Bad Company

I confess.

I think I'm desperate for company.
not company company like now company.
company like 24/7 company.

and.. i dunno why.
I feel.. weird.

This is getting out of hand.

There's a dark cloud, arising...out of the stormy sea

why do I feel so alone?

alone.

Cause we lost it all

ok. good stuff first.

NDP day:
woke up late. like 7.40 late.
rushed to school, sprinted the last stretch and wasn't marked as late. heh.

NDP performance was niceee.
ok la i think i missed having guys around and going crazy.
but still it was nice!

then the connect thing.
er.. nothing to say about that.

then after that went to kfc with zhiyang and alice to eat lunch.
then met up with pinglynn and herzad. then went for movie.
then met up with singyee yanying khai. then went to play arcade.
then went to watch movie.

JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH WAS AWESOME.
like damn nice!
kiddish kind of nice la!
must it's like the kind of movie that makes you go..
woahhh.
really man!
damn action packed.

ok then we went over to explanade planning to catch aca pella
but ended up not free.
so we went out to watch live band playing.
they were good!


after they finished at around 8 plus we went for dinner(actually only dessert) at swensens! only ordered fries, earthquake and veggie mix!



then after that we went for pool, parapara arcade and then headed on home.

now for the bad stuff.

i came home and found my dad sleeping on my bro's bed and vice-versa.
that means he(my dad) got into a serious fight with my mum.

shit man. just when i thought today could be a good day.
Now i'm just staying online, dreading tomorrow when they fight again.


Can anyone please rescue me out from this mess we call home?

False sense of.. false?

This sucks.

on a brighter note, i hope nothing goes wrong tomorrow.
or it's my head on the line.

>_<

on a even brighter note, i shall fully enjoy myself tomorrow.
and not care about like... ANYTHING ELSE.

one day of respite,

and then it's back to hell.

The Ceremony of Misfortune

You know... things haven't been good lately. and it just became official.

like.. i really arghh.
some one took my shoebag and left her pink nike shoe behind -.-''
and i mistook someone.
and i mistook someone. again.
like 3 bad stuff in a row.
not lucky man.

and then. academic's been dropping like faster than sky-diving.
i really don't arghh.
I NEED HELP.

who's out there to care?

and I've never felt more alone

-Just take me away-

Chaos (?)

omg i need black leather shoes.
like by tomorrow.

damn! where the hell am i suppose to find it.
rawrr!

Leaving the nest

I hate him.
inconsiderate bastard.

What's wrong with asking you to put on your damn earphones.
instead of blasting out your freaking horrible music.

I DON'T LIKE TO BE WOKEN UP 7AM IN THE MORNING BY A 'HEADSHOT' WHEN I SLEPT AT LIKE 2AM LAST NIGHT.

I DON'T LIKE TO HEAR STUPID DUMB MAPLESTORY MUSIC BLASTING THE ROOM WHEN I'M STRUGGLING WITH MY INTEGRATION.

AND I HATE TO BE THREATENED. ASSHOLE.

HYPOCRITICAL BASTARD. EVERYTIME SWITCHING OFF THE MUSIC WHEN I GO OUT TO COMPLAIN, AND ACTING ALL INNOCENT.

AND SWITCHING OFF ALL THE GAMES WHEN MY DAD COMES HOME SO HE SEEM TO BE STUDYING.

ARGHH.

this has to go, once and for all.
and if it doesn't settle, tonight,
I'm off, far, far away.

And don't bother with dinner,
I'll settle everything on my own.

Family sucks.
Fighting Parents,
Horrible brother.

Why can't I be some orphan who has rich parents who died and left me a huge lump of cash.

Don't bother.
He just switched off his music,
Cause my dad's coming home.

Don't bother,
with the dinner,
not tonight, not tomorrow,
for you won't see me eating a meal in the house.
not unless it's settled tonight.
and by the looks of it,
I better start preparing my plans
for my late night escape.

Astrological Advice

ok i'm back into my astrology craze thingy.
pretty much cause things ain't going too well.
and i don't even know why.
i think it's the people relationships.
ah wells.

anyway:

Libra for tomorrow:

If you are expecting to have a
super day, you will have a super day. And if you're expecting to fail,
today -- well, you get the idea. Remember that your attitude can sway a
situation. Not only that, but your attitude will sway the attitudes of
the people around you. Make sure you're putting out some positive
energy -- especially if you are going to be involved in a competition.
Showing that you are confident is the first step toward intimidating
your opponent (and making them doubt themselves more).

THANKS MAN.JUST WHEN I NEED SOME REAL ADVICE.
which idiot will have a super day if he feels lousy -.-''

ok anyway, i went over to my teen one, hoping for some better horoscope

Libra Teen for tomorrow:

Have you forgotten something big? Now is a good
time for you to listen to that little nagging voice in your head that
is trying to remind you -- before it's too late! Things should change
pretty soon.

yeaa. "things should change pretty soon", "have you forgotten something big" "nagging" "reminder". I think i have a pretty vague idea. and i'm pleased. hah. please please let it change for the better. Maybe if i cross-refrence and be all high and happy, things will change for the better! =DD

ahh wells, who am i kidding. it'll never happen.