The Green-eyed monster of form

tiired as usual.
not mood to pick up gp.

luckily there isn't much to study.
else i'm dead.

today's chinese was... a..okay.
not too hard, but ain't too easy either.

just finished packing up for camp.
tiired. don't feel like going la. feel like sleeping at home instead.

and i'm super scared of high elements! cause i'm super duper acrophobic!
die die die.

And let the jealousy seep in,
seep into my head, into my heart.

yes, let it seep, poison my heart,
and power it up, power up my head.

And let it take over my emotions,
the new-found power, to control it.

Control my emotions, but let the hate fly,
for hate is the source of jealousy.

or is jealousy the source of hate?

Who cares. Just let them both control my skin and bones.
and let them do as they pleases, cause i can't feel nothing no more.