I. don't. care. what. you. think.

ok the fall out boy concert has just been advertised again on 98.7fm!
I want to go watch! =DD
Who's willing to go with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

And david cook keeps on playing on the radio.
I think it's just nonsense. All these american idol crap.
Becoming an overnight star just doesn't cut it out.

A real star slugs hard and works for his/her dream.
Not go through some auditions and make it international overnight.
Doesn't even serve as a good role model.

I think I'm getting heated under the collars too easily.
I need to calm down.

I must have been too bored. rawr.
But I had a fun time starting on my commonwealth essay though.

Already have many many good ideas.
=D
Just don't know which one to use. haha.

Am feeling bored at home again.
So sickening.
I need someone to talk to.

shuckssss.

And the night sky overhead shone with the might of a thousand stars.

Weird Dreams. Triple Kill!

ok i had like 3 weird dreams. last night
like consecutively can!


super creepy.
ok the first one was.

someone got brutally murdered.
i think it was someone very very close to my family.

then we all got very sad.
then made plans to leave singapore and go america.
like get away from it all.

then when i went to school.
no one bothered.

like everyone just went about their own stuff.
only a few friends talked to me about it.

then we went but halfway something happened.
and we decided to return to singapore.

and when i went back to school.
no one bothered either.

then the second one was.

I was spider-man.
but apparentally i can't swing around and stuff.

and there was this Doom-like monster after me.
then I was damn afraid of getting killed.

but then the webs i shot out were super weak.

then something happened. i think the monster got to me.
then it was suppose to kill me.

but my partner(dunno who) blocked the shot.
and i only got a slash on the arm.

But blood was flowing everywhere.
and i just pretend-dead.

and it went away.

Then i woke up.
but was tired.

so went back to sleep.

and then i was out on a 4-5 outing.
we were like walking along singapore river.
it was at night.
across the bridge.

then they were complaining about the heat.
then some of them pass along their handphones and wallets.
took out their slippers
and all jumped into the ocean.

i was feeling pretty hot myself.
so i did the same.

yea then swam a bit.
played a bit
then woke up.

creepy eh.

shit.

I feel like crap. again.

Mood. ahhhh.

I must be suffering from my worst case of mood swing. ever. shit.

-Now if she does it like this, will you do it like that-

Booo.
Publications meeting today was.
Surprising, to say the least.

I didn't expect the teachers to freaking twist the cca to suit their needs.
Although with the right marketing methods, we're onto something here.

I mean, representatives of AJ?
hell that's big.

I guess this is really something to think about.
Really need to think if we're going to make it.

-Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that-

Still not feeling that good.
Going to school didn't make it any better.

See-ing everyone on to their own stuff,
busy with their work.

While I'm left behind.
sucks.

Guess I just gotta live with it.
Live and let live.

Who knows?
This year's batch might prove to be better =)

-Shake, shake, shake shake shake it-

rumours.

I suspect something very scandalous going on.
might have told some of you guys already.

But the feeling just keeps getting stronger.
And if it is proven true

I seriously will laugh like hell.
will totally make my day just thinking about the situation.

Something.

I need something to take my mind off everything. seriously man.
I'm way too arghh.

I think I'm crazy or something.
Like got some extreme mood-swinging la.

One second damn high one second feel as though the world has crashed on me or something.
arghh.

ok at least I'm gonna go back school tmr for publications meeting.
So at least there's like.. something to do.
yea.

come on. look over.

hahahhaa.

ok at least I'm happier now.
am on my bro's com.

looked through his music collection.
and i realize he collected alot of those super old comical chinese songs.
hahahahaa.

then there's this one:
对面的女孩看过来
that got me laughing to myself like hell.

hahaha it's super funny can.
and as a added bonus.
i went to look at the guitar score and learnt up that song.
hahahahaa.
super high now.

hahhaaha.
姐姐妹妹站起来 is hell funny also.
ok dont think you all know what songs i'm referring to also. so quite pointless.
and i can't believe they actually use electric guitar as an opening for the above song.
I mean, i think this song was recorded during my parent's generation? o.O


ok nvm. LOL.

Rain.

I'm feeling terrible again.
Hate being left behind.

this sucks.
going on msn and finding out no one's online.

Bored like hell.
Everything sucks.

Libra

I found this.

Libra
Symbol: the Scales
Ruling Planet: Venus
Ruling House: Seventh House
Element: Air
Quality: Cardinal
Body Parts: kidneys
Keyword: PARTNERSHIP
Date with destiny: Gemini, Aquarius
Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn
Where you glow: mediating
What makes you tick: charm
Fitness forecast: rowing
Play date: flying first class to Paris
Perfect jobs: beautician, personal shopper
Best accessory: a bottle of water
A sure thing: flirting
Destination: Fiji
Pleasure: cooperation, fair play, conversation
Pain: disharmony, solitude, decision-making
What's my line? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.


hahahah i dunno. but remember my few previous posts about paris? hahah it's like so spot on cans. and i wonder who's from gemini and aquarius. and yea i don't like solitude. but don't really have much say in that. =( NOOWWW. SHALL GO AND SEE WHO ARE IN THOSE SIGNS.

