Friday The 13th.

dunno why I'm posting now.
prehaps cause it's friday the 13th today.
or because I'm bored.

ah well.
No thing actually unlucky happened.
In fact, I was kept at peace of mind throughout the whole day.
I'm tired though.
=X

So, I'm bak frm chinese tuition.
and I'm tired.

hmmm, I seem to have a habit of repeating myself.
and typing out short sentences.
ahh well.

Feel like writing a novel.
But it's probably not the time.
Cause it's the O lvls.

Was "act-fighting" wif elson in elective geo class today.
until his lips started bleeding.
I guess i hit him a little too hard.
SORRY ELSON! =X

Anyway, i was reading through Yahoo!Answers
There was this very interesting topic under philosophy that caught my eye.
All the other questions were the standard few like
What is Life? blah blah blah
But the one i found interesting was,
"What is the definition of a hole?"
Is a hole considered something, or is a hole considered nothing?
So, in other words,
Is a shadow defined as absence of light?
Or is it defined as something?
Pretty interesting.
=X

So I'll log off now.
Schedule for tomorrow:
9-11am
Physics remedial wif steven.
1-3pm
Maths at Ee's House.
Go Home.
Sleep.
Use com.
Eat.
Study.
Sleep.

So no life sia. =X

HEH.

okay.astrologies are very contradicting. One might say they are paradoxes.

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I shall start with my astrology for tomorrow:
One says:

Are you wrestling with a difficult situation? Before the tension leaks over into other areas of your life, be open to the possibility that someone else might have a lot of input into this issue. Ask for advice

Another one says:

What are you going to do with all this positive energy flowing through you? There are way more options than you may realize -- and each one is going to be more fun than you'd think!

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If i'm gonna have a difficult situation for tomorrow and I'm going to be feeling a lot of tension,(1st prediction)
How do i get all the positive energy that is flowing thru me?(2nd prediction)

And If I'm going to be feeling tensed,(1st prediction)
how is each option going to be more fun den i think? (2nd prediction)

argh.
astrologies boggle my mind.
But they bring a little sort of thrill,
by letting me know a bit abt the future. =X

P.S. I hope the 2nd prediction comes true though, i dun wan to be feeling tensed tmr.

ANYWAY.
got 22/30 for compo. =X
amanda said the parallel was good.
I though i put too many parallels inside.
My brother didn't understand the whole story.
ah well.

I'm sian.
gah.haha.
Something's bothering me a lot. But no one will know.
Cause,
1)It's virtual
2)and it's just a guess.
anyway I'll know the result tmr. hopefully.

I'm tired.
Went wif drew junhao and feng to j8 today.
while waiting for junhao in popular, i picked out this book.
pretty interesting.
"20 types of most difficult people."
or something along that line.
fun book.heh.
I'm the moaner and groaner. =X
loves to complain. hah.
According to the book, to counter a person like me...
NOT TELLING! =D
find out urself.

gah.
there's joy luck club test tmr.
and I FORGOT TO BRING MY DAMN BOOK HOME.
ass.
maybe i left it in..
4-9.
I'm not very sure.
ya, i tink i did.
SIAN.

My hit counter just reached 5k plus.
Looks like there are still people bothering to read my ranty blog.
My life is too public.
Maybe I should start privatizing this blog. =D

SO.
Life's boring.
School's sian.
My virtual personality is seducing me again.
AND.
I'm worried for NAPFA tmr.
AND.
JOY LUCK CLUB.

I wonder why I'm worrying.
if my blog doesn't make sense, it doesn't matter.
cause IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO.
=X

Sometimes i wonder why i was born like that.
I guess all teenagers in singapore wonder too.

I HATE MY LOOKS.(Please, I dun look Singaporean, I look china-ish.AND UGLY.)
I HATE MY PERSONALITY.(I'm way too submissive and timid-hearted. probably because of my name.)
I HATE MY LACK OF SELF-CONTROL.(I'm using the com now?)
I HATE EVERYTHING.

FINALLY,
I HATE MY LOOKS.
It's ugly.
but i wun consider going for a plastic surgery.
Cause i'll rather a ugly real face den a fake nice face.

SO,
I'M WORRIED FOR JOY LUCK CLUB AND NAPFA TMR.
I'M BEING EXTREMELY BOTHERED.



I HATE MY LOOKS.

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Nobody will understand this(except me):
yes, it has got something to me getting bothered.

Virtual travels parallel to reality.
When they intersect, disasters happen.
Feelings are hurt.
I am hurt.