Friday, July 06, 2007

When things are in chaos

Now that family side has calmed down.
It's the social side that starts to rebel.
Why does fate love to play wif my life so much.

I've been hearing comments and snippets here and there.
And they're not pretty.

On the other hand, there's a internal war going on, with me right in the middle.
These are not pretty either.

and on top of that. My mom found some old scandalous photos i took of others and she keeps saying I'm the guy in the photo.
and she told me she's horrified I'm a gay.
I mean, what the heck! Do I even look gay.
she doesn't believe me and wants to show my dad later, who's a super anti-gay machoist.
so I'm dead.

god. and it's not just her.

I really need to clear my mind.
my world is in chaos.
and this has to change.
It begins with me.
It begins now.

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