The Dreams Of Reality

ok do you know how.
that the worst nightmares.

are not the ones with scary things
like zombies or monsters or aliens.

but are those who break your heart.
those realistic scenarios that just break your heart.

I just had it.
I think Morpheous is damn pissed at me.

Or wants to take revenge for something.
I've been having a multitude of dreams for the past few days.

All of them pretty good.
I mean.

I got a free laptop.(3rd day)
I got myself a kissing scene.(It's not that enjoyable, really.)(2nd day)
I got myself playing pokemon cards in cat high and getting almost caught.(1st day)
i think got a few more, but i can't really go back.

anyway the thing is.
they've been occuring so close.

ok so since the above were like positive stuff.
so maybe morpheous decided to shoot me all the bad stuff at once.

or something.
I got myself a day at Heartache Entertainment Centre(ok i shall explain the different settings later)

First it was a movie with friends(I only remember one of them being hao nam) about something bad.
then after that we walked out and then we wanted to play at this enclosed area.
I saw it was $6.50 to go in.
and thought it was too expensive.
then the rest went in and played ice-skating.
while i was outside.
then i think daryl came out and started scolding me.
like loser and scaredy-cat and whatsnot.

then after that while they were playing ice-skating,
i saw clinton and his class.
they were going off the ecp for some bbq or something.
then they were lost.
and looking for directions.

then after that was really bad part.
i'm not going to say.
but it was really really heartbreaking.
i mean.
at the end i was running back towards the mrt station tearing.
what the hell cans.
(ok, there was a girl and another guy involved.but i'm not going to say who.)

shit la.
then i woke up.

and i'm still trauamatized.
but come to think of it.

the dream just showed off all my insecure areas of me.
and all my paranoia coming true.
which is bad.

And i guess I need to change myself soon.
i need to analyse this dream further.

it's not one of those junk dreams.
this is one of those dreams where the sub conscious
really tries to tell you the problems that lies within you.
and the stuff to look out for.

ok. anyway.
the different settings in the dreams.

shall talk about the bad ones first.

-Haunted Food Centre
--being there a few times already. always with friends. and for some reason very happy. then I'll meet someone that i thought was good friend with me. but for some reason he/she will show me his/her true colors.

-Heartache Entertainment Centre
--It's like a big indoors theme park.with movies and playing stuff and convention rooms and toys and stuff. everyone is always happy and I am too. but they will aalways say stuff to really hurt you so you feel really really really bad inside.(one of my most hated settings.)

-Empty Hospital
--ok this is like more of an action dream setting? than a bad one. i had a zombie invasion with class 4-5 all trying to kill them with guns. that was a cool dream.

now the good ones.

ok i can't think of any at the moment.

guess that's all.
feel better after writing it out.
bye.