Before the Lobotomy

Dreaming
I was only dreaming
Of another place and time

Soo. yeapp.
Woke up at 1 plus today.
got scolded by mum for something she was unwilling to do herself.

then tried to do geog tutorial.
Not really in alot of mood to do anything now.
I just want to sit here and rot.

Did i do the right thing?
ok i did the right thing.
but i guess it was the wrong time.
and the wrong place.
I would probably go "not again wenbin..."
but I guess it had to be.
now i'll just have to wait.
for what consequences may come.

I need something to cheer myself up.
So yesterday.
Results.
Kind of make me more motivated to study harder.
When it comes to the crunch,

I know I want to be those in the LT,
I want to see my name on the screen.
And I'll do anything to get there.
anything.

Reality's a living hell,
Illusion's the dead heaven.

Viva La Gloria

You made your bed in salad days
Amongst the ruin
Ashes to ashes of our youth

hmmm. sorry for the lack of update.
went out with the cat highers till quite late yesterday.
so by the time i came home went to bed immediately ><

and went out with 3208 for dinner today.
hoping they will all get awesome results tomorrow!
Makes me feel kinda weird.
like how I could be the one.
waiting for my results tomorrow.
sighh.

don't really know what to say today.
I have alot of things on my mind.
and yet I can't put it down in words.

Is it considered horribly hypocritical if you complain about something,
and yet you know you do it yourself?
but you can't help it because you just... hate it?
I guess the change have to start from me.
ahhh wells.

I just want to concentrate on my studies.
everything else can just shoo.

Do you want what you know?
Or do you even know what you want?

Season: Winter

Gives You Hell

When you see my face
hope it gives you hell
when you walk my way
hope it gives you hell

alright.
I wanted to type out the whole lyrics to that song.
but.
ahhh screw it.

going to be a short entry.
Cause i've got a minor headache.
and i need to study econs.
and i'm only on lecture 2.
and i need help for econs. LOL.

maybe this test may be a confidence booster.
even thought the P(passing the test)= 0.0000000000000000001
HAHAHAHA.

so yea.
just watched the matrix.
saw some new concepts i didn't catch the first, or second or third time i watched it. HAHAHA.

anyway! will leave off with some interesting facts:
the word "racecar" is spelt the same forwards and backwards
the word "suns" read the same upside down.
the fear of palindromes(words that read the same upside down or forward backwards) is called aibohphobia

Let the wind howl, let the thunder come,
for someone's going to suffer.
and it ain't gonna be me.

I should really compile all these one day. HAHAHA.
go away you stupid headache. shoo!

Season: Autumn

Our last summer

I can still recall our last summer
in the tourist jam, 'round the Notre dame.

so. yeap. back!
what did I do today.
well..
i woke up.
HAHAHA.

tried to do probability.
found out all my answers didn't seem to match the tutorial's.
the tutorials should really put an effort to make answers that are actually correct.
HAHAHA.

then tried to do geog.
which took like.... omg long.
cause i had to read the whole lecture note
and it was this thick
like..
really thick.
argh.

but managed to finish it in the end.

then came online.
watched like 3 episodes of gossip girl. HAHAAA.
and i'm here!

maybe gonna read abit of econs later. i guess. ahha.
I'm so going to screw up for econs.

reading MLIA now. bored. HAHAA.
ladida.

Life's picking up.

Season: Summer(OUR last summer.) AHHAHAHA.