i know you'll get me right.

Life is slowing down.
as much as I am happy about it,
my body seems to be slowing down as well,
for some reason.

I sleep excessive hours,
yet feel tired and spent the moment i wake up.
stay at home the whole day,
yet feel as though i walked the 28km route march.

Bones aching,
sleepy eyes,
something's wrong.


I think there is something....lacking.
not too sure what.
Just this very very naggy feeling
at the back of my brain.
(I think it's humour)


Going through day after day,
(but then again, humour?)
just trudging through.
(I think so, humour.)

dull,
emotionless.

Whatever happened to the joy,
the happiness,
the laughter.
the giggles,
the hugs.
i need them back.
(where do i find humour?)


someone,
anyone.
please.