Tuesday, May 08, 2012

That's just the way it goes.

another day.

maybe someday i'll look back at this and laugh nervously,
like how i look back at my old posts and do the same.

but that day's not today.

foreboding, dread.
yet i refuse to let myself down,
refuse to let it all go,
to just...give up.

i think this is going to kill me one day.
in fact i think it's going to kill me really soon.

again, not today.

i no longer know what it is.

someone to talk to?

maybe it's time i let go.

just.. not today.

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