The Confused Aftermath

Hmmmmmm.just submitted my application for JAE. gonna attempt science.

Anyway I just finished watching step up. brilliant show. damn nice lar.

Damn borrred. now. Luckily monday don't have to hand up any homework, or else I'm dead.

Went out with og yesterday. damn fun. too bad we've only like a few more weeks together before we're gonna get seperated.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh. feeling sians again. dunno what to do sia.

Maybe I should post again later. seeya.

FIRST EDIT:

ahhhh.outside is bungled with customers now. and there's this freakin' irritating girl who doesn't let me eat in peace. she keeps on coming to the kitchen and talking to me and making freaking weird actions. ahhhhhhh.

Explosion Of Paranoia

hmmmm. ahhhhhhhhhhh.
Kinda expected my results. ><

EXPECTED: (Real results in Brackets)

English -A2(A2)
Chinese -A1(A2)
E maths- A1(A1)
A maths- A2(A2)
Combined Humanites- A2(A2)
Pure Lit- A2(B3)
Physics -B4(B3)
Chemistry- C5(B3)


See, my expectation so zhun one. ><

eh my chem improve from F9 in prelim 3 to B3 in O's lehs. Not bad rights.
anyway I've got 12-3=9 points.
Aj's science cut-off is 8. darn darn darn.
So means i have to go arts le. Since it's 10.

But i'm planning to gamble to try and make it into science.
cause but i dunno whether the affiliation points still stands if i go for arts in the 2nd choice.
If it doesn't then i rather not take the risk.

ahhhhhhhhh.
Hmm heard jason got 9, irwin got 9, jenna got 10 and zihao got 8.
so guess we'll be seeing each other in aj.
gah. I dunno whether to be happy or sad.
Happy cause i get to stay in aj arts.
But sad cause i wanted to go aj science.
damn damn damn.

EDIT:

eh i just received my tarot reading for today. Normally i don't read them, but i decided to today.

Here it is:
The Three of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in celebration. I am not alone. I embrace the pleasure of the moment and share the beauty and joy of a common bond within my sisterhood. I am empowered by inclusion and my gift is spontaneous rapture.


okkkk. So I should be happy. WOOTS! =D


SECOND EDIT:

ahhh. don't know whether the tarot is right. but I'm starting to feel down le. Looking at everyone around me smashing single digits while i get my miserable 12. I'm regretting taking lit. If I had taken history none of this would have happened. Now I'm freakin' stuck in between. You, know, if life really is a carpet, the carpet is really damn slippery now. I'm getting paranoia about everything around me from how people are looking at me to how I'm troubled over feeling happy or sad.

this sucks. I hate lit. I'm never gonna depend on lit ever again. never.
now at least i understand why people say money comes before ambition.
and why so many of them are forgoing their ambition to go for higher-paying jobs.
It just hurts to follow what you like.
See what happened when I took lit?

I'm seriously freaking bored and pek chek now.
I just wanna hit something suddenly.
gah. this feeling sucks.

-To be stuck between happiness and sadness-

Bomb Of Terror

hmmmm. 44 more hours to O's release. wah, time flies so fast.

had PE today. horrible. like worse than cat high pe cans.
at least cat high one can pon and slack and stuff.
Hmm, on a brighter note, I'm not the slowest. seems to have a whole gang of people slower than me. =x so maybe i'm still ok.

Hmmm, my expected results for O's:

English -A2
Chinese -A1
E maths- A1
A maths- A2
Combined Humanites- A2
Pure Lit- A2
Physics -B4
Chemistry- C5

ok course I'll hope for a better result sheet than the one above.
But i guess this is how it'll be. In fact, I'm terrified I'll screw up lit.

But knowing my extreme paranoia, i won't screw up.

I WON'T SCREW UP.
STOP WHAT YOU ARE GONNA SAY.
I'M GONNA ACE THIS THING.
DON'T CURSE.

lol, going siao over paranoia le. ><

aiiya, it'll turn out better than i think de la.
always have, always will.

DON'T TELL ME OTHERWISE.
I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT.

=p really going siao le me.

lots of homework. already have 2 tests tomorrow le.
aj really lives up to it's name of being a mugger school.
the whole school is practically a huge study area.

Hmmm, I made it as a OGF. Hopefully, that'll be the heavenly beings assuring me that I'll be able to make it into ajc safely.

alright. guess that's all. gonna finish up my econs homework and study for geog test tomorrow.

seeeeeeeeeeya! =D

The Ticking Horror

ahhhhhhhh. 60 plus more hours to O results' release. I MUST stay in ajc. oh god, please please please. ><

aiiya, trying not to think so much about the results.

but very sian leh, like no mood to do any homework and stuff.
Trying to put them off until Thursday when i receive my results.

Tomorrow got sickening pe again. sians.

and tomorrow's timetable is like so freaking hectic cans.

ahhhhh.

damn borrrred.
maybe i'll pop by to post later.
gah.

The Skill Of A Lifetime

ahhhh. Whole body pain. Had a lot more scars than i thought. ><

Went out with OG yesterday to east coast. decided to go for a double bike since i don't know how to cycle. But they insisted on teaching me halfway. Had a pretty hard time since my steering sucked. Then when i kinda got the gist of it, i went on a single bike. While going up the hump on a uphill, I kinda lost control and went tumbling onto a bush. the bush BROKE. gah. must be a damn weak bush. anyway the bush was like so thorny cans. I kenna scratch here and there.

Then while coming back, i lost control again and smashed into a girl. =x

had a lot of near accidents on the way also.

so, i have 5 scratch scars on my palm. though i only had 3.
2 scratch scars on my arm, thought i had 1.
one patch of skin missing from my elbow.
one more missing on my knee.
2 long scars beneath my knee that i never knew existed.
1 few more here and there along my leg.

pain pain. ><

and i never kenna infected! ahhhhhh! means monday have to go PE le. sians.

Hmm, then went bowling. Also first time bowling. ><
had beginners' luck though. managed a strike.

awwww, right. guess that's all. really fun day.
Hope we can like go out next Saturday again or something.
My pdg is like so borrring cans.

hmmm, msn convo tonight. besides that, I think that's all.

seeeeeeeeeeya! =D