last night drives, all alone in my car

hiiya. boo. =)(
that's my sad/happy face.
cause it's half happy half sad. aha.

I feel like... the guy in that picture. aha.
it's kinda beautiful, yet sad and cold all at once.
ok im cold probably due to the air-con.
but sigh.
i'm a winter sort of guy, sooo. too bad.

played mahjjong with weeseng on viwawa.
smashed 8tai. damn happy. AHA.
i'm pro ok! hahahaha. ok fine it was just lucky. but still! hahaa.
we should play mahjjong and play money on rounds that i can win on
and on those that i lose, play for fun.
that'll be brilliant. haha.

guess that's all... right?
ohhh! merry post-christmas!
and i'm still doing holiday homework. how boooo is that man. =(
and i hate maths. unless i understand it.
i'm hard to please, lol!
And the secret friend from deep within the night ran away. LOL.
that's all? yea i think that's all.
bye-ya!

This is the world, coming down on my head

the world's crashing down.
bleh. I think i'm just highly irritated.
Easily irritable nowadays. not sure why.
I think the boredom/schedule/ lack of adventure is finally getting to me.

I need to go out and explore. NOW.
maybe a trip from the east to the west. how far is it again?
wait lemme check...
OK.
i can't find it.
darn. how can I NOT find distance from the east to the west?
that's just stupid.
I shall go and try again
...
...
...
ok from the singapore webbie
"Located at one of the crossroads of the world, Singapore's strategic position has helped it grow into a major centre for trade, communications and tourism. Its geographical location is 136.8 km north of the equator, between longitudes 103 degrees 38' E and 104 degrees 06' E."

DAMN. it still doesn't tell me anything. so what. it's like 136.8km? or is that from the artic circle?
ok then the world is WAYYY smaller than i thought it was. No wonder people can sail around the world so easily.

ok nvm I'm pissed off today.
and irritated. and irritable.
and i'm getting scolded left right center.
shit.

this is no fun.
tonight's no fun. =(
and it's suppose to be Christmas eve!
whatever happened to Christmas spirit and whatsnot.
well. i guess 18 years does make me a non-children.
so santa doesn't care about me no more. =(
no wonder tonight sucked so much.

I need a break. boo.
Anyway, merry freakin' Christmas i guess.

Secret friend from deep within the night says "Fuck Life!"

Hey, don't look at me, I'm not the vulgar one.
Bye-ya!

Or you could always give me some Christmas magic,
and make tonight a better night.

Season:Winter

Don't listen to them, their words are like guns

okk. back! yeap.


at like a time of 3.12am. which is like 123 but then it's like the 3 is in front so it's 3.12 and not 123 and i'm getting woozy just thinking about it.come to think of it, why is it that the number 1 feels so full everytime 312 compares its' differences with 123? cause 312 -123 = 189 sooo 1 ate 9! wooooo ok my mind is messed up. wheee.

ahh wells.
i seem to say ah wells way too often nowadays.
probably shows something about my attitude during the holidays.
haha but i don't know what.
giving up?
looking forward?
hmmmm.
ok I better stop doing it.
it's starting to irritate me already.

and now i'm using hmmm instead.
darn. i so need a creative phrase.
something like.... whooshhh.
or wheeee.
or .... ok whoosh sounds nice. so i'mma going with whoosh.
=)
sooo whoosh.

ok whoosh really doesn't sound not bad.
cause it sounds like basketball. see? whoosh!
and whoosh in basketball is a good thing!
and i know i'm just rambling on and on. nothing to do.
i just want to type. typiey type.
lala.

haha i wish singapore would snow soon.
or did i already say that before. hmmmm.
life needs to get more exciting!
maybe life should throw in an adventure or two.
singaporeans seriously are too sian liao.
we need to go and like... explore.
like maybe go and trek inside a forest
or sail in uncharted waters.
maybe go and fly a plane.
government should have like 'Singaporean adventure initiatives'
and then we can know more people also!

i mean the next best thing we have around these parts are... probably night cycling club.
wooo cycle in the night... how exciting! ok fine. to their credit, once or twice probably would be fun. but every day? i mean, it's like proof that Singaporeans need adventure! and this was probably the best they could get sooo.

my secret friend from deep within the night says hi!

I think i'm using this to hide the fact that i desperately need sleep.
but not really in the mood to sleep also.
ahh wells. walk one step count one step.

season: winter

I've been to the dentist a thousand times and so i know the drill.

hiiiya!

back for another update!
ok so yeap. same old.
sitting in front of the computer.
snickers beside me. (daily routine: my daily dose of something to keep me happy. AHA.)
so why do i feel so depressed suddenly?

ahh wells.

haha apparently the song 'dental care' from owl city calms alcohol and coffee don't mix.
and it got me thinking... hmmmmmmm.
I've never really tried that. coffee and alcohol
like caffeine and alcohol.
like what? gives something jitters and crazy mood swings and high at the same time?
awww man that would be SO awesome.
have to try it sometime. got to. ><

so back to the matter at hand.
feels sian. like everyday is seriously do holiday homework go computer.
do holiday homework go computer.
=(
isn't there anything fun to do anymore?
Life has GOT to be more interesting than this.
I hate routines. probably why i don't like holiday or school too much.

and why i wanna delve into the creative industries like human relations/spread propaganda about companies/ advertising.
Cause everyday are bunches of new ideas we get to work in groups. two of my most favouritest method of lifestyle. HAHA.

ok sorry getting out of topic.
wait.. what was the topic?
ahhh wells.

and it's like 1.40am now.
when will singapore start snowing?
wooo.
more homework tomorrow. yipee.
i so need more excitement in my life.
but i guess there are some circumstances that prevent me from having too much excitment.
MONEY for one.

this sucks. =(
ahh wells.
it's life... who knows?

Maybe a flying elephant would come in and pick me off to wonderland where i'll meet alice and kill the red queen and play cards using the card soldiers.
Heh. A birthday party would be nice too =)

pain. tired. sleep.

HELLO. back for another update! just came back from chalet!
ok you know? i don't really know what to post about now. haha.

just read the news and heard the 16 year old girl who wanted to break the world record by sailing the world solo just went missing.
cause the court didn't let her do it.
she kinda wanted to visit her birth place cause her parents gave birth to her out on the sea when they made the trip around the world.


Kinda makes me think. Sailing across the world could be fun too!
ok if i'm averagely-incomed i shall go backpacking around the world.
if not i shall go yacht and sail around the world.
maybe with a few close friends... hmmm.
awww man.
life feels more purposeful when one has a goal.
ahh wells. no goal tomorrow=bored. life feels meaningless somehow.
ahh wells. at least i'm going to get some homework done around here.
shall do the lit essay tomorrow.
even though i have absolutely no idea how to go about starting it.

Life. Who knows?

Season : autumn