100th post.

ok. so this is my 100th post.
However, all is not well.

First, the good things.
1)Suppose to be studying wif daryl but alex was trying to force daryl onto wilson and blah.Pretty obscene.In a sense.

2)Watched Macbeth, was late for 15 mins, but the show rocks. damn nice.Worth my 21 bucks.

Then, the not-so-good things.
1)There's chinese O's on Monday and yet I didn't study enough.

2)Can't bring myself to take up the info and study.

Finally, the bad things.
1)Went home happily, den found my parents fighting in the kitchen.
sigh. I thought it was all over, and now.
Why must it be before my O's! There's no way I can study now with them screaming and fighting.

2)Seemed like they were fighting over the same things over and over again. Money.
I dunno what happened, but when i walked past them, I heard my dad forcing my mum to give him her bank account numbers.

3) So I'm terrified, and hiding inside my room now.

Feel like crying out, but nothing comes out.

With rock music blasting in my ears to block out the shouts of my parents and not being able to do any chinese, I did this instead.

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Family Day
Done By: Yeo WenBin

A vase flies across the room and smashes on the wall.
A Trophy soars up and scratches the ceiling.

Words Fly,
Hands Poised.

"Give me your bank account numbers!"
"Don't touch me, you monster!"

In a corner,
in a room.

Sits two children.
Huddled together.

Tears are flowing down their cheeks.
They are hapless, terrified.

A knife goes up.
A bamboo pole is held.

The children stares in silent horror.
Blood splurts, a cry goes up.

The children cries out in silence.
Tears flow, huddling together.

A TV screen is cracked and broken.
A rice cooker goes out of the window.

On a table, sits a piece of homework.
On another, stands a pencil holder.

Both was crashed down in fury.

Fury and Hate rushes through the parent's mind.
Horror and Pain takes control of the children.

This is the meaning of a family.
This is but afterall, just a family activity.

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It pretty much explains my feelings about all this nonsense.
Why am I in such a family?
Just what did I do to deserve this?

Really need someone to talk to.
Oh. and during the june holidays, they are going to be raging a war at home.
So I'll be going to leave my house.
Probably never to go back.
Not until they sort out their nonsensical quarrels.
yes, I'm going to li jia chu zhou.
If no one if going to take me it.
Then I'm just going to sleep on the bus-stops.
Being wanting to try it anyway.

sigh.

ok. haven't blog for a week, before i start:

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In loving memory Of My grandmother.


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ok, having said that, I shall start my blog post.

so, had some sort of literary corner where i put all my literary inspirations in
it's at:

http://www.poeticpalace.blogspot.com

It's lame.
but un-lame at the same time.

ok.

seems like this blog's high time is over. no one ever visits anymore.
maybe it's a good time to keep this blog private.
sigh.

anyway, O's for chinese is in 5 days time.
and tomorrow is english prelims.
Which couldn't have been a worst timing for english.

i can't wait for chinese and english exams to be over.
need to cool down, or else I'll overheat soon.

Relationships are a flop at this point of my life.
A closer analysis shows that I'm suffering the same problem as Rose Hsu.
Go read Joy Luck Club.
So all my relationships are going to fall if i don't do something.
But what can I do?
It's just crashing all around me.
To solve this problem, I would have to go deep into my afixed personality.
And that would mean a turning point in my life.
This is now definitely not the time for me to do this kind of thing.

So I can just watch, as everything starts crashing down.
I wanted to says something, but i forgot.
Same goes for the other thing i wanted to say.

I shall change my blog skin soon.
I shall study hard.
And I shall seek solitary.

ok.
I still can't remember what i wanted to say.

oh ya, tomorrow's prelim paper.
sucks.
I'm super worried about having writer's block.

My brain seems to be detiorating worse than a century old man.

Some random facts about the world around me:
1)LMW has brain lags.
2)English prelim is tomorrow.
3) Chinese prelim is in 5 days' time.
4)Life sucks.
5)Joy Luck Club has a fetish for Macbeth
6)Macbeth also has a fetish for Joy Luck Club.
7) Thus in conclusion, Amy Tan is Shakespeare's wife.
8) Even though it's not logically possible as they live in different eras.
9) But do i look like I care?
10)I don't.

ok.
End of WenBin's sad story for today.

-For Love and Hate goes hand-in-hand-