Bring up Fate for questioning

'sup.

My NDU was...sigh.
I didn't even give a definite answer during the interview.
So my fate is still....totally in the hands of them now.

I'm just going to take whatever comes.
Since it comes and it goes,
and this is not going to have a long-term effect on me.
Or at least no negative ones I can think of right now.
Unless I die or lose a limb or two,
but i hope not. bleh.

Resting tonight.
Or should i say, resting for like.. one hour.
then i'm off to bed.
for two more timed pracs tmr.
and this week is suppose to be..
my more slack week.

Life.is.
not exactly in the best of terms with me right now.

Who knows?
Maybe it really IS for some greater good in the future.
who knows?

Just take what comes,
one step at a time,
and you'll see the big picture,
soon enough.

soon enough.