land of a thousand smiles,
though i think that's going to be the last thing on our minds
for the next 2 weeks.
Nervous.
I would go with nervous.
I have no idea what i'm feeling anymore.
it's getting so bad that i sometimes have to just stop
and think to myself,
'ok i'm worried. this is how it feels to be worried.'
i'm forgetting,
too fast, too soon.
i'm forgetting everything that I don't like.
everything I want gone.
and it's going to get me in trouble one day.
but maybe i'll figure out what I really want,
in the lands of the thai.
and until then,
goodbye.
