Confusion Monhusion Kondusion

-I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive-

Lots of stuff to blog today.
Dunno where to start.
Had another sleeping marathon ytd night.
slept from 9pm to 7am.
Not bad eh.
Have to catch up on my sleeping what.

Then went to school.
haha went for hip-hop.
Felt a bit stupid at first. looking at yourself in the mirror.
But i guess it got pretty fun later.

Then went off with clinton and al and yuesheng and jermyn to al's house to play cards cause shaun wanted to finish his resilience workshop and we could not go his house and play xbox ><

then went to cat high.
saw jit huih and elaine goh.
I waved at valerie but she dao me!
hmph.
haha then hung around with junfeng and mrs chew later.
and john ang.
he went to school of american or something!
the teachers there drink booze in front of the students while teaching maths.
hahahaha.

Then popped off to orchard with junfeng to meet daryl and drew at around 6.
haha then later we went to mos to eat.
and then off to Big O's to have some chocolate brownie cake thingy.
super nice! =D
and i miss them so so so so much.

and you know.
maybe we haven't change as much as i thought.
not at all.
Exchanging stories about jcs, gossiping about school people,
sitting at the nice seat in Big O's, just hanging out and relaxing.
It's like a trip back to the nice past.
The past that i miss so much.
And i had deja vu there. hah.
I feel like all tearing when i those nice moments.
gahhh. I feel like a sissy. this sucks.big time.

And the little boy hides at the corner of the room.
cowering, crying.Tearing up at the attention others is getting.
And he decides to make a change.
He suddenly finds himself at the middle of the room.
Grooving out, joking.
He enjoys every moment.
Not caring that out of the corner of his eye.
He sees he's still at the corner of the room.
He doesn't care if it's an illusion.
The illusion absorbs him.
And he jumps in it.
Not caring.
Past bothering.

-I'm just down to find, the better part of me-

"In order to get something positive,
You'll always have to exchange it,
with something negative."
-Yeo WenBin