so come one, come all.

Since I did a post on 2012 yesterday,
here's a post on 2013 today.

2013's going to be an interesting year,
and I am pretty sure that by this time next year,

my life is going to have undergone some drastic changes.

everyone's creating new year's resolution,
but i guess mine is just:

To be more alert from the year 2013.

I have been living my life as if i'm in a dream,
talking to those around me as though i'm behind a dreamy veil.
Not noticing until it is too late.

only alcohol seemed to be able to lift the veil,
but i'll make an effort to do it without the alcohol.

and by this time next year,
let's hope i'm a better person.

and maybe,
just maybe,
i can finally find out who i am.

The year in hindsight.

So, it's nearly the end of the year.
Figured i'll do a post just to recap my year.

Started 2012 newly enlisted into 35SCE.
ending 2012 preparing to leave that place.

So i guess most of my year's events have been in seletar camp.

At first, it was an exciting journey,
learning the works of an ops spec,
working,
things got tougher as the days went by,
things went wrong,
but everything fixed themselves in the end,
well, almost everything, at least.

i wouldn't say it was an enjoyable year,
but there were enjoyable moments,
the nights spent on the guitars,
the days spent on overseas trips with army buddies-leisure or otherwise.

the difficult moments were many,
i fell to some,
rose to some.
but it's made me tougher,
taught me skills,
mindsets,
that at the end of the day,
i'm just as strong as i want to be.

I've definitely finished off the year,
being a crazily different person from the start of the year.
for the better- in most parts anyway.

picked up clubbing,
had first gambling experience.

so i guess those weren't the better things.

i started off the year
thinking i knew what i wanted to be fulfilled.
though i ended the year
more confused than ever.

but it's a lifetime process,
so i'll work on that.

until then,
year 2012.