Fugitive.

I think I'm mentally unstable.

Dad intends to cut off internet connection.
which is like... a good thing?

I hope I can get myself some company by then.
So i don't have to like come online so often.

Told my dad my future plans today at dinner,
when he asked.
and he seemed pleased.

But still...
something feels wrong.

I think I have self-esteem problem.
though the stuff are like... facts?
so they don't really count as self-esteem problems, do they.

And I feel like fighting against air for air.
this feeling sucks.

I need re-assurance.