end of the world.

a shot of coffee liquor.

and a keyboard.

Everything will get better.
It will.

glue.

I look forward to the future so much,
if anything went wrong...

depressive episodes getting better,
but now instead of it being episodes,
it's a dull sad mood.

that always seem to be there.

maybe after this whole stint,
things would get better.

again,
maybe not,

Trip into the Boonies.

Been a long time.

First up, Thailand:

Hot.
Really hot.

Though, besides the weather, the physical aspect weren't that bad.
Oh I got a flu before I went outfield, which was horrendous cause i ended up giving up on the lousy shellscrape.

had to do map preparation for like 80% of the time.
Which was utterly disappointing.
and depressing.

Defintely went into depression a few times.
cause i was doing the map,
and redoing,
and redoing.

Never felt so relieved when the exercise ended.

bought 4 shirts and a jeans for 40 SGD total.
So yay!

Came back to Singapore,
bought Bailey's and Sherriden's.

Went to sleep.

And that was saturday.

Today, is saturday again.

spent Monday gaming with the army guys at home.
Tuesday gaming with the army guys at LAN at dhoby ghaut.
Wednesday was spent at butter celebrating jayden's birthday.
 and arose came the legend of the fat girl in the pink dress.
(which is another story i shall tell another day)
Thursday was spent hungover and skyfall.
Friday was spent playing DOTA 2.
Saturday was spent playing starcraft 2.

eyes woozy.

I need some human interaction that doesn't involve computer screens.

Anyone? :)