So here it goes again.

so. one more year. 2011.
To be honest,
I'm awfully glad this year is over.


The transition to army.
Has been kinda overwhelming, 
to say the least.

The punishments,
the screaming,
the torture,
the jungles.
(oh man, the jungles.)


And the people.
I've missed way too many people,
until I figured,
I could probably cling on,
if I kept keeping in contact.
every
single
second.

Every message from the outside world,
felt like a bottle rolling up the waves
onto the beach...just for me.

To sum it up,
I'm among masses of people
every second.
But I've never felt more lonely.


So here's to 2012.
To accepting where I am.
Not changing into who I am not,
just because of where I am.
And when the time comes,
for the world to be liberated.
That I am right there.

And all my regrets will be no more.