, but I've donned on an exterior. This little illusion that tricks everyone after I've been critically injured at the beginning. I've been wearing this exterior so much it's starting to be addictive. After all, it gets me what I've always wanted. But deep down, i know how this is not me, how I'm not meant to be. And how, just like spiderman3, this exterior is starting to take control of me. I need to do something, but what? It's just too addictive.
ok, enough of such stuff. this is a public blog dammit. yea, so, i'm still borrred. MSN! ahhhhh
When the carpet in front of you has a bump, will you straighten it, or just walk past?
-Yeo WenBin's 8th quote of personality
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Do the D.A.N.C.E
hah. nothing's up with the title. just listening to the song now and thought it's pretty cool.
went to pepper lunch with yee ching, cheryl and madelyn today. chinjuen was suppose to be accompany-ing me but he went off to pei his mum and brother.
first time eating pepper lunch lehh. so funny like go into the restaurant dunno how many milllion times le but always never go and eat their food.
then chatted, saw a lot of aj people walking in and out. lol.
hmm, i'm damn upset with my uniform la. stupid pants. size 34!?! wah lao. and the worse thing is, it fits! omg la.
i'm so going aneroxic until i reach the 20 plus range.
sickening.
guess that's all. i'm super-duper chao bored now. ahh wellls.
went to pepper lunch with yee ching, cheryl and madelyn today. chinjuen was suppose to be accompany-ing me but he went off to pei his mum and brother.
first time eating pepper lunch lehh. so funny like go into the restaurant dunno how many milllion times le but always never go and eat their food.
then chatted, saw a lot of aj people walking in and out. lol.
hmm, i'm damn upset with my uniform la. stupid pants. size 34!?! wah lao. and the worse thing is, it fits! omg la.
i'm so going aneroxic until i reach the 20 plus range.
sickening.
guess that's all. i'm super-duper chao bored now. ahh wellls.
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