the wave of impending storm

again.

ah wells.

ok whatever,
i'm going to receive less allowance next year.

ALOT ALOT less.
shit man.

they didn't say it la.
but can hear.

cause when i told 'em i wanted to watch movie.
my dad was all ' don't go out so much, we are running out of money soon.'

and i didn't even go out la!
like 2 weeks only go out one time!

it's my idiotic brother at work again.
everytime go out and take money from him.

i never even take money from my dad one la.

and my savings are running stone-dry very very soon.
so....

bottomline: i need a job.

two problems:

1)it's too late.
2)i'm too lazy.

nahh i'm not actually lazy to work.
i'm just lazy to look for it.

so if someone has recommendations i'll certainly go. =)
hmmm yea. any lobangs?

so yea, i'll really need a job.
if i'm to support all the stuff going on next year.

i hate being poor.

ok anyways.
being hearing all this stuff about how children from trouble/broken-up families always end up being the abusive dad or the abusive mum blah blah blah.
IT'S TOTALLY WRONG.

damn it.
they are the people who make the best parents.

cause they have been there and know how it feels like
they know how children feel when parents fight.

they know how painful it is to lose a loved one.
and thus they are the ones who will make sure.

it never happens to their family.
never.

and thus they make the best parents.'

not the crap about how they think it's alright to beat up their son.
just because the dad beat him/her up when she/he was young.
what nonsense la.

just because a robber steal from you.
then you will go steal other people's stuff meh.
just because you think it's alright -.-''
like totally nonsense cans.

ok nvm.
i think family's going through another rough patch.

like the number dunno how many thousand times rough patch liao la.
stupid one la.

and i'm like cut out from the rest of the world.
shucks. i need. company.

ahhh. blah.

whatever.