Sadness.

I think the sad period is going to come already. this month.

Hell I want to go to school.
The feeling of staying at home while everyone is busy doing stuff SUCKS.

I feel like I'm left behind and unwanted.
this sucks.

everything sucks.

taggied.

got tagged by feng to do a quiz.
so here goes:

1. Where is the person you want the most now ?

Uh.... at home typing on my bro's computer doing this quiz?

2. Where will you be 2 hours from now ?

Watching "The Terminal" on Channel 5 in my parents' room.

3. Last kiss ?

stupid question.

4. Does your ex miss you ?

another stupid question.

5. Does anyone love you ?

no. I'm emo. go away.

6. Can you make yourself sneeze ?

the creator of this quiz must have been damn bored.

7. Has your ex moved on ?

see? all the stupid questions.

8. What are you doing tomorrow ?

Meeting the principal. for 1.5 hours la. wth.

9. Are you easily confused ?

Don't even get me started on this.

10. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband ?

heh. wanna find out?

11. Where were you at 9am this morning ?

Sleeping. Somewhere in dreamland. And I saw a primary school friend there. hmmm.

12. Do you fall for people easily ?

yea. but I think this habit will wear off soon enough.

13. Everything happens for a reason ?

duh. wu feng bu qi lang, shuo shi bi you ying. HAHAHAHA.

14. What does your last text message read ?

"That's why i was hoping you'll tell me it's her. Hahas. But you don't know. So -pokes- Nevermind la. I'll know tmrw. =) eat more you!"

It really isn't what it seems to be.

15. What are you listening to right now ?

Boulevard Of Broken Dream--Green Day
(what's with the random songs lately. argh)

16. How was your week so far ?

hmmmm. busy busy busy. Open House, Publications and Giant Pens.

17. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't ?

yea. Alot of stuff. But it's pretty stupid. so yea. keep it to myself.

18. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again ?

Maybe I'll answer this question in a year's time or something

19. Do you sleep with the TV on ?

nahh.

20. Are you too forgiving ?

Get angry over nothing? and then think about it, feels dumb and by that time I'm already in trouble.so don't really get a chance to forgive people also. always end up the other way round.

21. Have you ever wanted to be a firefighter ?

eeeee. no thanks. not appealing.

22. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex ?

stupid creator. bias.

23. Who do you miss?

Cat High. Radin Mas Pri people. and you. =x

24. What was the last thing you put in your mouth ?

jackfruit from the fridge.

25. If you could have any car what would it be ?

Not really into car. But I guess having a sports car would be nice.

26. What are you stressed about ?

EVERYTHING.

27. Do you have anything in your pockets right now ?

nahh. nope.

28. How many windows are open on your computer ?

one? firefox.

29. In the past week have you gotten sick ?

nahhh. I'm healthyy!

30. In the past week have you gotten your hair cut ?

HAHAHAHAH. you think!

31. Who was your last call from?

me mum.

32. What can't you wait for ?

the terminal to hurry up start so i won't emo online.

33. What do you do most of your time ?

online, tv.I'm like freaking anti-social cans.

34. How much clothes do you have in your closet ?

Not alot? I need to go shopping soon.

35. On a scale of 1-10 , how good is life ?

around 3 to 4 i guess.

36. Will you and your ex ever get back together ?

If one more of this question comes out I'll kill the creator.

37. Do you think you'll be a good mother/father ?

heh. wanna find out this one too?

38. Are you high-maintenance ?

Not really. I'm more of a miser person.

39. Do people hate you ?

yes.

40. Do you trust your best friend ?

yeapp. =)
friends who cannot be trusted are pretty much POINTLESS, isn't it?
I mean, you have a friend and you can't tell him/her anything -.-''

41. What's your pets name ?

Don't really have one.

42 . If you could change one thing about yourself , what would it be ?

Looks. Looks. Looks.

43. Where is your father ?

Somewhere in Singapore working hard so I can have a good life.
I feel so bad for retaining now that I think about it.

44. Does the person you love know you love him/her ?

I'm not a very decisive person.

45. If you could tell him one thing , what would it be ?

huh?

46. 5 people you have tagged ?
Shaun, hani, cheryl,madelyn,jenna
(Just random-ing people from the top of my head. So if you're not chosen, you can rip this quiz too.)

So... Needa go back school tomorrow.
so sickening.

Need.