ok... i know it's a bit dumb that i'm posting like 2 posts within the time span of just a few minutes. but i don't care. so there.
hmm... just when i thought of the possibility of removing this exterior, more competition popped up. looks like i'm gonna need to don on this a little while more. until everything has settled in place. i just hope i don't get too addicted to it. But even with this new-found illusion that came out to save what's left of my emotional being from being destroyed, i still don't know whether i can survive the competition. It's just too strong, they have experience, the looks and practically everything that can beat me face-down if not for my illusional exterior. now, do i try to survive in this environment, or beat my way up and conquer it all?
i'm so gonna go emo tomorrow. stupid sickening 2 hours.
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