Running away in a circle

-Running away you can't pretend-

damn it man.

Anywayy, had fun yesterday with 33/08. the pool, the bbq, even the ride home. hahaha.
Andd. i took my second try at alochol. haha seemed to be holding it alot better than I thought.
ahhh wells.

AND MY STUPID BROTHER IS GETTING A FREAKING NEW COM TODAY. WHAT.THE.HELL.
and we all know he's just going to use it to play games. You know how freaking jealous I
am? wahh laooo la!

And he's going to be in my face every day that he's com is better than mine. omgggg.
and my stupid this com is like falling apart, and if it did i can't get a new one anymore
cause we'll have to share. gah. life really sucks.

and then there's him. I'm confused. I reallly am. Is this whole thing really as childish as
maddy
said? I don't know. I really don't. I only know that whatever he says
is as hurtful as a knife through the heart, and he doesn't know it.

Damn man. I'm going crazy. and I need someone to come and pull me up.
someone to rescue me from all this mess.
someone to run away with me.
to run away from it all.
run away.


-Running away you drive me wild-