When Life play with yours.

i hate it when i keep blogging about disappointing stuff.
but i guess life ain't always great.

In fact, it just seemed to have taken a great downfall.
And yea, it's happening blam on the spot of my social life.

Before I go on, I'll just do another dumb stupid poem that no one bothers to read and sucks totally.

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Life
By:Yeo WenBin

When we are born, Life unrolls the carpet of life,
It can be tattered and torn, or a majestic red carpet.

But it's still the most powerful carpet of life,
One that we will have to walk on till the end.

As we grow up, Life starts twisting and turning the carpet,
If he's bored, he might just use it to make a roller-coaster.

But we still have to walk on,no matter how hard,
For we are just puppets of Life.

The carpet of life will split.
The paths will be displayed.

Fate will determine the number of splits the carpet should have.
While Faith will choose which path to take.

As humans walk down this difficult carpet,
Life watches on.

Some of them will fall down the path,
ultimately to their death.

Still, Life watches on,
Sometimes shouting in glee.

Soon, we will walk to the end of the carpet,
into a dead end.

It is then we must jump,
Into the hands of death.

Life will watch,
bored.

And start unrolling another carpet,
For a new life to suffer.

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yea, it doesn't rhyme
and it probably doesn't make sense.

So.

My social life is screwed up.

I guess this phrase is making sense after all.

"For every rung up the virtual society,
you will drop down 10 rungs of reality."
---Yeo WenBin

sigh.
I guess I probably got accused of something i didn't do.
again.

My horoscope tells me I am heading towards a whole new change.
I guess that might just be somewhat true.

Life has split carpet again.
which will have 2 very important impact, probably on the rest of my life.

and behind me, are friends,
friends who seem to have lost their trust.
Rushing up, they're forcing me to make a decision.

So, it's either I'll have to leave this group of friends which i have taken a liking to.
Or I'll have to change my way of life.

Changing my way of life does mean what I've decided in my previous post.

sigh.
Why must I have this now.
Why must Life play with my Carpet Of Life.

Sigh.

When Life start playing with you.

When Life wants to play.

So, back.
Few things to blog.
I guess no one ever visits anymore.
That means I have my own privacy.
finally.

First things first.
Chinese was done ok.
not well done, but not li ti either.

Have to change blogskin soon.

ok, now for the important part.
I heard something i guess i should not.
I really don't know how to say this.
I'm dying to blog this down, yet is afraid of people reading this.

ok fine.
I shall start encrypting my important words.
Probably this will deter people from getting what i am going to say.
I'll rather wrong views and guesses den screwing up my social life even worse den it already is.

ok here it goes:

After some thinking, I've decided to stop it. κουτσομπολιό is becoming a tempting
gift but a terrible curse in disguise.
Took me long enough to realize it too. And it had to come from some of my well, closer friends.
Thinking about it, shaun's nick message was thought to be pretty weird. But after what I've heard, it's making some truth after all.
I've acquired this bad habit of κουτσομπολιό from them, but perhaps I got myself addicted , and now I'm in trouble.
One of men's greatest survivability factors would be adaptability. It harms and heals, destroy and creates. Flows like the river, then hardens itself like a rock.
I guess I would need that factor pretty much about now.
Thinking back, all these pretty much doesn't make sense to me. So much less then anyone who's reading this.
But yea, I might have reached a turning point in my teenage life, and it came so suddenly.
So the decision is in front of me.
My heart tells me to stay still, while my mind encourages me to go for the route of change.
I guess I'm following my mind this time.
κουτσομπολιό shall be blocked, all those κουτσομπολιό I've known shall just remain deep inside forever. And no more shall go in.
I guess that's how human's lives are. To be able to detect the harmful things, and block them out before they destroy you beyond cure.
Even though I found out about this accidentally, but I guess after I think about it, it might just be some sort of blessing in disguise.
ok. This is it. For those who have guessed, don't spread it.
I'll really appreciate that.

ok. That's the main point in my post today, some nonsensical thing that means a lot to me.

I'll end this post with one of damain ng's saying:
"Change is the only constant in our lives."
--Damain Ng

How true, too.