it's been a long time coming since i saw your face

and i guess i didn't really matter.

everything seems more depressing somehow,
maybe because everything out there seems so much more happening.

I live a different life.
with different people,
different environments,
have different stories.

so that makes me that much more different.

but i guess at the end of the day,
we are still all the same.

we hurt,
we cheer,
we laugh,
we cry.

we just do it differently.
because we're all different.

i think i just need to sleep.

sleep lets me stop thinking for a while.
and i really need that.

at least for the coming days.

no time to rest

tonight,
popping back in.

at least it's going to be a slightly more interesting week.

confidence jump on wednesday
paintball on friday.

not too hot on the confidence jump.
but, ah wells.

I'll just survive this week,
like i've always done.

and come out,
hoping the weekend
will be just that bit
kinder.

just listen to the rhythm of my heart

i have been thinking alot about the past, present and future lately.

and the conclusion of all those thoughts always end with this:
'dammit. headache.'

on a lighter note,
i think i just became lighter.
after the run.

so there.