promised myself to be as happy as i can be this morning for a few reasons.
So woke up in the morning.
Walked to school while blasting all the damn high songs like mambo no.5 and happy bday by click five. Mix in a thick can of mocha in the canteen. wondrous results.
Sure, things around me are still bad. But now i do see stuff in a different light.
I see the goodness in people behind their bad. I see the joy of the environment I'm in.
Might be cause of a really nice chat with a really really good friend yesterday night, but i've got to say today was really nice compared to the previous weeks.
All the minor stuff that normally makes me emo now doesn't. And i actually wanted to curb my horoscope by being happy. thought i did it, but i guess i didn't.
For easy reference: this is today's horoscope.
You should take the loudest voice in the room seriously, today. This brash, crass person will tell you something no one else has the guts to say. The rest of the gang is busy shutting things out in order to keep pretending reality is exactly what they want it to be. You might want to dislike the obnoxious personalities who are in your life right now, but not all of them deserve your negative feelings: This particular loudmouth could prove to be a real lifesaver. Overall, though, you should watch out for indulging yourself too much.
It still came true. But guess what? I guess i forgot the last part of the horoscope. 'but not all of them deserve your negative feelings.' And it sure is true. I now see the good side. And also, I now see what the rest are see-ing me as.
And guess what? they're right. It slipped my mind, but i guess i really should take this into consideration.
You know, actually I wanted to comment that Life's unfair by just giving us one shot at things, but now I guess I've been viewing it at a way wrong angle.
Life's just like an arcade. A big, giant arcade. One where you can find all the most interesting games. Some games like "Exams" have been played so many times, but still few can get to the end, while some are lucky enough to find it's cheat code.I guess in my arcade, A new game has just been delivered. I don't have to state it's name. But it's been sent to a whole new area unexplored by me. I went to try it. Level 1 was really really exciting, it's unseen before graphics encouraged me to level 2. It started to get harder, and at level 4, the game goes FFA(Free For All) without me knowing it. My co-op partners now were against me.It shocked me, and i died many a times. I was starting to get desperate to pass the level. The more credits I dumped in, the more I lost hope. Then just when I was about to give up, i tilted my head to the side. Suddenly, the whole screen had a different view. There were no cheat codes, neither was it any easier. But now I saw the places where I could hide. Now I saw the places where I could win the level.However, it was still too difficult. Now, all my credits for this game is over. I am left with 3 lives. the first life was robbed off me as I explored the new area without any clue what was going on and got killed instantly. I am now playing my second life. I can get the gist, but I am still not sure of the controls.
Pretty good analogy eh? hmmm.
Anyway, guess I'm off to surf around.
haha.
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