Friday, April 13, 2012

Everyone knows I'm in over my head.

My heart's gone.
chasing after every little thing.

no longer any sense of reality.

I want to come back,
but every other part of me tells me it's impossible.

Gone through too much,
known too much,
suffered too much.


and now we are here,
in a deep dark hole of no escape.
merely the light,
always shining in from the top.

mocking,
laughing,
tempting.

There is something very wrong,
and I need to figure it out.

but where do I start?

My heart's gone.
and my head's buried in mountains of dirt,
of trash.

I don't want to fight anymore,
I just want to live.

but then again, today's friday the 13th.
so maybe something'll change tomorrow.

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