the tendency of dependency

you know how we have a spectrum of emotions,
from sadness,
to happiness,
anger,
hope,
jealousy,
love.

which all fall under this big line of emotions.
where one end is positive emotions
and the other is negative emotions.








so we have hope, love, happiness under the positive end
and anger, jealousy, loss, sadness, under the negative end.

so whilst someone on a nondescript day would be at neutral.

we have people who tend to be on the more positive end,
and some on the more..negative.

me?

i think i'm the latter.

i don't think it's because i don't have a choice,
but rather,
because I do.

Sadness is just... so beautiful.
when you're happy,
things just seem to zoom on by,
before you know it,
everything is over,
but the fleeting memory of that happy moment.

sadness, on the other hand,
makes you think,
consider,
as the time seem to take forever to pass.
brood,
plan.

and most importantly,
it's nice to be sad,
because you know,
that your emotions now,

have nowhere else to go but up.