Thursday, May 29, 2008

That eroded sandcastle

ABCDE camp.

A joy, a burden.
A fun, a sadness.
A lie, a truth.

How can such contradicting feelings coincide?
How can such horrible things happen?
How can I feel this way?

People once said that the most kind, caring and patient person is one that can 'turn the other cheek' under any situation.

And I have tried. really really tried. But yet. As things progressed on. Maybe I'm not so patient after-all. Maybe there is a limit to turning the other cheek. Maybe it's time i started doing the hitting.

ABCDE camp was fun yet tiring. I stayed up after the trek to watch sunrise just to fall asleep admiring the night scenery.
I guess.. that's how life is.
Sometimes you work so hard just to reach that goal, and yet, just when you're about to reach that goal, in a moment of negligence, you overshoot and miss it.

yet. sometimes things aren't that easy.
I guess fate planned this whole thing,
this whole grouping. this whole. thing.

You know. I think this is what people would call 'blessing in disguise'.
I see it now. only through this camp, i forsaw the problem. I saw the root.

My reflections throughout the camp

Day 1: For fear of jealousy leads to hate
Day 2: When hate powers up the truth
Day 3: The different sources of truth
Day 4: The crazy ups & downs of hate
Day 5: The last straw to the point of no return
Day 6: The scenerial determination

yea. guess that's it.
you know. sometimes when things just don't go right.
maybe. we should just take the left lane.
maybe.


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